Destiny Always Finds A Way

Prologue- A decision to make

I don't know what to say or even what to feel,

I can't tell what is just a dream and what is real-

Somehow life changed a lot in an instant or two

Now we're both here-a different me, a different you.

Our positions switched, somehow you bested me,

Then I looked in the mirror, not believing what I see-

Now my friends are enemies, my enemies are friends

But somehow there's more than anyone here pretends.

I curse myself for falling, though you're not so bad,

And curse myself for not knowing what I could've had-

I fight against it- this truth at the very tip of my tongue

All the blurred lines are too much for one still so young.

You learn in school that one part doesn't stand for all,

But never imagine it can apply to life until after you fall-

I gained so much, and yet wonder- 'Is this my life now?'

So, longing for what I lost, I swear to go back somehow.

Though if I do, what do I change back? What do I keep?

If I choose wrong, will your face haunt me in my sleep?

Is it worth the risk of everything that I returned to save,

To have the pleasure of your embrace, the touch I crave?