Lucien's lament III

by Magdalena Ramsing

A Court of Wings and Ruin from Lucien's POV. His reactions to the Night Court and learning some truths. And his own adventure hunting for Vassa.

Lucien's lament III

Feyre was back but was she home?
She didn't show much of a syndrome
like one would expect after the horrors she endured.
But with love and time she would be cured
She did show some shadows in her face
and always when the sun set was the case.
That made Tamlin eager to not like Rhys be base
instead he tried to behave with grace.
He didn't visit her room for the night and didn't give chase.
Feyre was in health restored
and Tamlin her much adored.
The first time she saw her old room she was shocked.
Tamlin had trashed it whole so it was now locked.
Inside was smashed furniture and debris.
Long and thorny vines were on the rise.
Tamlin kept it as a holy tomb.
Feyre's new room was across from my own
and the idea to that choice to the servants I sown.
I wanted her close to me for a reason named Elain
my mate who over my thoughts and heart held reign.
Where can Rhys keep her and what will he do to her I did ask.
I had to save her from my enemy, that was an urgent task.
Feyre answered with a face like a mask
that she thought Elain was unhurt for now
and sweat then slithered down my brow.
Some slowly returning happiness was shown
as Feyre started to paint again and at Tam it went down
that all would be well and end in bliss.
That something might be amiss.
The thought of that and Elain had me groan.
Somehow I knew that we had Feyre on a temporary loan.
Tamlin eventually Ianthe unearthed
that bitch who never should have been birthed.
So she gave him some sort of explanation
and I hoped that he heard her with catuion.

Feyre was in her study smearing pink paint
on a canwas as Tamlin and I appeared to tell Ianthe would attaint.
She interrupted her painting of a petal in light veined
put down her brush and rose slightly pained.
Tamlin apologized for interruping her painting
that he praised but Ianthe was waiting.
Feyre went to her room to change
and when she emerged I found her acting strange.
She was calm and composed and not as in Hybern
where I rememberd that her enemies would burn.
I tried to ask about Elain
but a distant clock chimed.
So we went to meat the unholy priestess
who for sure held more dirty secrets.
She made some sort of silly apology
and talked about mates, human and fae biology.
She didn't deserve to mouth Elain's name.
Feyre wasn't impressed and I felt the same.
Tamlin announced that we were to try
and I know both Feyre and Ianthe would ply.
Tam was unaware but I knew
that nothing was like he saw.
And at the next day we had Hybern guests.
Jurian, Brannagh and Dagdan were truly pests.
They insulted and sneered at our food and bread
and wanted to share the same room and bed.
Jurian insulted us all and was very gross.
He talked about some Miryam and clearly had a diagnose.
The Hybern Royals wanted to see the Wall
and Tamlin tensed but accepted that Feyre spoke for all.
She and I with some sentries were gone
next day to show where some holes in the Wall had grown.

So Feyre and I went of with the Hyberns to the Wall.
At dinner last night they tried to rile us all.
Feyre dressed well and was calm
and with this company I felt we needed a psalm.
The twins went of to inspect the Wall
and Jurian smirked to us all.
Feyre and I had a small chat
about old and current history and she just sat
when the Hyberns appeared.
Our close position they detected and evaluated.
When we we went back to the manor
I wonderd about her ability as a planner.
Feyre asked for help to get down from her horse
and I obligated and with Ianthe's glance all went worse.
Feyre gripped my hand and walked me away.
She asked what was wrong and I told her about being prey
in a ceremony that was not really mine to do.
Feyre listened and heard my out
and when I told her about Ianthe she didn't shout.
I thouhgt she was the best friend I ever had
and what we done to her didn't make me feel glad.
Soon it was time for Summer Sunsticle
and Ianthe's presence would our celebration stifle.
Feyre helped to plan the holy ceremony
but with Ianthe it would was sure to be sanctimony.
Next day we were up before the sun
beacause Ianthe had to pray before we could have fun.
They Hybern twins didn't like our tradition
and Brannagh complained about her partation.
Ianthe had them, Tamlin and Jurian make contribution
to the ceremony and called them away to her position.
Ianthe spoke about unwanted darkness during her audition.
But it turned Feyre was quite the tatician
and I wondered who had handled her tution.

Feyre was dressed all in white with flowers in her hair.
She looked stunning riding a white mare.
All looked at Feyre and she got many a stare
and Ianthe must the faeries attention share.
So Ianthe prayed and suddenly I was suspicious
but Feyre's planning had been delicious.
When the sun rose towards Feyre its path was flown
and suddenly Feyre with light shone.
The faeries gasped and called her blessed
and Ianthe really was distressed.
I knelt and kissed Feyre's hand
and the others knelt to. She really was grand.
Tamlin was somewhat baffled
and Ianthe with the situation grappled.
Feyre asked me to escort her back to the house
and about that I didn't grouse.
We were stopped for many wanted to Feyre touch
weep a bit and her hand clutch.
Feyre later returned to dance with Tam.
Being mated to Elain I am
not interested to do those things with anyone else.
So I for sure kept the buckle on my belt.
Ianthe tried to corner me to ask what happened
and was a bit maddened.
So I took Feyre back to her room
and waited for sleep to us consume.
But for one hour I heard Feyre turn and toss
she dreamt about something really gross.
With a scream she woke
and the corridor crossed to my room and I soon her hair stroke.
She was wearing a lacy nightgown
and tears from her eyes flown.
She told about her terrible dream
as I held her. Suddenly Tam was there and he didn't beam
at the sight of Feyre in my arms.
Feyre led him away before I came to harm.
And I knew I must try to explain
so he didn't got some maggot thought in his brain.
In the morning I talked to him and it wasn't pleasant.
I was told to stay away from Feyre at present.
Tamlin brooded and didn't care about some missing keys.
Ianthe talked about nagas and dying trees.
The sleazy twins her teased
and Tamlin was displeased
that Feyre and I was to escort the twins
to the Wall and warned me to not commit any sins.

