E/O Drabble Challenge: weird
Spoilers/Notes: I know, I did two today, but this thought hit me hard and I couldn't ignore it. This is post-Dark Side of the Moon, spoilers are not explicit but could give something away, written in Sam's voice. Sometimes, I really understand Sam, and this was definitely one of those episodes.
Word count: 100


From Sam, To Dean

I'm a free spirit. Independent. Always had to find my own way.

So, my dreams, hopes, and my heaven are that. They are about finding the path on my own and not following for the sake of following.

I still love you. I still want to be beside you, a team, working together toward the same goal.

We both want to eventually reach a place we can call home. I'm willing to compromise what I want to get there, but not who I am.

I'm sorry. That's the way I am. It's the way I've always been.

Is that so weird and impossible to understand?