I Will Always Find You

I had to move the timeline some. When Oliver is remembering or dreaming this during The Odyssey. Yes remembering or dreaming how he met Slade and what eles happened between the two. In the story that he is lets say dreaming is after Oliver had fixed the radio. Oh and for the live of me I could not find out what Diggle told Felicity to get to stop Oliver's seizure. So I had to cut the sence a little short. Sorry

Oliver and Slade yoai if you don't like male&male then don't read it.

Chapter One: You helped me now I help you

-Lian Yu-

Slade walked into the falling plane just as it started to rain. On this island it seem to rain everyday. He looked over toured Oliver who was laying on his back on his makeshift bed. Slade shook his head and throw down a dead rabbit onto the ground and walked over to Oliver. Slade looked down at Oliver and put his hand on Oliver's shoulder and shook him hard.

"Hey Kid, Get the hell up. I could use some help out there." Slade yelled at Oliver, but Oliver didn't move nor did he opened his eyes. Slade looked at Oliver and noticed that something was off.

Slade looked at him and took off his right gloves and knelt down beside the young man and felt his forehead. Its was hot, the skin felt like fire. Slade's eyes widen.

"Oh Shit your sick." Slade stood up and looked down at Oliver who was shivering hard under a thin blanket.

"Damn it kid why didn't you tell me that you were starting to get sick." Slade walked away form Oliver and took off his weapons and padding. Slade took a small rag that was used for clean their bodies and got a bowl. He held the bowl outside so that some of the rain water would fall into it. He pulled the bowl back inside and dipped the rag into the cold water. Slade walked over to Oliver and dapped the rag onto Oliver's forehead. Slade sat there and thought to himself. 'Why didn't you tell me to you were-' his breath caught in his throat.

-Starling-

Oliver laid on the metal table in his base. His mother had just shot him and Felicity and Diggle had just fixed him up. Oliver was in a deep sleep and he was dreaming of his time with the man that he secretly loved and how that all started.

-Lian Yu-

-Flashback- A Day Ago

"Alright kid lets get started." Slade said to the young man in front of him. Oliver looked at the older man. They both were outside of the plane and they both had a bamboo stick in each hand.

"Slade I really don't feel like doing this right now." Oliver said eyes half way shut. He had a cold a few days ago it was a forty-eight hour thing, but still when he was sick before he could do this. Now Oliver felt very weak and very tired. Slade looked at him and smiled.

"Wants wrong kid don't think you can keep up." Slade said with a smirk.

"No I just don't feel to good at the moment. Couldn't we just-"

"No we need to train before Fyers and his men find us and kill us." Slade almost yelled out. Oliver looked down and sighed.

They started to spar with each other. Slade was fighting at his best and Oliver was trying to. They took a break after three hours of fight and falling well Oliver was the one who was falling. Oliver could feel that something was wrong with him. Later they went back into the plane and Oliver was moving slowly and was starting to cough. Oliver's cough was a deep kind of cough. Oliver was setting on the floor next to the fire coughing and he had a blanket wrapped around he shoulders. Slade just rolled his eyes and though to himself 'Big Baby letting a little cough get him down.'

-End of Flashback-

Slade froze and looked at Oliver. He did tell Slade that he was sick, and Slade didn't listen to him. Slade looked back at Oliver with a pain in his chest. He let the kid down. He told him that he would and was going to keep him safe.

"I'm sorry kid, I failed you." Slade dapped the rag back into the water and ringed it out. He placed it back onto Oliver's forehead trying to bring down his fever. Oliver moaned in his sleep and rolled over onto his right side facing Slade. Slade looked down at the young man.

A small smile came to his lips. Slade remembered Oliver taking care of him when his arm was infected. Oliver cared for him and helped him. Slade could also remember too; Oliver not knowing this. The night after Oliver had gotten the herbs for him. That Oliver held his hand and ran his fingers through the Australian's hair. Slade could still hear Oliver humming a little tone as he "slept".

Slade looked down at Oliver and smiled. Slade was ringing the rag out when he heard a moan coming from Oliver. Slade turned his head over to where he had heard the moan come from. Slade's almost black eyes met Oliver's green almost blue ones. Oliver looked at Slade and smiled a small and very weak smile.