So we left for the next hole in the wall
and walked and winnowed at a crawl.
To carry passengers and tents was heavy
but we arrived eventully the whole bevy.
So the sentries put up our simple tents
and Feyre and I was to share and Tam might feel offence.
But Feyre told me that not give in
on his territoial poppycock and every whim.
And sometimes Tam was thick headed and his skin thin.
Feyre thought something similar akin.
So I stayed in the tent
and thought of her new scent.
And wondered if I would ever share with Elain
and if I would se her again.
Feyre said she didn't wanted to be touched
that it made her felt smutched.
I told Feyre what had happenend when she was gone
and why the Hyben alliance was done.
So I kept on most of my clothes
and in the morning Jurian found us nose to nose.
We were laying very close
and he struck up an annoying pose.
Feyre went away to wash
I wanted to Jurian squash.
When she returned from the brook
she cringed and gave me an odd look.
Then we all took a stroll
to look at the next hole.
What we found there made Juian swear
and the twins smile that nasty pair.
For there was three young humans
and they were not very prudent.
They thought to in Prythain make their future
but Dagdan and Brannagh would them butcher.
Feyre and Jurian scared them so they fled
but the next morning we found them tortued and dead.
The Royals gloated about their kill
and as we listened we all felt ill.
It was time to sent them a message
that would be quite aggresive.
So we went out in the forrest to trace the Bogge
and lured it back to our camp so the twins got flogged.
There was shouts and they did survive
but the humans was no longer alive.
They looked at us with hate
but I thought of my once human mate.

When we returned to the manor
we were met with Tamlin's anger.
He was really very blunt
and called our message a stupid stunt.
We should have let him deal with them
that Hybern scum.
He called me dim and dumb
and Feyre was partial and didn't knew a hum.
He chucked me out and closed the door.
I stayed in the hall sitting at the stairs at the end of the floor.
The six sentries listenend to as Feyre talked back to him
and what we heard was very grim.
Suddenly we heard him shout
and then in rage he acted out.
We felt his magic explode
and as I entered and him back shoved
and he let me. I knew he was a hot-tempered male
but this? Feyre was down on the floor and so pale,
she was hurt and bleeding. I led her out and the sentries stared
gaping. She was fine she declared.
No one believed in that and the sentries gave Tam angry glares
as I helped Feyre up for the stairs.
Tamlin apologized and Feyre forgave him in the evening.
But his people were angry and next day had Ianthe scheming.
The next night sereval nagas broke in on the grounds
with the missing keys but we were warnend by a vision found
by none other than Ianthe. So we were waiting
and they were killed with much hating.
Ianthe had saved the manor's gentry
and things looked bad for the guilty sentry.
Next morning he was to be whipped
and his comrades looked quite thightlipped
as he was bound and stripped.
Feyre asked for mercy as Tam with a whip was equipped.
Ianthe preened and the sentry accused her for taking his keys.
She denied it and Feyre said not to take his honor please.
She took my hand for support
and the sound of the first lash tore through our Court.
Ianthe led us in for talk and lunch.
And it felt that my stomach had got a punch.
Feyre stayed and tended the sentry and got a popularity rise
and Ianthe's plunged as the people saw her lies.
Feyre needed some days to heal and the twins didn't like to wait.
And the next day Ianthe tried to Feyre bait
talking about Rhysand and some wings
Tamlin told her he long ago had burned those things.
Earlier in a rainy day Feyre felt bored
and the whole house she explored.

At last it was time to inspect the last hole in the Wall.
Ianthe decided that we were to go all.
By she would like to come I didn't knew.
I was soon to know that she really was a shrew.
Feyre called me her friend and her sister was my mate.
Feyre was fun and kind and saved us at any rate.
I didn't mind to spend time with her but Ianthe took it as bait.
She hounded me but Feyre asked to share her tent.
So the first night for me was well spent.
And the next day the twins where of and Tamlin hunted.
Feyre sent the sentries for water and then Ianthe stunted.
I knew she made the sentry fall asleep to steal his keys.
I walked in among the trees
when she suddenly appeared and cast a sleeping spell.
It darkened for me and I fell.
And awoke chained to a tree
and Ianthe stood infront of me.
She licked her lips and unbuttoned my shirt
and put her hands on my chest and they felt like dirt.
She crooned about the rite
and that we had had fun and talked with spite
how I put my hands all over Feyre.
I told her that she was misstaken and that I was a mated guy.
She didn't listen and started on my pants
determined to take all that she wants.
Suddenly I heard Feyre's voice
and what she saw didn't make her rejoice.
Feyre somehow made Ianthe me unshackle
and continued the priestess to tackle.
She made Ianthe pick up a rock
and put her hand on a stone block.
Ianthe smashed her own hand as I looked in shock.
Feyre gave more orders and I could only gawk.
Suddenly the twins appeared and said the word daemati.
Feyre was one and they were as well.
They taunted Feyre about an apple and I felt a knell
from some death bell.
I saw Tam's bandolier and her heavy pack,
she was leaving and going back.
She told them to take the Court.
The twins acted like this was sport.
I told her to go but she draw her knives
and together we ended their lives.
Feyre was going home and I made the decision to go.
I was getting my mate back and first Feyre said no.
But she relented and we were of
to find Elain and Feyre's true love.
The twins and Ianthe had us with faebane dosed
and so our magic was soon of closed.
But we made it to the green hill with the Doors.
They are portals used to other Courts take tours.
They were usallly guarded
but Feyre had the sentries discarded.
She truly from mortal had changed
and had all this arranged.
She explained about summer and it had to be autumn.
I told her it would be dangerous and my past not forgotten.
I heard a distant roar as we went.
Maybe Tamlin hunting for Feyre's scent.

