I don't have a beta nor has anyone pre read so please be mindful when looking at all the flaws haha!

Alice had begged me to go and I'd said no. I knew she'd hook up with jasper and I knew I'd be left to hitch a ride home, either cock blocking em and rose or whoever Edward had chose for the night.

But then Edward asked me promising a ride home, before I could say no he was downstairs telling my dad of our Friday night plans, so I guess I was going.

They were my best friends so I loved hanging out with them but when we went to the bonfire held at la push on Fridays I knew I'd be left alone as they all found someone to spend their night with. I was used to it but sometimes it still sucked to be the unwanted wheel awkwardly waiting at the side for her friends to stop kissing especially when one friend was the guy I was foolishly crushing on since we found out what hormones really meant when it came to a guy and a girl with needs.

Okay so this is my first time writing anything to then let other people read let me know your thoughts even if you think it's crap! Thanks for reading anyway!

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