What I hate the Most

well to begin, i really don't know where this is going. i just kinda started and this is my first kigo fic. don't get mad if i don't update soon enough. i have a very busy schedule and i will get to the story if i can.

i don't own kim possible or any of the characters. don't sue 'cause im broke anyway

italics or bolds are thoughts.

Ch.1. Restless nights, crazy days

Like all the other fights, the fact that Kim and Shego have yet to lay a solid hit on each other after almost an hour going at each other was no surprise. Trying to do so above a shark pit the size of a football field, was also nothing new. Shego shot a plasma ball toward Kim who in turn did a double backflip and missed it by only the emerald eyed thief got ready to go again Kim made a run for her at top speed and landed a well forced kick to the gut ' causing her enemy to bend down in pain and loss of breath.

"You know what I hate about you princess," Shego coughed as she spit out something vile "the fact that your stubborn beyond end 'cause your last name is possible" as she finished she flipped over nearly dodging a punch to her cheek

"I am not stubborn, I'm a hero I'm not supposed to back down" Kim spat out, just as fed up with the green tinted woman as her battle partner was of her.

"I hate the way your miss goody-goody all the time" Shego countered in her usual snarky tone with that signature grin.

"Ya well that comes with the whole saving the day thing I have going on" Kim said right before her leg was kicked from under her and then she was picked up and thorn against the concrete wall. Making a nice indent in the shape of a certain red-head as she slid down and rested at the other side of the bridge.

"I don't think I asked for your response" Shego mumbled as she pinched her nose bridge in frustration. "I hate the way they talk about you like you really can do anything" Kim could only hold her head up as the pain of having been forced 2 inches into a wall had taken its toll. "But you know what I hate themost about you Kimmie, you…"

Shego's eyes shot open and she quickly sat up. Sweat drenched her and her pillow and sheets. She looked around her darkened room and then thought back to her dream. Dam that possible first she can't stay away from me during Drakken's schemes now she's invading my dreams. What the hell. You know, I should take a shower this sweat is giving me an icky feel and maybe it will help wash my thoughts away. The tall green goddess got up then fell face first as her foot got caught in the blankets.

"Fuck! Stupid cover, don't even need them any way!" in her anger her plasma started a small fire on the bright green carpeting in her room. "Shit! Why me!" she put out the small flame and stomped loudly to the bathroom where she spent no time taking her pants and shirt off as she just burnt then not really caring at the moment.

The water took a few seconds to warm up but once at a temperature Shego liked she slid down the wall of the shower, took a deep breath and just relaxed, letting the almost scolding hot water rinse and burn her problems away. When she was done in the shower, in general, Shego was probably the most rested she had ever been since these dreams had started about a month ago and they had been all the same. They would start out with the two of them fighting like usual. Then Shego would get fed up with the teen hero and start naming the things she hated about her. The princess would always talk back 'causing Shego to hurt her hard enough to shut her up then she would continue, but every time she got to the last thing on her list, she would start but then suddenly wake up.

I don't even know what I was gonna say. Maybe if I actually finished a dream this whole non-sleep thing would go away and I could actually get some sleep before I face princess. Ah, but, who am I kidding! With my luck I'll have this forever and without sleep Kimmie will finally defeat me. God Dammit! Why does this always happen to me!

Shego looked at the clock, 6:00 am. With a very auditable groan she slowly got up from her spot on the bathroom rug and went to get dressed for her morning run. The pale toned thief walked to her room and picked out some clothes. With a green hoodie and some black jogging pants with green flames on them, she stepped outside her condo and ran to the park.

Because it was still quite early before the rest of Go city woke up, the park was empty except for 2 other joggers who didn't even acknowledge Shego's presence. The small area consisted of beautiful lake, a few benches and a playground for the kids

Why do I do this every day? Why do I put myself through this? All these questions, I really don't care. "Oh yes you do" a small voice in Shego's head said "And you know why this is happening too. You're just too much in denial to admit it! Ha-ha" it's mocking voices echoing in the pale woman's head. "Shut up you. How do you know if I don't know?" "'cause I'm deeper in your head doy!" "You're wrong if I don't know then u can't possibly!" "But I do….and somewhere you know it!" Shego stopped running after that. "Wow I'm fighting with myself and losing. You have gone off the deep end Shego" she muttered and then checked her watch. She had been going around the lake for about an hour so far and was about to go for another, when suddenly she saw something that made her duck behind a tree.

