This Time, Were Not Giving Up
We'll make this last forever
Screaming "Hallelujah"
He left him one last note on the desk infront of the glowing computer screens...
He left him a confession.
He left him his broken and bleeding heart.
His emotion was seeping through and his tears stained the frayed edges of the paper; Yellow, like notepad paper.
Light did not cry for anyone. Light stayed masked and emotionless.
Not for L.
He broke down infront of L, too scared to leave the detective, but he knew that it was for the safety of his loved ones.
For the safety of L.
L never cried for anyone. Not ever for Light Yagami.
Today, he cried for hours on end.
He pressed his head against the wall and let the tears fall freely.
Let them fall as they may.
His breathing was unstable and his head hurt...
He felt the beating of his heart in his chest.
Pound.
Pound.
He wanted it to stop. Stop until Light came back.
Light wasn't coming back...
The world spun, a giant eyesore for L's weary ones...
"Light...come back...please..."
He whimped to himself, looking at the ceiling
As the blades of the fan spun 'round and 'round
And his life spun into a carcrash around him.
Light sat down and held his head in his hands
And sighed heavily, waiting for the pain
To strike him.
Heavy.
Bloody.
Passion.
To rest his tired eyes, he laid back against the sheets
White, like L's skin.
The walls black
Like L's eyes.
The air, thin
Like L's frame.
The ghosts of love haunted Light
They sickened him, disturbed him
With images of their sins.
L must feel used
L must feel abused
L must feel anger...
I pray to god that I am forgiven.
L's broken down body lay one the floor
Weak and heavy.
He couldn't take it...
This Time We're Not Giving Up.
He was losing the fight.
Not the one of justice and of rightousness
But that war that took place in his fragile heart.
Let's Make This Last Forever.
Light knew it wasn't going to last much longer.
His exsistance was a threat for L.
And his love was too much for L to bear.
And he put his hand on his heart.
And he screamed into the night air.
Hallelujah.
L closed his eyes
Hoping it was all a nightmare;
A horrible, terrible, life-draining nightmare.
He cried onto the lenolium.
He sobbed.
"Light..."
Hallelujah.
If there is a god
Please bring Light back to me...
Light closed his eyes forever.
He held his tongue.
He took the pen to the paper.
And smiled.
If there is a god
Please take care of my angel.
L Lawliet.
Screaming "Hallelujah"