Lauren P.O.V
As i walked through the square i think to myself "what type of life is it that i have?" my dads in prison, I'm dating a 30 something year old, i used to date my cousin, and i think i am still in love with him.
i do, i know i do, i still love joey! he is the best thing that has ever happened to me but he cant stand to look at me now because he thinks that he is the reason i drank too much. i just want him back, i have fooled myself into loving someone else, well not exactly loved, more really liked and he is also a recovering alcoholic and i am scared that if i break his heart then he will be driven to alcohol again, or if i try to make amends with joey i will be driven to alcohol.
i have to stay strong for my sister so at this moment in time i am heading towards no. 5 albert square the home of my abnormal family. thats when i stop dead, there he is right at my front door. i told him not to come here. i decide to make a speedy turn around and head back towards the market.
"please dont see me, please dont see me!"
"hey lauren! i was just looking for you!"