So into the Door we went into my native Court.
We could only hope that our stay would be short.
Our blades were out and ready
our footsteps silent and steady.
The absence of guards was a boon
and we followed the light from the moon.
I led Feyre to a cave from my past
before they made me into an outcast.
Feyre hesitated at its opening
for a moment she was almost choking.
I told her it just curved and didn't led anywhere
just a place for the night and tomorrow to find some fare.
Inside was just some dusty bedrolls
and a old book and some empty bowls.
There was a small candle to alight
and Feyre sat down and I prepared to fight.
She unpacked while I dug up my flint
and I took that as a hint
to start our most needed conversation
and asked about her true association.
There was clothes and food all carefully prepared.
I told he so and Feyre just said yes and stared
at the clothes and her food ration
with quite some caution.
It is to risky to eat she admitted
while I my theeth were gritted.
Feyre didn't want to talk
but I refused to balk
for I needed thruths and explainations
now so I said with some frustration.
That I knew since that day in Hybern
with that white light that she lied at every turn.
And then I spoke of Elain and that she was in evil hands
that I had to get her out from his lands.
Feyre didn't take that well and got stern.
She said Tamlin was wrong and I only left to learn
about Elain and get what I thought I earned.
Elain was safe and cared for and it was so
Elain was engaged to a human and a gentle doe.
I asked about her plans for me before they interfered
Ianthe and the twins and her answer didn't had me cheered.
I was to had been fine and Tamlin's Court she had smeared
with lies to collapse when she disappeared.
I crossed my arms pepared for a fight and glared.
Feyre was tired and we could be heard she decleared.
Fine tomorrow then and I warnend her about my father,
his sentries and his Court but she didn't bother.
He would hunt and kill to regain his power.
Feyre said he could get in line and didn't cower.

The night was cold and no one slept well.
In the morning I still couldn't cast any spell.
I didn't was in the mood
to talk and now we needed food.
I led through the autumn forrest
it was beautiful and Feyre saw the hoar defrost.
I stopped at a small jade green stream
that once with trouts in the water and caught a gleam
of fish scales in the morning sun.
Feyre tried to make a fishing rod but I needed none.
I took of the boots and rolled up my pants
and soon caught two fishes and tossed them on the bank.
I took them away to clean and Feyre made up a fire.
We ate quickly and she my fishing skills admired.
We hiked north and found apples and food in the wood.
I told Feyre a bit about my past and how I left for good.
To speak Jesminda's name still hurt
and think how I was hunted kept us alert.
So we passed the Forrest House and felt slightly relaxed
but our caution didn't lapse.
We climbed over mountains for the winter border
and we had still not seen any warder.
I was tired and winded
but Feyre not so I was minded
to ask how. She told me that she trained
and that's why she wasn't drained.
I thanked her for having my back
with Ianthe's and the twins attack.
And one night in a cave was an unwanted reunion
that could bring swift retribution.
We were in a small cave and Feyre got my cloak
when my brothers us brutally awoke.
They were led by Eris and was to take ut to father
and he might us both slaughter.
Feyre and I managed to call some fire
and the made a cave in but our situation was dire.
We lost all packs with food and most weapons
and the cold with frost burns threatened.
But we found a cave and used body heat
and our theet shatterend from the cold sleet.
I asked her about Elain again
and Feyre told me about her garden and how she might changed
from that dip in the Cauldron. Could she be deranged?
I wasn't happy about her engagement and the instincts roared
and I felt things that couldn't be ignored.
I asked her about Rhysand and how she could love that male.
How he had drugged her and treated her bad on such a scale.
He had kissed her Under the Mountain or was it blackmail?
Had she loved him before and left Tamlin for that male?
Feyre said it had been months before she touched Rhys
like that and made my questions cease.
I told myself to ask Rhys how he had survived
that his mate bedded and with an other male lived.
But we lasted the night and crossed into Kallias land.
On a frozen lake Eris suddenly appeared lifting a burning hand.
He wasn't alone and he started to melt the ice
and I shouted to Feyre to run for dear life.
She refroze the ice as she ran
to escape was the only plan.

My brothers had brought more men
and they would use them to us pen.
We ran across the lake
and they shot arrows in our wake.
And I saw that Feyre was hit
but she broke out the arrow and her flesh knit.
Eris winnowed in front of Feyre smiling like a snake
he threatened to melt the whole lake
if she didn't take his hand to come.
It indead looked glum.
But she suddenly glowed
and in suprise he swore and slowed.
Feyre managed a temporarily escape
but Eris struck her and it was to late.
He gripped her by the hair as I shouted her name
while I engaged the two others with knife and flame.
Eris started to drag Feyre away
but help was on the way.
Suddenly there was two Illyrians that joined the fray
and they really made my brothers pay.
Azriel attacked my two brothers and Cassian
took on Eris with a passion
after Feyre kicked him beteween the legs.
She got out of the way and knocked Eris down some pegs.
Eris got a sword in his gut
and my brothers were bruised on the butt.
Feyre said stop and the Illyrians obeyed
and Feyre then a trump card played.
She was High Lady of the Night Court and it was no lie.
My brothers should die
but she spared them and it was good bye.
She told the Illyrians to take her home
and that I to should come.
Azriel took me and suddenly we shot up in the sky.
Illyrians really can fly very high.
It wasn't a very pleasant transport
and with Azriel as my escort
any conservation was cut short.
But I would soon se Rhys's and Feyre's Court.
The Illyrian made our flight short
and landed us at a pacing Morrigan in the Middle.
She embraced Feyre and then looked at me like a riddle.
But I must have passed her muster
and she winnowed away the whole cluster.
Suddenly I was standing in an unknown room
and Feyre's companions did loom.
I heard no screams and it wasn't dark
instead there was children's laughther and dog's bark.
I had to ask about this place
and Feyre said with grace
that it was Velaris and her home
called the City of starlight by some.
And then someone appeared that made me feel cold.
It was Amren who is supposed to be 15 000 years old.
To great her I from the waist bowed
and her reputaion and gaze had me cowed.
She called me pet and gave Feyre a polite nod
and I felt quite awed and all was odd.
So I made a comment to Feyre about her being High Lady.
Indead she is! Rhysand said gladly from behind.
Of course I feared for my mind.

