Disclaimer… I don't own sailor moon, I have 3.75 now in the bank so like it'll do much to sue me… … So there! Sheesh…
The rain splashed off my face as I ran away from the house. Ran away. From no one.
I felt so lifeless inside, so lonely. Since Chibi-Usa had left, I felt lonely. Thinking of her just made it worse. Inside, I longed for a friend. No, not even a friend, I could live with out a friend, I had before, I was sure I could do it again now. I just looked for someone that wasn't afraid of me. The sailors weren't mean to me, but they weren't overly nice, either. They all feared me, hated what I was capable of. I could see it in their eyes, those unspoken thoughts. I was always the last one out, the odd one. The closest one I had to a friend was Setsuna, and I told her everything, and she understood me perfectly… but Setsuna was always out so I didn't see her much anyway. She hadn't been home in a month, and I had really wanted to talk to her. Haruka had Michiru, when Setsuna was around, she could usually be seen around Rei. Usagi and Ami were good friends, and Minako and Makoto were inseparable. The odd one out... gosh, how ironic, the sailor of death and destruction, destined to be feared and separated from the race and planets she was destined to die for. I really couldn't take any more irony.
Haruka, Michele, and Setsuna took me in after everything that happened. They tried to be nice to me, but I still knew that they feared me. After dad died, the adopted me, but I didn't know if they really liked me... but then again, nobody did, so I didn't expect much. I could hear them talking about me at night, and it was never good news... Michiru was usually nice towards me, and stood up for my name, but I knew that Haruka hated my guts. I was never welcomed in their presence... so I lived out of my room.
The scene earlier played back in my mind, fuelling my
legs and the need to get away. I don't know how the whole thing even started
anymore.
*Flashback*
"I knew it was an error to take you in from the
beginning! What else could I expect from the Sailor of Death and Destruction?
The messiah of Silence should have never awakened! We should have destroyed you
when we had the chance!!! I still don't know what Usagi was thinking when she
saved you! You're nothing but trouble!
*End*
She went on like that. I was, at first, quite amazed, because she had said more words in that one long speech that she usually said to me in a whole day. I could stand the fact that she was insulting me to my face, and I even knew that she was right about my daddy, but my mother??? That had pushed it too far. Even though my mother died when I was little, I still can't take it like that. Even though I had thought about if it was my fault in the slightest way, I had too few memories of her, and didn't want to stain those happy memories with negativity. So I ran away.
I finally found myself in the park downtown... it usually took me an hour to get here, walking, but here I am 15 minutes after I ran away from the people I knew hated me.