Hey guys wat's up? Ok see this is not my first fanfiction (well yea it is but it's not my real one… I just wanted to try out writing a sad letter to test out my writing skills…. My real one is coming up very soon –just need to finish up the first chapter.-) well... I had this for awhile but never had the time to put it up…lol…so please enjoy my 'trial' fic…

The first day I met you was the most memorable day in my life.
You were my first friend and you were like a family I never had.
The day you drowned in the river was a day I will never forget.
I tried my best to save you,
But I guess best wasn't enough.
The adults had to end up saving us both.
From that day on, I swore to become stronger, better
So that I could protect you.

When you entered Mahora,
I followed you but I kept in the shadows.
I just wanted to protect you.
I never expected anything more.
But unnoticed by me I was hurting you deeply.
Because I felt that I had to dedicate myself to solely protecting you,
I acted like I never knew you.
Like you were just another girl in my class.
You thought I hated you, that you had done something wrong.
I was so focused on protecting your body that I forgot your heart.
It was never my intention for you to suffer the consequences of my selfish actions.

But then …Kyoto, our home.
Do you still remember? I know I do.
That was when we got closer.
We talked, joked and laughed like when we were kids.
I was elated.
I was finally with you.
I discovered how much I had missed you.
But deep inside I was scared.
I was afraid this happiness could never last.

Those days were so long ago,
So far away…
I miss you so much
Especially your smile
The smile that you said you saved only for me
But you're married now
I wonder, do you give him the same smile you used to give me?

Gomenasai, Ojou-sama or should I say Kono-chan?
I promised to protect you no matter what, until the end.
But it is a promise I can no longer uphold.
The time has come for me to spread my wings and fly away to a place you cannot follow.
But before I go there is something I have to tell you
I love you.
I loved you since the day I first laid my eyes on you.
I still do.
My only wish is that I told you sooner.
Who knows? Maybe we could have been something more…
I guess I'll never know.
Goodbye Kono-chan I'm sorry.

-Setsuna

With the remainder of her magic, the young samurai summoned the miniature version of herself. "Please take this to Kono-chan…" muttered Setsuna weakly. "I understand sempai." said the mini-Setsuna with a bow. "Thank you" whispered Setsuna. As she watched chibi-Setsuna fly away, she uttered, "Forgive me Kono-chan" and with that she breathed her last breath and passed on…

Lol…you guys have no idea how much I hate myself right now for killing her of…. goes to wall and hits head Sigh… well anyway did u enjoy it? Was my writing good enough? (yea I know it's pretty mediocre compared to other fanfics I read) Should I continue it maybe? (if that is what you want, you must give me suggestions) Please tell me your opinion and please r&r! I'm really new to this so gentle suggestions are very much welcome…. But please be nice and no flames please!!

On a side note: If some of you guys out there are saying it sounds like a fic you read before or it sounds like a fic u have written, i would like to apologise if anyone was offended... remember it is just a 'trial' fic... o and the reason why it probably sounds similar to other fics is that I was really inspired by alot of you guys out there (also added to the fact i'm not all creative...)