MUDBLOOD

(a drabble of sorts)

It is 2005. Auror Hermione has a job to do, but it requires returning to the place in which she was tortured by sadist Bellatrix Lestrange, the woman she sees all-too-often... in her nightmares.


MUDBLOOD

It was raining.

She was getting wet.

There was no reason to get wet.

She was perfectly capable of performing a simply charm to keep herself dry.

But the incantation escaped her.

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It was raining.

The manor in the distance was dark gray against a light gray background.

The fog was thick, obscuring the top levels, the tall turrets.

She had to keep walking.

Had to knock on the door.

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It was raining.

Her face was wet.

The water tasted of salt.

Those weren't raindrops.

The rain was cold, her tears were hot.

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It was raining.

She wanted to return home.

But she had a job to do.

He was wanted for questioning.

Again.

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It was raining.

It had not been raining the day Snatchers brought them here.

The day she sent a stinging hex to hide Harry's more identifying features.

The day breaking the taboo got them caught.

The day she got this scar.

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Scars outside and scars inside.

Pain inflicted upon her body.

Pain carved into her heart.

Muscle memory.

She could still feel the blade.

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Scars outside and scars inside.

The woman was terrifying, relentless.

She forced her down on the floor.

She used the Cruciatus curse.

She lowered herself over her trembling body.

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Scars outside and scars inside.

She touched her face gently.

Caressed her cheek.

Ran her fingers along the jaw line.

Leaned close, almost as if to kiss her.

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Scars outside and scars inside.

The woman whispered her next words.

Whispered them directly into her ear.

"You're going to die today."

And then, at top volume... "CRUCIO."

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Scars outside and scars inside.

She was seeking information.

She was seeking reassurance.

She wanted to save her own skin.

She wanted to cause pain.

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Scars outside and scars inside.

Unbearable pain.

Burning from the inside out.

And then, the knife.

One letter at a time.

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M

U

D

B

L

O

O

D

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It was raining.

She had a job to do.

He was wanted for questioning.

But she couldn't bring herself to move forward.

Couldn't stomach the thought of being back in that house.

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Scars outside and scars inside.

The nightmares started a few months after the Final Battle.

The danger was gone, but the memories weren't.

She caught herself tracing over the scar with her wand.

Burning the word into her skin.

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It was raining. She was scarred.

But she had a job to do.

Putting one foot in front of the other, she pressed on.

And, just like it had been that day,

It was Narcissa who answered the door.