I decided to do this fanfic based on katniss and her thoughts about her life after the rebellion. just short and simple. :) One-shot.
Victorious.
I could be anything you'll name me to be, except that. Because, after all no one is victorious, no one.
Not Finnick. Because finnick may have won at 14 years of age, but at 16, he was still prostituted. Just to save me, just to save my lifeless, selfish self, he died. so, no, not even finnick was victorious.
Look at all the other victors. Annie. Johanna. Beetee. Even, Peeta. Not one of them is victorious.
The same as me you could call Annie, beautiful,shy, but not victorious.
You could call Johanna, snarky, mean, and maybe pretty even, but not victorious.
The same with Beetee, intelligent, clever, but not victorious.
Because, no matter how hard you try, snow owns our nights. He owns our, once kind of happy, lives. Because, we all know we do our best to not fall asleep or we do anything to not dream of the terror we all lived in the arena.
Because, he haunts your dreams. He makes you miserable. They were all wrong. It isn't any better if Snow is dead or not. Because, as long as we live he will haunt us forever. That's the worst thing of all.
Because, we all had solid barriers around our hearts, built in so no one could break it. But, throughout the years he broke it. Leaving us fragile and alone.
But, now i feel sad, mad even, because i'm not alone. I have peeta. Annie has her baby, and for her, i know she'll survive.
But, i feel sad for Beetee and Johanna. They have no one. For the very least Beetee may not be alone, but, Johanna. Sudennly, i feel grateful that she was mean to me all those times. She made realize how lucky i am because i do have someone. I'm not alone. But, she said herself that there's no one left she loves.
I'm selfish. I always have been. No wonder, she hates me so much.
But, because of that, she isn't victorious either.
No matter how hard you've try to deny it.
No matter how hard you tryed to out talk it.
No matter how hard it is to accept it.
No matter how much it hurts saying it.
No one is victorious.
Alright guys, review! Hope you enjoyed it. tell me if you liked it, hated it, tell me! ;)