Kim possible, once teen but now a 21 year old, hero was tired of her usual routine and thought that today would be a good day for a walk before school this afternoon. It would certainly help clear her head for the final she had at 4:00 over at Go U. she was determined not to fail as this would result in her to retake the class. With missions clouding up her free time she has had little time to study or do the homework.

As she entered the park she saw a quick movement to her right. Over by a bush of some sort. Assuming it was just a small animal, Kim continued on her walk. Taking the time not to miss anything.

Shego peeked out from the tree and then slapped herself to make sure she wasn't dreaming. When she realized this was real, her heart beat quickend and she knew she had to get out of there. This was so not like she planned her walk. It was to rid her mind of the thought of the young woman not meet her!

She looked up at the sky. "You take enjoyment out of fucking with me don't you" she whispered into the air. Shego peeked out from behind the tree and noted that the coast was clear. She could sneak away.

Kim was sitting at a bench about 10 feet away from the tree. When she looked around the gorgeous view she noticed a green and black leg popping out from the tree next to her. "Omg she can't be here! I came to get her out of my head not see her in…in…wait, is that jogging clothes?" Before she had a chance to run, she found her body getting up and confronting the older woman.

Trying to be as sneaky as possible, Kim got all the way to Shego's hair before she suddenly coughed and he objective failed.

"Whoa!" The ex-hero kinda yelped out as she jumped and quickly turned around, hands ablaze. The little red head assumed her battle stance just in case this got ugly. When Shego saw who it was however she muted out the flames and tried her best not to look surprised, a cocky grin forming an her face. "Hey there princess, whatcha doing in Central Go Park? Did you miss me so much that you came, just hoping to get one glance at me?" she said in a teasing way.

"N-No! I was just taking a walk. Is that not allowed anymore? And I'm in this park because I go to school at Go U. I live around here, now" Kim replied dropping her hands as she could already tell that this was not going to go anywhere violent. "What are you doing here?"

The other women scoffed " Pumpkin this is Go city, now think, my last name is Go, my Brothers Work in Go Tower, My dad is Mayor of this place, My mom is the top professor at Go U, and your seriously asking me why I'm in Go City? Clearly I've hit you a little bit too many times in the head if you can't even put that together" She said quite confidently.

Kim blushed. "I-I-I just…forgot. God you don't have to get all in my face about it shego" she huffed out.

Crap I really should've come here today. I mean there are so many parks in Go city and I had to come to this one? Great and now Shego is staring at me like I'm a complete idiot! OK Possible does something. A small smile appeared on Kim's face.

"Okay…so I'll most likely see you later then, huh? So …bye now" she said and turned to walk away only to be grabbed by Shego and pulled back so they were facing again.

"Ya how about…no. I don't buy that. There are about 36 parks in this city and you had to come to this one? With this said also the way you answered me didn't exactly sound like you were here for nothing, so Kimmie mind telling me why you're really here?" Shego said with little concern in her voice. She already knew that the red head was probably only there 'cause this was the nicest park out of all of them. The way that the young woman answered just gave Shego an open gate for messing with her, which she liked to do a lot.

Kim blushed an even deeper red. Why? She didn't know but just being around her "enemy" made her feel somewhat like a kindergartner again and she just wanted to giggle and play hide and seek with the other woman. Although now that she thought about it, if Shego would actually play the game with her it would be more of hide and don't get burned severely, she guessed, but it would still be fun.

"Aw... princess you're so cute when you blush," The thief said in a cocky way "oh... And I bet it's a full body blush too…even better" Shego whispered the last part in the young hero's ear and that was when Kim realized how close they really were.

