there is a severe deficiency of HitsuHina stories here. everyone's either forgotten about it (?) or moved on in life. smh.
I've been a fervent fan for 5/6 years—and I supposed I should at least try to keep the fandom alive. hence why I'm posting this.
but, all of you, old fans and new—Bleach isn't completely over yet, I know its manga has ended, but the author is making a oneshot in February of 2018. which is soon! so we might get something on our beloved couple.
please, please, please don't give up on HitsuHina! we still have hope! go on tumblr, the fandom is still active there with fic writers; there are plenty of artists still making fanart of our favorite ice boy and peach girl.
ok that's all. well uh, here's this fluffy fic in Shiro-chan's point of view to the girl he loves most.
The worst thing to have ever happened to me was to fall in love with you.
Why? Well, because...once I fell, I couldn't stop falling.
I don't know if it was just me; maybe others had experienced it too.
But once I fell in love with you, things started to shift.
If it weren't for how your kindness radiated off of you like the sun, if it weren't for the smile you had that made my stomach lurch—if it weren't for you, I can't say my life would be the same.
Because it all started when I started noticing things—specifically, you. I started seeing you in a different light—a light that made me blush when you teased me, that made me think about you more than I should have. Maybe it was because of that light, that made things so difficult for me.
You saved me once, and that was already enough damage inflicted upon me.
Because once you saved me...I started loving you.
And you became the center of my life.
You were always the reason why I worked hard; you always had been.
But once I realized, that I loved in you in that way...I was sure I was going to lose my mind.
Did you always look that pretty?
Did you always smile like that?
Maybe I did know all of those things, deep in the back of my mind...but I thought all it was— was just my care for you.
Needless to say, once you started to look a certain way to me...it made me love you even more than I had.
It was almost embarrassing. We always had our banters when we talked, always treated each other like we always did.
But when I knew for sure that these feelings were raw and true...I acted differently.
I don't know if you knew I treated you any differently, but what I do know is that I'd start blushing when you'd say certain things...sometimes I wouldn't even make eye contact with you. I hope you know I wasn't trying to avoid you, it was just that my feelings made me drawn to you and...I looked like an idiot.
Falling in love with you was my worst mistake— for it made me impulsive, more angry, and more rash when it came to the shortcomings of your wellbeing.
But it was also one of the best things that could have ever happened to me.
Your care, your smile—everything about you, I appreciate and love, I want to see happy, I want to protect until the ends of this life.
I'll forever love you.
Forever.