I wondered I ever had been in such deadly company.
They were all dangerous if rumor was to go by.
First there was Azriel with his shadows
that are suppose to tell him all he knows.
He was also very skilled with his blade
as I saw when he came to our aid.
Second it was feared Cassian
who fought wars with passion
and wore weapons like it was fashion.
Both had been gravely wounded in Hybern
but here they were whole and healed.
The third was the blond Morrigan who saw the truth
and had been Eris's fiancee in her youth.
They had all been in Hybern and knew
that I and Tam had worked with the Hybern crew.
Fourth was the living legend Amren who was so old.
When I was a child they said she would drink my blod
if I didn't well behave.
It was difficult to feel brave.
Fifth was High Lord Rhysand himself
and what he could do I had seen myself.
As black as the night was his reputation.
Would he be the one to handle my cremation?
I had once unwisely called him whore
to his face so I stared at the floor.
The only one I didn't hate or fear was Feyre
and she was Rhys's and their High Lady.
Where did that leave me with Elain
that thought burnt through my brain.
She wasn't there and I couldn't feel her scent
and I wondered what it all meant.
Neither Rhys or the others tried
to kill me but instead they smiled.
Feyre started to cry and covered her face
with her hands and knelt in the middle of the place.
Rhys was instantly on the move to race
to her side and he to knelt with grace.
He pried away her hands and brushed away her tears.
Then he called her love and kissed away her fears.
She slid her hands into his hair
as he her lifted and carried towards some stairs.
Feyre interrupted their kiss to look back
as Rhys said that he wished for the lack
of the present company so go away.
Then he and Feyre winnowed a floor up.
The others obeyed and Morrigan said yup
with a nod and took my hand
to follow the High Lord's command
as he us from the house banned.
I could guess what he and Feyre planned.
So he really loved her and she him
and this wasn't some strange whim.
They landed me at an other unknown place
it was in a grand moonstone palace
not under a mountain but built above one.
Morrigan and Amren was soon gone
and that left me with the Illyrians alone.
They guarded me and gave me some advice
of how to behave and they did it twice.
I was allowed to wash but Azriel's look was grim
and Cassian had a infuriating grin.
And then it was time to return
to the house and I wondered what I would learn.

Azriel winnowed us back to the first house.
That made me feel meek like a mouse.
As High Fae you are born as a predator
but to these two I was no competitor.
They put me to wait in a sitting room
with garden outside in bloom.
The flowers made me think of Elain
and I smelt after her in wain.
While across Azriel and Cassian took lunch
they watched me with every munch.
I felt hunger and exhaustion
but I most wanted information.
So Feyre and Rhys returned looking sated
and by their scent they truly was mated.
I knew that already but now it became reality
when I saw their matching silver rings.
I sneered and the Illyrians rustled their wings.
Feyre was clean but my sneer
made the joy in her eyes disappear.
She looked at the blue sapphire she wore
and color matching eyes into me bore.
Rhys said with an icy drawl
that he knew I had been warned but I didn't crawl.
He drily said that he knew Feyre had told
me that they wasn't like the rumor said but I was cold.
Elain had been cared for and was in the House of Wind.
That was a place I would like to find.
Then he said had loved Feyre long before she him.
Crossing my arms I said on a suicidal whim
how fortunate he was to get what he wanted.
Feyre's eyes closed and the Illyrians tensed.
Rhys went on to say that he had been prepared to step back
from her and let her marry Tamlin. I really had a knack
for saying things that could get me killed.
I brought up the crashed wedding and his eyes chilled.
Feyre said that I knew she was Tamlin to jilt
and in Rhys's eyes and voice the rage built.
I had taken orders from two High Lords but the power
he radiated made me flich and consider.
He talked with rage how Feyre had been mistreated
in Spring. Ignored and cloistered. My cheeks heated.
Rhys spoke about how she had been cowed,
that she had suffered and been allowed
to waste away and finally locked up.
And Tamlin was a piece of shit for his study blow out.
Rhys suddenly had wings and bared his teeth.
I bet his power was rumbling beneath
his skin. So I shutted my mouth
for everything he said had happened in the South.
Rhys went on about how Feyre had healed
and how he slowly to her had appealed.
How when her knowledge of the mating bond gave him hell.
He told me to remember the similarity with my mate as well.
And I was told this once and if I ever looked with disgust
or disdain at his mate he would kill me with lust
ground my bones to dust and that would be just.
I had never seen him with any wings
and remembered how Tamlin had burnt such things.
So I just shifted on my feet and asked for the longer story.
Their rage lessened but what I heard was gory
and Tamlin lost a lot of his glory.

Feyre said she was of to see her sisters
and would I like to come? That question put blisters
on my heart and thoughts. So I could only nod
and the three males looked at me like I was a sod.
So of we went with Feyre in Rhys's arms.
Azriel was of and my senses gave of many alarms
for that left me with Cassian and that felt bad.
And he truly looked pissed of and mad.
I wondered if he was annoyed enough to drop me
like an unwanted flea.
But Feyre's flight looked very comfortable
and mine was just uncomfortable.
If the author is allowed a modern jest
Rhys is buisness class and now on with the rest!
So this was the House of Wind where we landed
and my view of Velaris really expanded.
Feyre and I was left alone on a balcony
and the other males went of for drinks and I felt agony.
She told me about Calanmai when she met a male
who saved a human girl from death. It was quite a tale.
Feyre called Rhys and he told his own story.
That was not much of an allegory
but I understood that Feyre's narrative
didn't quite with mine was comparative.
So Rhys was good and my worldview was shaken.
He protected this city and his friends and it was hard to take in.
Feyre went of to find Elain and Nesta who also here dwelled.
I waited but felt a scent that my heart swelled.
So I followed it and heard some things that left me devasted.
Elain didn't sleep or talk and she fasted.
She missed some Graysen who she was to wed.
My mate wanted to go home and I felt dead.
Feyre and Rhys lead me away
to a suite where I was to stay.
I wanted to talk of Elain but instead there were some taunts
from Rhys. I was not a prisoner and allowed jaunts
into the city but for the sisters there were rules.
Amren would school me if these were treated as ridicules.
He and Feyre left and I washed, ate and slept.
At least I was near to where Elain was kept
but she ever me accept?