Her body tensed up and she mumbled a quick goodbye and ran out of the park heading for Go U to study with Ron for the test. Although Ron was a culinary art student he still helped his best friend since pre-k study. They had been through so much together that the fact that they did not go to the same school did not affect their friendship and even after Ron got married to Yori he still found time for km. that's what she liked about him, he was always there, even if his help made the situation worse sometimes.

Why does that always happen to me? At this point her brain began to answer " why does what always happen to you?" the stuttering, the loss of words i don't know why. I mean it was like high school again and I'm talking to some guy I like. It's just weird. "Hmm…maybe it's because she has something that the others don't" stop that I can't think that especially about Ron he was the best, he was kind and sweet "And a guy" ya so what that got to do with anything. "I don't know you tell me" well I guess that makes it one more advantage "or disadvantage, ever think that's what might be wrong with all of them?"

At this point Kim thought that her inner brain was crazy. No why would that be wrong that's what I want. "Oooh, hold on. Let me get some popcorn and soda. I just love it when you deny what you heart and mind is telling you. Way better than reality TV." After that Kim imagined a small brain getting up from a chair and like it said, it went to go get popcorn and a soda and sat back down. "Well what are you waiting for, keep talking, come on I have nothing better to do!" I hate you, you know that? "I don't care you can't get rid of me anyway"

Kim vigorously shook her head and imagined that little brain yelling and hanging on to the chair for dear life. It made her smile until she realized what just happened. Then she stopped herself before she went completely insane and kept walking. By the time she reached Ron's house it was 8:30 am.

Ron was in the kitchen working on his homework for that afternoon when he heard knocking at the door. setting down the very large bowl of batter he was preparing, he walked to the door and opened it, already guessing who it was.

"hey KP. How's your morning been?" ron said as he gave kim a hug and let her inside.

"Uh…My morning been….great" she said not sure if she wanted to tell him what happened "how's yours so far?"

"Good. I'm almost done making the batter for the giant cake ball."

"so you gonna help me?"

"ya let me get the books, oh and be quiet Yori had a rough night last night and I want to let her sleep"

" ok ron"

a few minutes later the blonde boy came out with a stack of textbooks in hand. Kim looked up at him, pondering weather or not she should talk to Ron about what happen. one side of her thought that it might be a good idea and it would probably help her concentrate better but the other side said that ron might take it the wrong way and jump to conclusion that were way out of proportion. then a third side popped up and said it was better than talking to her parents. with the 2 sides for talking to her bestfriend, the against side lost.

"KP, hello, you in there?" ron asked as he waved his hand in front of kim's face. kim blinked rapidly as her mind snapped back into reality.

"Uh ya. im here. hey ron... have you ever..." she couldn't bring herself to finish the sentence. something deep inside just wouln't let her

"have i ever what, kim?"

"n-nothing i just...nothing so should we start on biology first?

"wha, oh ya sure."

the whole time they were working kim kept thinking abi=out what happened and why. the more she thought the more confused she got. by the end of the night, her head was so scrambled that she was lucky enough to remember her way home. she could already tell that she was not going to sleep well that night.

"Shego!" Drakken yelled in an excited tone. one that shego knew would lead to her getting up and going to get something. not that she hatted to do so but it was Friday, the day her week vacation was supposed to start. she was supposed to pack her things today and head out tomorrow. oh well

"what the fuck do you want now now" she yelled back. in a tone that if it was anyone else they would scurry and hide under the nearest rock if they could.

"I've got a brilliant idea, one that i know will bring the world to its knees" the blue idiot said, not even the slightest bothered by his sidekicks tone.

" Whoop-de-funkin-do! so what do i have to get now?"

" shego i thought we talked about using harsh language and you could be a bit happier for me"

" Not now Dr. D. just tell me what you want so i can get it and be back to pack and leave"

"leave? i thought you were staying here with me, just... not working"

"ya because that's what i want to do in my free time, sit around a smelly old lair listening to you rant on about how your gonna rule this and that."

"well...oh so your not staying then?"

"no" shego said simply

this is the first ch. i don't really know if i should keep going with it but maybe a few more ch. will determine that.

sorry if you don't like it but i'm trying to improve.

hopefully it will get better as it goes along.

fingers crossed xxx

bye!