Ok PEOPLE... Listen up..
I thought of trying something new so read and tell me what you think... But you guys should really try listening to the playlist suggestions to get in the mood 'cause they're really cool songs and really fit the situations =)
Play list Suggestion: Creator - Santogold
Got no need for the fancy things
All the attention that it brings
Tell me no, I say yes, I was chosen
And I will deliver the explosion
Can't say it's gonna get me far
Do no good to say what you are
I run the streets and I break up houses
River runs deep and the flame devours it
Me, I'm a Creator
Thrill is to make it up
The rules I break got me a place
Up on the radar
Me, I'm a Taker
Know what the stakes are
Can't roll it back, it's understood
Got to play our cards
Oh fuck it!!! I thought jerking the headphones of my ipod out of my ears angrily…
I Kaylan Jade Matthews have just realized what a stupid, idiotic, mistake I did by deciding to come back to Ipswich... What the hell was I thinking??! I must have been drunk or something!! Unfortunately, I can't do anything to correct that mistake now 'cause I'm on a plane on the way there. On second thought, maybe if I parachute from the freakin' plane. No, it will probably lead to me breaking my neck and dieing!!
Not good!!
My stupid cousin Caleb called 2 weeks ago telling me that his dad, my uncle, died and that he would appreciate it if I came to spend some time with him and my aunt Evelyn and because I love my cousin and aunt too much for my own good, I decided to go against my better judgment and agreed to go back to Ipswich. After a dozen calls every day for the following week from him, Reid and Tyler, they managed to convince me to spend the remainder of the year at Spencer because I wouldn't be able to fly back to school in California on time. How could I forget the main reason I left Ipswich for?? How could I go back and face him after everything that happened between us? Of course he wouldn't even care if I came back or saw him again but what the hell …. I'm so over him... right?!
Damn it… then why the hell couldn't I get him off my mind for the past 2 years?
Oh man, this is harder then I thought... For God's sake he's my best friend, or at least he used to be …
Flashback
"Awwwe... it hurts", an 11 year old Kaylan cried looking at the 4 older boys.
"Suck it up Matthews. It's just a knee scrape!!!" smirked a blue eyed Reid
"Lay off her Reid… Come on Kay I'll help you." smiled a young Pogue. He helped me up off the ground and sat me on a wooden bench a bit farther from the place we were playing. The rest had decided to stay behind and finish the game of football we were playing. He checked my knee then smiled up at me
"Well you haven't broken anything and you're not hurt that bad. You'll be fine once we get you cleaned up" I smiled up at Pogue
"Thank you, you can get back to the game now if you want"
"No, I'm staying here with you. Keep you company "
"You don't have to that Pogue. You don't have to be here for me"
He then turned and looked me directly in the eyes and said,
"Kaylan Jade Matthews, I will always be here for you whether you need me or not. You're my best friend Peanut and the most important person in my life. Never think otherwise..."
He said while holding me hand tightly then he reached around his neck and took off one of his dog tags, the one that had his initials on and his birthday. He then reached behind my neck and took off my necklace and added the dog tag to it then put it back around my neck.
It took me a while to realize what he had done
"Pogue, you can't do that. You love these tags, you…"
"Kaylan, you're a special person who deserves something special. Now I'm not sure about you but I never take these off so..."before he could continue I cut him off by hugging him and saying "Neither will I Parry… Neither will I..."
End Flashback
I felt my vision blurring and the moist tears spilling down my cheeks.
So much for keeping your promise Pogue Parry... I thought fingering the dog tags around my neck. He hasn't spoken to me for quite a while and I missed him... I missed my best friend…
U guyz for God's sake… READ AND REVIEW!!!!!
It's really encouraging if you do even if you don't like it; just tell me so that I could work on whatever you don't like…
As always, any ideas are welcome and of course REVIEWS... HAHA =))