I was invited for dinner and was suprised
to be allowed to hear and that Rhys it authorized.
I knew how much Tamlin him despised
and his inprisonment should have been different if ever sized.
Some pretty twins arrived with clothes.
I spent some time looking for the most becoming to chose.
I didn't know if Elain would attend but some closefitting hose
showed of my legs and a green jacket put my hair aflame.
When the rest of the party came I felt a bit lame.
They were rather not overdressed and very casual.
I asked Feyre about the dresscode and it was very unusual
from Spring and what I knew before.
Rhys had two palaces and lived in a town house. What is more
everyone would think that some uncanny lore.
Feyre gave me some wine and offered a city tour.
I declined and told her that I realized that it was her cure.
Here was buildings, people, culture and paint.
In comparision Spring was empty and quaint.
The other sister Nesta arrived dressed in blue.
Beautiful yes but she looked ready to us chew.
Morrigan and the rest tried to interact
but at Nesta's attack they had to backtrack.
She wanted to talk to her sister and they sat.
After that with Amren they had an interesting chat.
All sat down and left me the seat at the head.
This could be a test so best carefully tread.
Rhys refused my offer of the head seat.
Feyre's right was better and now we should eat.
He summoned a lot of courses
and the smell and taste had me overrun like wild horses.
Feyre explained the lack of rank and informality
and it felt not like banality but vitality.
The food was tasty and their banter
was fun and relaxing. If Rhys was the grantor
of this atmosphere I wouldn't be a ranter.
The Inner Circle could mock their High Lord
and stick out tounges. If compare with Spring I had no word.
Feyre wanted back to training and Cassian was her trainer!
That explained about the prowess of the former painter.
From made fae to Hybern's scion's slayer
and High Lord's politic's player.
So I was told of a High Lord's summit
the first since Amarantha and how to overcome it?
That shadow loomed and how to combat?
I asked to give some unsolicited advice and it was yes.
Tamlin wouldn't have accepted such press.
There was between Tam and Rhys a difference.
From my old unprecieved view of Rhys a sentence
of death should have been the result.
But he heard me out on my thoughts and opinon.
My father was narrowminded and Eris was ambitious.
Both would be leery and vicious.
So keep Feyre's powers hidden to not rile
and the High Lords in an alliance beguile.

Rhys told me to talk to Azriel
and that didn't made me feel
comfortable. But that was the deal
and that I left Tamlin and Spring was for real.
I didn't mind to talk about autumn and Lord Beron.
He wanted me dead and was mean as a varan.
Of kindness and compassion his heart was barren.
As a father he was to authoritarian
and as for my brothers they were truly his sons
nasty, cruel and mean ones.
I wouldn't speak about Tam and Spring
and they didn't ask about that thing.
Instead Rhys brought up the Court of Nightmares
and going there to meet. They all tensed in their chairs
and Mor objected but relented
but her calm appearance was dented.
Nesta asked about what that Court was
and why not to them command. Rhys explained about laws
and ancient protocols. The Night Court and Rhys
was unexpected and seemed nice?
The conversation and their behavior interesting.
Tamlin didn't share or allowed such a thing.
Feyre suprised us all about wanting flying lessons.
Wine was spewed but Rhys gave his blessings.
I had seen her wings and knew she could shapeshift.
I knew who gave her that gift
and thought of all refused requests
and commands that made Feyre less.
Nesta showed her temper and rage
when asked to train and visit that wicked nightmare place.
She agreed if the king and Queens would die
so some deal they did tie
but Elain was to stay out of all this.
That I silently agreed wasn't amiss.
Nesta with her temper was the Archeron family's thistle.
A lot of things made her bristle.
Elain was the rose in the family bouqet
and Feyre was their fleur-de-lis but it was for Rhys to play
about his mate in poetry. But it was sure to be good.
Rhys seemed as High Lord both proficient and efficinet.
Was my former High Lord deficient?
Some last warning glances were given about no theft
attempts of Elain was to be done.
Soon they would be gone.
The meal was finshed and they left
and on company I was bereft.
The night was lonely but the stars bright.
Indeed here magnificent was their light.
Next day I ran into Nesta and was left with hype.
I dubbed her the viper
and hoped Elain was not like
that sister.

I spoke to Azriel and it was not pleasant
but done is done so I was not silent.
I talked about my father and his Court
his courtiers and schemings and sport.
As for my brothers that day on the ice
was very recent and not nice.
So I gave it up all and with no bother
at least I spared my mother.
I ran into the viper once more
and wondered how this could be their sister. It could be sore
this relationship with siblings. I was on that an expert.
So I was on to some realtionship building.
To call Rhys brother could be humbling.
So I stayed in that blasted windcalled house
to rest and didn't try to find out about my intended spouse.
Feyre caught me in the library with Elain.
Nesta was there to so I was fortunate to not be slain.
I saw my mate and she was the most beautiful female ever.
To desire anyone other I could never.
She said my name and all my instincts raged
to hold and protect. Is this why we are so long aged?
I tried to talk and drank some tea
but her responses was nearly the death of me.
Feyre and Nesta were serious
about Elain's state and the High Lady imperious.
We was moving down to the town house.
Another flight with Cassian mad me felt louse.
But we arrived and Elain was already out in the garden.
Azriel her escort and warden.
I snarled but was told she was in good hands.
How did Rhys really ruled his lands?
This city was peaceful and lovely
and called out enjoy me and love me.
This city was not what I expected
but tried to be collected
my mate was with an other male. Was I rejected?
Nesta arrived with Rhys and was pale.
She needed a toilet and was unsafe for any male.
Nesta vomited twice
and came out with hackles arise.
Cassian could somehow calm her
sooth the lethal flame in her eyes but she didn't pur.
What came out from that Cauldron
was in Nesta deathly flame. What about Elain ?

