Dear whoever,
November 21, 2012
1:26am
I'm not perfect. Never will be. I'm sorry for letting you down. I am truly sorry for being a waste of time. I'm happy that you all are all fine without me.
As I stated before, I am not perfect. I know perfection is a myth. And no one can reach it. Please tell me why people expect it then. I don't always follow rules, more times I break them. That's a sin. I know. Which is why I fall short of that standard of perfection already. I make my own rules and not follow the natural order of things, and that makes me imperfect. No one is perfect. I know this, but if we are trying to reach perfection, which and who's standards do we go by?
The bible says you have to not sin. That is impossible for we sin the moment we come out of our mothers womb. We fall short, immediately.
Society says you have to look, act, and be a certain way. But that would be boring, and everyone would be perfect and ruin the complement of being perfect. Not to mention this is also impossible.
The world say be yourself, you are perfect. If this was true, which it's not, then we all die and go to heaven. There would be no need for religion.
I'm done with the confusion of perfection. The idea that perfection is real. The hope that I will be perfect. The pressure to become perfect. No one is perfect. Yet.. I don't know what perfect is.
-sincerely
Ivan, or Russia.
Okay, sorry for kinda making your holidays sad.. But uh, these next few chapters are my vertical own depression writings and.. I just kinda saw characters in this while rereading it. So yea. There will be different characters but don't expect an update soon for this.
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