a.
She knows she should be happy for him but when he tells her that he's marrying phoebe all she feels is emptiness.
b.
Every time Phoebe introduces herself, Liz wants to punch her in the face. Or at least throw something at her.
She settles for 'accidently' bumping into her over and over again.
Take that bird bones.
c.
When Jack accuses her of being infatuated with him she can't help but roll her eyes at him. She denies it, of course. But later when the doors are closing on them, separating her from them, she feels a twinge in her heart that she just doesn't want to acknowledge.
d.
Her answer to Jacks enquiry of "Lemon, would you be my best man? Best woman? Bes person?" is a slap.
His hand cradles his cheek and he rubs it, whilst he looks at her like he can't believe she just slapped him.
She can't believe it either. Even though she wants to apologise she forces herself to turn and leave, not bothering with a backward glance.
e.
At work she avoids him as best she can, but of course he's her boss so she does have to speak to him. Every time they meet she can't look him in the eye but she can feel his gaze.
f.
At Colleen's insistence she attends a meal the week before the wedding. The four of them sit there in a somewhat strained silence. When Phoebe wanders off to the loo and Jack leaves to take a call, Colleen fixes her with a stare.
"Are you really going to let him marry that schmuck?" Colleen asks, and Liz shrugs.
"I can't stop him."
"If you really believe that then I don't think I like you as much as I thought you did." Colleen replies before ignoring her for the rest of the night.
Liz thinks she should be offended but with Colleen she can never be sure.
e.
When the phone rings at 3am and some nurse tells her Jacks had a heart attack she's instantly awake. She's launching out of bed as the nurse informs her that she's the only listed emergency contact and she nearly misses hearing it.
The whole taxi journey to the hospital has her pondering the fact that she's the only contact. That must mean something. They've not known each other a year and he's already incorporated her into his life.
f.
When Jack tells he can't marry Phoebe she lets out a relived sigh.
He doesn't say "You were right", but Liz does say "I told you so" and dances like an idiot.
g.
When Jack corners her at the end of season staff party she lets him drag her down the corridor.
"Would you have asked me to call it off?" he asks when they are alone in her office.
She looks at him unsure why he's asking, but she answers anyway. "I think." She pauses and shrugs, "I think yes I would have. I'd of tried one last time and then I'd have supported you whatever you decided."
He nods and she shifts and fidgets under his unwavering gaze.
h.
She'd like to say she isn't surprised when he leans in and kisses her. But the truth is she's so taken aback she gasps. Jack doesn't seem offended; in fact he takes it as an invitation to push his tongue into her mouth.
i.
When he groans against her mouth, she can't think about anything else. Primarily because she's too busy tugging at his clothes.