Nesta stopmed to her room and slammed the door.
I hoped they would place me on an other floor.
I was allowed to hear information
and interact with them like their station.
It was difficult not to feel som caution
and Nesta probably planned my castration.
I wasn't mistreated or locked up.
I had movement and was with them allowed to sup.
An uninvited guest I might be
bur not a prisoner with a wish to flee.
Rhys interaced with his Court as family
and they sticked out their tounges at their High Lord so unfamilar
From what I knew from Spring Court.
Elain had visiontalk and spoke riddles.
The sisters was worried for the sister in their middle.
Elain was to be examined by a healer
and I approved that deal.
After the visit to the Court of Nightmares.
I had never been there and wondered about its fears.
Elain was the most beautiful female I ever seen.
At least she left the house to tend some green
herbs in the garden while the others made some bargain.
My friend Nuan sent a message to ask for samples
of fae bane. She was skilled and looked at angles.
Rhys collected his High Lady who was crowned
winnowed away and the room was no longer crowded.
So I went out in his city and the cityscape stunning.
To think that Hybern had made its people running
in fear. Feyre told me how she killed the Attor
and splatterd its corpse with glee and gore.
I was suprised that Azriel didn't caught Nuan's letter.
But that they didn't know about the samples was better.
I found what Nuan needed
and had it secretly dispatched.
Then I read about the Wall in Amren's books.
She had accepted my help with some glaring looks.
It all happended so long ago
the war and the crafting of the Wall. And now it was to go.
They others were back looking upset and Mor in tears.
Rhys made a deal with Eris and Mor had fears
for this city she loved. Cassian made an excellent suggestion
to spike Eris's head to the gates. Rhys got the question why
and I agreed with Cassian. He explained how Azriel was spotted
and how Eris's and Keir's deals was alotted.
No one liked it but that was the deal.
Feyre talked about a Prison, some called the Carver
and a magic mirror. Amren showed her anger.
When it was getting really interesting I was dismissed.
I left for my room feeling distressed
and wondering what I missed.

The house became very silent
and you wondered if Amren was violent.
But soon the sounds was back
and of soundproof shielding there was a lack.
I suddenly heard Elain's voice
and was glad she left her room of her choice.
She talked in her poetic halfriddles and about dreams.
A black box and someone who was changed. It was extreme.
Feyre said something to Azriel
but he left without words at a bell's peal.
Feyre was apperently trained by Rhysand
and Nesta's magic was thought to be grand.
Amren trained her and was grumpy
well with such a teacher I would be jumpy.
But the pupil was no delight
she had quite the bite.
Feyre has the sass and Elain was delicate
and they thought she might be mad. How desolate.
I decided it was safe to go down
and Nesta stormed past with a frown.
I already had a terrible fathers and siblings.
So maybe Nesta at sister in law was fitting?
Maybe I could sick her on Eris for some killing.
That thought was very giving.
I found the High Lady still in her glittering gown
and still wearing that crown.
I asked if her day had been long and the response
was a grunt. I asked a about the Prison and she made a announce
that it wasn't a myth. I brought up to help Elain heal
Feyre consented and it was a deal
that I would know what the healer said.
Best with Nesta warily thread.
Feyre made some hard exercieses to work of strain
and returned with wings grunting in pain.
Feyre was not High Lady in but name
had Tam lost her if he let her train?
Yes was the answer to that question
she and Rhys really was an item.
So the next day and elderly healer came
a healer of some fame an an old dame.
I watited anxiously in the sitting room
for them to coming down.
The news were bad and good
and didn't put Nesta in a good mood.
Elain was to thin but physically well.
Her mate would try to find her mind through the shell.
I was not to push but between our souls was a bond.
Nesta was not of the idea fond
But Feyre shut her up
and some intimidating chaperons was soon afoot.
I lifted my hands in defeat.
They wouldn't let me peep or cheat.

So next day Elain was invited down for tea
sitting silently infront of me.
It was ceartinly silent but she picked up her cup
and Feyre and Mor watched me like an unruly pup.
But I felt for a bond
and gave a tug as I it found.
Elain felt like a flowering garden
but she rose and Nesta's face did harden.
Elain ran of and I was asked about what I found.
Not what we needed but I what I felt did astound.
I felt my cheeks after a century blush
for what I felt was lush and on Elain I had a big crush
Amren wanted Nesta fetched so that task to Feyre fell.
Then I saw some interesting as well
and I recognized the styles and papers
on some letters. It was the High Lords responses
and I could easily guess what noncence
that would now take place. To pick a location
they all accepted had to be done with cation.
Mor gave me a map and put my skills to use.
This was an oppurtunity not to lose.
I tied back my hair
sank down in a chair.
I wondered if Rhys would let me attend
it would be akward but maybe I could with Tamlin make amend.
There was to be more letters and locations.
Next day I made an occasion
to visit a library in the city.
Feyre and Nesta looked at Elain in pity.
Suddenly Rhysand's voice filled my mind
and the order was to return to with the oters align.
There had been one attack from Hybern
and and the offenders had signed
their death warrants. No one was dead
and Elain was safe and my dread
lessened but I should make haste.
Of course I didn't any time waste.
At the house Cassian had Feyre and Nesta gulping brandy.
The gulped it down like candy.
I was told to watch and was armed
and monitored the street so no one was harmed.
Rhys came back with bloody hands
and his eyes bore twin brands
of rage and wrath. To try to take his mate and her sister
made him very sinister.
And Feyre had made a bargain with a dangerous creature
as Cassian called a deatheating vulture.
But the twins gave some information of value.
Cauldron and its power was in devalue.
It had turned the young Queen into an immortal crone
and this wasn't to be born.
So Nesta was hunted and most wanted.
I hoped Elain was not simmilaruly hunted.
They talked about allies and wars
and how we needed more corps.
Then Elain talked about a Queen with feathers of flame.
Azriel cracked the code and gave her a new name.

