Hey ya'll, this is a songfic about Sesshomaru, and his thoughts and feelings. It was actually inspired by the song, which is Life Is Like a Boat, by Rie Fu. Let me know what you think, okay?

Disclaimer: I do not own InuYasha or the song Life Is Like a Boat.

Sesshomaru sat against a tree, looking at the stars, deep in his thoughts. For some reason he couldn't explain, he had begun feeling depressed, and it increased with each day that passed. He scoffed at himself for being so weak, and determined to fix the problem, no matter what it took.

Nobody knows who I really am

I never felt this empty before

And if I ever need someone to come alon

Who's gonna comfort me, and keep me strong?

He didn't like the way things were going for him as of late. His accursed half-demon brother continued to interfere in his quest for power, and Naraku had escaped his clutches once again. He shifted his position, and winced in pain. Worst of all his troubles, he had allowed himself to become distracted in battle, and had been injured severely.

We are all rowing the boat of fate

The waves keep on coming and we can't escape

But if we ever get lost on our way

The waves would guide you through another day

Fate was against him. Well, he would fix that, as soon as his wound healed. He would have things his way.

dooku de iki o shiteru toomei ni natta mitai

kudayami ni omoe dakedo mekaku shisarete tadake

He lowered his gaze to the small fire nearby, by which Rin and Jaken slept peacefully, trusting that he would keep them from any harm. If only they knew, he thought grimly, tenderly holding his injured side. Maybe then they wouldn't sleep so easily.

inori o sasagete atarashii hi o matsu

asayaka ni hikaru umi sono hate made

Rin turned over, mumbling softly with a smile on her face. Sesshomaru knew that her faith in him would never waver. She had stayed by his side from the day he saved her life, and while he had no objections, sometimes he wished she had stayed away. But then again, it had been a joy to have her company, her endless optimism, encouraging him to go on when he felt like giving up and killing every living thing he came across. She was unknowingly showing him the way to reach his goal.

Nobody knows who I really am

Maybe they just don't give a damn

But if I ever need someone to come along

I know you would follow me, and keep me strong

But she was just a girl, a mere human. How could she be guiding him, a great and powerful demon? It made no sense, though he knew it was the truth. Others may think they know the best way to gain power. And even though she's oblivious to it, that little girl is the only one who knows the path to true greatness.

hito no kokoro wa utsuriyuku mukedashiteku naru

tsuki wa mada atarashii shuuki de mune o tsureteku

It is patience, and compassion. That is the path. Sesshomaru shook his head slowly. I'm becoming soft, he thought. That will have to change. I cannot let her innocence influence my goals.

And every time I see your face

The oceans heave up to my heart

You make me wanna strain at the oars, and soon

I can see the shore

It was futile to try to revert back to his old ways know, and he knew it. Rin had changed his life, sent him on a journey to discover himself. How long that journey would take was impossible to tell.

Oh, I can see the shore

When will I see the shore?

But there was one thing he knew for sure. She had taught him to love, something he had thought impossible. With just a hint of a smile, he admitted to himself that he loved that little girl as if she were his own, and he would do anything to protect her.

I want you to know who I really am

I never thought I'd feel this way towards you

And if you ever need someone to come along,

I will follow you, and keep you strong

He wanted to show her that he returned her affections, even though he was sure she knew. He could tell from the way she smiled at him, always willing to follow wherever he went, no matter how dangerous it may be.

tabi wa mada tsuzuiteku odayakana hi mo

tsuki wa mata atarashii shuuki de ume o terashidasu

Perhaps that was the answer. Perhaps he must learn to love, to acknowledge the emotions he always kept at bay. Then, he may be able to find the path he sought.

inori o sasagete atarashii hi o matsu

asayaka ni hikaru umi sono hate made

He stood and moved over to the fire, hesitating only a moment before sitting down beside Rin. Gently, he eased her into his lap, hoping he wouldn't wake her.

And every time I see your face

The oceans heave up to my heart

You make me wanna strain at the oars, and soon

I can see the shore

Sleepily, she opened her eyes and smiled up at him, instantly warming his heart. Then, she snuggled into the crook of his arm, falling asleep again.

Unmei no huneoko gi nami wa tsugi kara tsuki e to watashi-tachi o sou kedo

Sore mo suteki na tabi ne, dore mo suteki na tabi ne

Looking up at the stars once more, Sesshomaru gave a rare smile, knowing in his heart that he would do anything for Rin, because she was what mattered most to him.

Sigh. Isn't that sweet? And I don't think Sess will want to kill me for this one. Please review, I love getting your opinions!