It has been five years since Edward left me for the second time

DISCLAIMER: nope I don't own the twilight series. I do wish I would. If I owned it I would not be posting it here

A/N I apologize I re wrote some of the chapters to have them flow better together…..please forgive me.

It has been fifteen years since Edward left me for the second time. It has been ten years since Charlie died. I remember both times like it was yesterday.

First time

Edward left right after my birthday because he thought it was for my own good

Second time

He left right after the battle with the newborns. And after he agreed to change me because I agreed to marry him. The only difference is that he never said goodbye or anything. The whole family just up and left.

That was two years ago exactly. There are times when I cannot believe that it has been so long since Masen was born and I was changed.

I wonder if "they" will ever come back. I extremely hope not because I am likely not really hurt a particular someone.

Epv

"Alice, why do we have to come back to forks?" I grumbled " you know how I feel about coming back here."

But just like Alice " I told you, repeatly we all needed to come back," she then smiled, "I know that you would like me later too."

I dunno how she does it; I am still and always will be twisted around my lil sister's finger. There is….was only one other person who did that. Her name B… my angel

Bpov

"MASEN!!" I screamed

"MASEN WHERE DID YOU GO??"

Masen, the best thing that has happened to me, jumped out of the cupboard and just smiled at me

"hi mama" he said with that grin that was always a happy thought and a sad reminder.

"how many times do I have to tell you not to scare me like that" I said calmly " you can only do that to Uncle Jake ok?"

Masen just gave me a look and walked away to play more.

Mama your more fun then uncle JakeI know but can you at least try to do it more to him then to me honey?Ok mama I'll try

My son is just like his father. But I know and hope that they will never meet. I feel that if they take one look at each other there will be nothing that I can do to stop them from being together.

Epov

It still seems like yesterday to me. The smells and the small town where I gained and lost the most precious thing to me. I just want to curl up in my bed or play my piano and ignore everyone else.

EDWARD" Emmett yelled into my ear " wake up bro, we're home"

Man do I wish that sometimes I can kill him. He can get extremely annoying.

As we pulled up to the house where……my angel is most clear to me, I just ran as soon as I got outta the car. I ran and ran until I reached the meadow where I can still see her face and remember her smile.

Then all of a sudden my nose started to burn…..i know that smell anywhere I turned around from where was standing and look directly at Jacob.

Jpov

What in the name of hell is he doing back here. I hope that he and the rest of his bloodsucking family do not plan to stay much longer. I do not want Bella to know about this. It would practically kill her,…not like she can be killed anymore, but that is not my point.

"hello Edward" snarled " welcome back to forks"

"thank you Jacob, I know you really mean that"

"you have no idea what I mean"

"o I think I can guess…..pup"

I hope the bloodsucker doesn't know Bella is still here……but then again……no I do not want Bella hurt anymore then she already is.

I heard everything the pup thought I am just to shocked to say or even think anything.

"do NOT think about going to find her " I mumbled just loud enough for him to hear, "if you try and find her she will just run and I know that she will regret it later……this is where her family is and you better not take that away.

Edward just looked at me and gave a slight nod. I was surprised that he even looked shocked. I thought he knew she was still here and that is why they came back.

"why did you come back, how long are you staying?" I growled

"I think we are back for good." He smiled "we have all missed it here and Carlisle really loved the hospital……so I would say we're back for at least 5 years."

"just stay away from La Push and Charlie" I said, holding my temper "If you do that I will not tell my pack and they will not try and fight you."

Fight us, we did nothing to you after the newborns……..and like you could kills us

We all remember what you all did to Bella, do not make it any harder for me to leave you alone.

He nodded again and said " just tell me one thing…….is she at least happy"

I glared at him "she is as happy as she can be." I turned and walked away

Thank you for taking care of her again, I am happy that she is happy

I just turned around and looked at him. If he had any clue what really happened to bells he might just go and run to her. I remembered something she made me promise to her. I re thought bout it as I turned and walked away from the bloodsucker that almost killed Bella twice by leaving.

Flashback

ten days after the Cullen's left

"Are they really gone again" she asked

ya……i'm sorry bells, we tried to track them but they got on plane and no one can find them."

"its ok Jake, I always knew in my hear that he would leave me again……just to protect me

"bells, you know that I will never leave you and the baby right."

"I know Jake, but I hope you know who the father is and how I need to turn my attention to him or her."

"sure bells, I understand…..but always remember I will be around. I want to help you."

"just promise me something Jake ok"

"anything"

"if you ever find out that E…...they came back. Please do not EVER tell me. I do not think I can bear knowing that they are around. Especially after what happened to me."

"I promise Bella" then I grabbed her and gave her a big hug

"cant………breath…….Jake"

"sorry" I grinned.

She grinned back "just remember your promise ok?"