Nesta had stolen but Elain had been given a gift
and Azriel's explanation was swift.
Elain had been made into seer
and I watch hear eyes clear.
She looked at Mor for confirmation
and Mor nodded her affirmation.
Seers were rare and coveted
and Elain her riddle about the Queen edited.
I only stared but she was lucid.
Beron would grab her with both hands for that power
to lock her up in a high tower.
Elain had found us a potenial ally
but how to Vassa to us rally?
Vassa was cursed and Rhys needed his Circle
but I felt determination my heart incircle.
So I would go willingly
even if to leave Elain would feel killingly.
I was warned of dangers and that I had to go alone.
Cassian promised me some Illyrian steel
and Nesta's look didn't feel
mean. Rhys's promised me transport
from were I needed to go from the Court.
Fyre gave me a hug
and I gave a shrug.
It was time to act and do something
to find a Queen of flames to put againt the king.
Elain didn't talk but she looked back
as I went of to pack
for the sudden trip.
With weapons and clothes I did equip.
It was heavy but all needed.
So I went of to bed.
In the morning I took Rhys's offered hand
and he winnowed us into an unknown land.
Elain wacthed silent from the stairs
as Rhys's black wind stirred my braided hair.
So he winnowed to the continent
and for avdventure I went.

I had looked at Rhysand's maps
to try to avoid unnecessary traps.
Most of my life had been unhappy
but now I had a chance for a furture that could be happy.
Elain had told us that the sorcerer lived at a lake
and a Firebird should leave som embers in her wake.
She should be visible at day
burning brightly in the sky.
So I knew that there was a lake in the center
of the continent. She probably was there with her tormentor.
I traveled and winnowed with stealth
wanting to preserve my Health.
I hadn't left Prythain before that Hybern visit
that turned out so very deficent.
I had to cross many territories
that I had heard about in stories.
I didn't saw any armies rised for wars instead
they seemed bent on settling ancient scores.
Not to make war on humans
instead internal quarrels were fuming.
I hadn't been born before the war
but stories about its horrors weren't rare.
Under Amarantha there had been enough slaughter
so I understod why the Night Court played the plotter
to prevent it form happening again
they used therr clever minds and brain.
What had Tamlin and I been thinking
when we made that stinking
alliance? We had done it unblinking
I thought as I stayed for some drinking.
I tried to avoid other fairies
to not make any adversaries.
I still had to use my weapons and sereval an arrow
was fired. Some times my escape was narrow.
So far I had avoided ending up in a barrow
but I thought that I was starting to look sallow.
Suddenly one day when I was near the sea
I saw a sight that clashed with reality.
For there were thousands of sails
looking to come from all manner of scales.
But the sight of the armada was eclipsed
by the bird that flew above the ships.
Vassa looked like she had flown out from som tales.
She really shone so brightly that it was difficult to saw the details.
Buring white, red, organge and yellow
she hardly looked mellow.
Suddenly I could read the name on the closest ships
and written in golden scripts
were Feyre, Nesta and Elain. I went dry on the lips.
What manner of armada was this?
I winnowed out the closest ship the Nesta.
Whitout a plan it could be death or a fiesta.
I hoped that the humans wouldn't molest
an uninvited and unwanted faerie guest
That they would let me explain
that with Prythain and nice faeiries an alliance gain.
An bearded older man me approached
and it was mr Archeron whose daughters had been poached
into Prythain and to faeries been turned.
We talked and he told me how he learned
about the traitior Queens and their dealings
and about his dauhthers steelings.
He had been away for months
and had heard about things sounding like myths.
Daughters made fae and one enchanted Queen.
he braved the faerie lands and came away clean.
He managed to struck a deal with Vassa's keeper
who sounded like quite a reaper.
He called himsel Prince of merchants
and at night Vassa as Queen made her emergence.

Vassa was allowed to leave temporarily for the war.
I told her that in Prythain there is much anicient lore
and that High Lords have many a magic gift
and maybe break her curse and her to woman shift.
I told her about her companion's daughter
who was called Feyre Cursebreaker.
Feyre's father told me how they had rallied this army
to combat Hybern and the smarmy
Queens. They hadn't seen any human armies
so now they meant to fight the faeries.
I told them were they should go
where Hybern would strike their first blow.
I decided to go with them
sailing towards beating war drums.
They agreed to an alliance
accepting that there was come good faeries with compliance.
The journey was slow as they lacked magic
for wind but we continued our pelagic
trip with so much haste we could.
Vassa was beautiful with redgold hair and blue eyes.
It was strange to be among humans and learn their ways.
Feyre's father was shrewd and loved every daugther.
How he after his downfall had been a rotter
and failed and let them down.
Never again so this was a turn around.
He told me how he named his three ships after them
about how he hoped to see them again.
I could tell him some about meeting them but kept mum
that I was Elain's mate. That I was a scum
who had plotted with the people who took them.
He was happy to learn they were well
and when he heard about his son in law silence fell.
I was told that their mother had had social ambitions
but fae, a High Lord and High Lady. A daughter with that position
the knowlegde of that would probably shut her up
and maybe faint. It could be dangerous to brag about that cup!
He asked about Rhys, his Court that now was their home.
I thought that it was lucky that I learned the truth
so I didn't peddled the horror tales from my youth.
I could tell about Velaris and how rare it is with High Ladies.
The age of Rhys made him gag and when you think eighty
is old I understood. He asked for that long ago beast
and said that he was glad at least
not to have someone in the family who wrecked their door,
called them murderers and threatened to the floor
in Feyre's blood cover if she didn't come.
If she didn't walked away from their home.
It was better with someone who was willing to fight
and do things for humans should be allright.
I was told about Feyre's hunting and Elain's flowers.
How their colors was food for their souls
and Feyre fixed their other food.
I felt such gratitude
towards Feyre and some anger for his neglect
but could tthat quickly reject.
Most of my family hated me
tried to kill me so I had to flee.
It felt strange to she Elain's fawn eyes on their father
so the sisters must look like their mother.
Vassa had a dirty mouth but she was fun.
She wanted the queens dead so they had better run.
As a Firebird she was more impressing than Beron's beast form.
When she herself unleaced it would be a fire storm.

