BPOV Panic Attack

I took calm reashering breaths to stop my panic attack from starting up. I sure as hell did not want to go to the hospital on my mother's birthday!

Yeah... You don't need another inberissing thing to add your list. Do you?

I ran to the bathroom to hide from my ex-boyfriend who was the cause of said panic attack... I shut the door quietly as not to draw unesseray attention to myself. And to cause my mother to have Phil take down the door again because she thought I was going to try to kill myself... ppsshhh like I was going to try that again! I looked at myself in the mirror, and then remember that I had some Prozac in my bedroom. I slowly opened the door and popped my head out to see if anyone was out there.

Luckily there wasn't, I slowly walked out and shut the door slowly behind me. I quietly ran down the hall to my room that was only four doors down for the bathroom. I slowly opened my door, tipped toed in and shut the door quietly behind me. I peractuly sprinted to my dresser where it was. I opened the drawer and pulled out my bottle of Prozac. I opened it, and took one before my panic attack got worse and I did have to go to the hospital. I knew it would take a few minutes to kick in, But that didn't stop me for pacing back and forth in front of my king size bed. After pacing what seemed like an hour, I layed down on my bed and closed my eyes. My panic attack had finally gone away. I had just closed my eyes when my door swung opened and hit the wall. "Bella! Where have you been? We have been looking for you for an hour!

I have been yelling your name up and down this hall!" Renee screamed at me, form my door way. Phil just stood there shaking his head with a frown on his face. "I was in here." I said trying to be calm so I wouldn't blow up on her. She glared at me and slammed my door shut so no one could hear her scream at me, But Phil, Her and me..."Now where was I? Oh yes, Bella, You scared me half to death!" She yelled at me. Well at least she's not pulling the old 'what if something happened to you?' thing... "Bella, what if something happened to you?" Damn spoke to soon...

Oh. Just hush!

I just sat there was she went through her list of things that could have happen while I was in the bathroom. "You could have been raped and-" I cut her off before she could say more. "Fuck mother I was in the god damn bathroom!" I almost screamed, her eyes widened at what I had said. "Isabella Marie Swan! Which your mouth!" She yelled at me, I glared at her. "Well I was!" I said defending myself. "Don't you dare talk to your mother like that!" She yelled in my face. Phil ran over to hold Renee back so that she wouldn't hit me like she normally would. The rage started to build in me. "I want to move in with my father!" As soon as it was would there my eyes went wide, and I shut my mouth. She stopped struggling to get out of Phil's arms and gasped "What did you just say?" I looked at her straight in the eyes "I want to move in with my father." I said flat out. I stood, walked to the door and felt. Her and Phil standing there with their mouths hanging open. I walked to the closet (which was right next to the front door) grabbed my purse and jacket. I opened the door and walked out with Renee yelling at me to come inside so we could work this out, but I just kept walking.

I bet we looked really funny. I mean Renee running after me down the street yelling at me to come in side, and I just kept walking not even looking back at her. I pulled out my phone after I lost Renee about two blocks back where she ran out of breath from running in her heels. I flipped through my phone looking for the number. I finally found it; I sat down and looked at the number trying to work up the confidence to call. I took a deep breath and hit call. I put it up to my ear, it rang and rang. Then on the fourth ring I was about to hang up when someone answered. "Hello?" A groggy voice asked. Shit! I forgot the time differences there! Damn it's like two in the morning there and two in the after noon...Oops... "Dad? It's me." I said, He didn't answer for a minute. "Bella is this you?" He asked. I stopped walking. Is there another Bella I don't know about? "Yeah Dad it's me." I said with a nodded even though he couldn't see it. "Oh. Well that do I own the honor to?" He asked still sounding a little groggy.

"Well I wanted to ask you something..." I said try to stall it as a long as I could. I always had a fear of asking things form Charlie. I was afraid he would tell me no. "What is it kiddo? You need money?" He asked sounding a little worried. "No Dad I don't need money. Well I left Moms house...And-" I was cut off by Charlie "If you could stay here. Of course Bella I have been waiting for you to leave that wit- I mean your mother for some time now..." He said correcting himself at the end. I laughed, I remember when I was younger he would always call her a witch... "Really?" I asked with a huge ass grin that made the lady standing next to me look at me like 'what the fuck are you smoking?'

I just laugh which made her pull her little girl on the other side of her away from me. "Yes. Bella I would love to have you home. I'll send some money over and fly you out. You can start school next week." He said, his groggy voice gone and replaced with a bubbly, excited voice. "All right." I said with a smile, we sorted out where the money was going to go. Renee had opened up a bank account for me, when I was ten for the child support Charlie would send every month. We talked for an hour, we decided He would send the money over tomorrow and I would fly out as soon as we found a good flight for me get on. Charlie was going to look it up as soon as we got off the phone call me back, transfer the money over to my account. Tomorrow, Then I would go over to the library to pay for the flight. Because there was no way in hell I was going home to do it! We hung up, and I went start to the library to find something good to read...