Attain the Unattainable

As I'm waiting for death

I see him there

As beautiful as ever

And with no time to spare

I reach for him

As far as I can stretch

But I know this broken body

Falling apart

Will never attain what I want.

The truth of my life

Is proven once again

That as hard as I try

That holding him

Is a goal I will never fetch

In all of my years of weakness and glum.

And despite his pleadings,

To the surface I will never come

For I'm fallowing him

Deeper and deeper

And I'm yearning for him

More and more.

But as I said before;

I will never attain my goal

Which is probably why

Some unknown force

Is pulling me away

Away from love

Away from life

Away from him

So despite my wishes, out of my lungs, water goes

And into my body, oxygen flows.


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