After a week we saw some some other sails
and white winged fae flew in the ships trails.
It turned out that they to were on their way
to fight and our enemies slay.
They were led by Darkon and that Miryam
that Jurian wanted back as much as jam.
They had water and air magic and we soon
rushed with speed toward the waiting doom.
Looking at Vassa spearing the sky like a fire lance
and at our joint amarada i prayed we stood a chance.
So we arrived and sea water was red with blood,
attors and Illyrians clashed in the sky and things wasn't good.
I thought abot my mate and that she couldn't fight.
If Feyre allowed that I would give her a fright.
I was dressed in my Illyrian leather and armed
with all my weapons. I prayed Elain wasn't harmed.
I winnowed to the beach and started to run
on orderly battle and victory in sight their were none.
I could see the standards of all seven High Lords,
there were brusts of magic and swords
struck and clashed. I felt Elain through our bond
tso I tugged but she didn't respond.
I could feel her from beyond
the battle field. I rounded a bllod pond
and started to fight in that direction.
They High Lords were a collection
of monsters in their other forms
and not all of them had any charms.
All were bloody and hurt
and I quickened my spurt.
Suddenly there was something firery thing
in the sky. I saw its burning wings
but it wasn't Vassa. What ever it was
it fought for us and gave Hybern hell with good cause.

The king had taken Nesta's father to him wield
at Nesta like a human shield.
Nesta and Cassian had made a trap
but had to watch how the king made a snap
and broke her father's neck.
Elain suddenly appeared after a shadowy trek
and stabbed him with Azriel's Truth Teller.
Nesta took over and severed his head. How stellar!
Amren jumped into the Cauldron
after a farewell to Feyre she returned with a firery aurora.
The Cauldron opened up lika a flora.
It couldn't stand Amren's aura.
The enemy was beaten put there was a problem
as Varian pointed out. Our world started to wobble
and unravel with the Cauldron in shards.
Rhys had Feyre mend it but he didn't showed his cards
to Feyre. His power was drained
so his lifeforce was given unrestrained.
He knew but didn't tell Feyre so he died bloodstained.
Feyre screamed and how she pained
and they tried have her restrained
for Thesan to try to heal
but nothing was do be done. Feyre made an appeal
to the gathered High Lords to bring him back.
When they hesitated she prepared to their minds attack.
They relented the whole pack
even if Beron needed a thwack.
Feyre could partipiciate as High Lady
and Tamlin did it to and wished happiness to his former mylady.
Rhys came back and murmured something like
stay with the High Lord. He kissed his mate
and told the others that his power was his own of any rate.
Helion tried to crack a joke
as Rhys Feyre's hair stroke.
Vivian didn't liked it and called Helion horrible.
Well he was rumoured to be incorrigible.
Amren came back alive
somehow the Cauldron could her revive.
Varian didn't complain
and kissed her unrestrained.
Well that was one unexpected couple
and they for sure meant trouble.
Feyre stayed glued to Rhys's side
but there was much to be uptied.
She left to walk to her sisters in the wood
and that they needed to be alone I understood.
I helped to heal some wounded
but I couldn't wait any longer and the heart pounded.
I ran towards my mate
and saw how they surrounded
a burnt slab in the grass.
She was unhurt and my shoulders sagged.
I told her that I heard she the king stabbed
but was told about Nesta's deed.
I saw crows picking at the other dead
in the glade. Feyre gave me hug
and I squeezed her back and felt a tiny tug
on the bond. I told them I was sorry
about their father and started to tell my story.
Feyre started to walk back towards the camp
and Elain came to and her cheeks were damp.
Feyre asked about my plans
and Elain looked at that iron ring from her mortal man.
But she gave me gave me a glance
and Feyre took a chance
nugded Elain who blurted out
an invitation to Velaris. Of course I would take that route
after help with the wounded.
After that I wondered how the story next sounded!

Feyre left me alone with Elain in her matchmaking.
Elain was in health restored and really breathtaking.
She told me about her fiancee's forsaking
and that was a bit heartbreaking.
I wanted to thank Nesta for hitting him
but she was withdrawn after Hyben's sin.
Elain didn't brought up our bond
only that Rhys and Feyre were fond
of each other. That was a big understatement!
But I cherished our moment
for it was our longest talk together
and I told her about meeting her father.
I think that was some closure
and she was standing close.
She didn't mind to get to know me
and I was welcome to Velaris.
The rest was for the furture
but I felt enough to some small hope nuture.
Time would take care of Graysen
let him rot in his fortress haven.
Then there was nothing to pine
for. To wait for Elain I had the time!
There was a lot to be said and stories exchanged.
Some facts that about Jurian and Tamlin made me exclaim.
Rhys told me about their spying
and that about their lying
to stear Hybern astray.
Ianthe's ending made me smile
at Feyre's clever guile.
Elain's abduction and her rescue
by Feyre and Az and then Tamlin's venue
to save them. I would have to talk to him
that felt a bit grim
but I owed it to him.
Rhys invited me to his Court and I accepted with a grin.
Feyre called for all to jointly meet
to discuss the treaty and how to the furture great.
All accepted and a meeting was held in her wrecked house.
Tamlin looked at me like I was a body louse
and my black Illyrian clothes
made him wrinkle his nose.
Beron and Eris I didn't acknowledge.
There were stories and the future a challenge.
All left for home and Courts
and Feyre left for Tamlin a personal note.
I didn't know what she wrote
but probably something similar I needed to say.
And after that I knew my goal and way!

Finis!