"Hi." was all Oliver could get out.

"Hey. How are ya feeling kid?" Slade asked Oliver knowing what the answer was.

"I feel so bad. I don't think this is just a cold or flu." Oliver coughed and grabbed at his chest with a grunt. Oliver closed his eyes again and was starting to go back to sleep. Slade looked at the young man and frowned. Slade had to do something soon or Oliver was going to die.

Slade continued to dip the rag into the water and placed it on Oliver's forehead. Slade ran the rag down Oliver's jaw to his neck and what little chest was showing. Slade stopped when Oliver moaned. Slade looked up at him and Oliver was smiling weakly in his sleep.

"hmmm that feels good." When Oliver said this Slade smiled. He kind of liked hearing Oliver moan under his touch. Slade's smile fall quick. What was he doing? Oliver is laying here sick and he was getting a hard on. He need to help Oliver and get him better. Then after Oliver was feeling better. Then he would have his way with him.

Soon Oliver was in a deep sleep. Slade stood up and walked over to were he had dropped his things. He reached down and picked up his padding and put it back on. After doing that he grabbed his weapons and put them in their holders. Slade know that he need help to save Oliver. Slade looked at Oliver one more time and left.

-Starling-

Oliver's eyes moved under their lids. Oliver moaned in pain. Diggle and Felicity looked at him to see if he was alright. After they saw that nothing was wrong they relaxed and went back to talking.

-Lian Yu-

Slade was walking in the rain down a path that he and Oliver had made. They used these paths to check on their animal traps. He know that he had to find and try to get Yao Fei away from Fyers and his men. Slade walked to a trail that Fyers's men were using at the moment. Slade walked up a hill and ducked down behind the hilltop that was right above the trail. Slade waited until he saw Yao Fei and others walking down the trail. Slade waited until they were right under him and jumped down ontop of the men. Slade fought the men but didn't kill them. Slade knocked them out and turned tours Yao Fei and grabbed him arm. Slade know that he didn't have time to waste. Fyers's men would wake up soon.

"I need your help, Oliver is sick very sick and I need to know what kind of herbs to give him." Slade said these words fast. Yao Fei looked at him and nodded his head.

"What are his symptoms?" Yao Fei asked the ASIS agent.

"He's cough up mucus mixed with blood and when he coughs or breaths in he has a sharp pain in his chest. Fever, very weak and tired, nausea, chills, and he can hardly breath." Yao Fei could tell that Slade was worried for the young man.

"Sounds like he has pneumonia." Slade's breath caught in his throat. He knew that people could die from pneumonia. Yao Fei looked behind Slade to see if anyone was coming.

"There are many herbs back in my cave. Go there and get the brown, gray, and green bags. Put a little of all in a tea and get him to drink it and give him some every five hours. Now remember that pneumonia can last two or three weeks, but with the herbs could maybe last a week at most if not. Come on and find me. He must get plenty of rest and sleep. Try to break his fever anyway necessary. If not he will die." Yao Fei told Slade what to do and got on the ground. If the men were to wake and see him standing. Then they would think that he was behind them getting attacked. Slade ran off in the direction of the cave as the men started to wake.

The men all wake up and saw that Yao Fei was still there. So they didn't ask him if he was behind the attack or why the ASIS agent had attacked them. For now.

Slade ran to the cave and got the bags that Yao Fei hold him to get. Slade was running through the forest on his way back to Oliver. Slade was praying that Oliver was still alive and was safe. It took Slade a few minutes due to his running to get back to plane. When Slade got back into the plane. He looked over to see if Oliver was still there and alive. Slade let out a heavy breath when he saw Oliver still there sound asleep and safe.

Slade made the tea and let it cool just a little. He then walked over to Oliver and tried to wake him. Slade placed his right hand on Oliver's chest and shook him softly but enough to wake the young man. Oliver opened his eyes and smiled a weak smile at Slade.

"Here you need to drink this. It will help you get better." Slade put the metal cup in his right hand and placed his left under Oliver's head. He lifted the blonde's head up so that Oliver could drink the warm tea.

"You went to see Yao Fei didn't you. Does he know what I have?" Oliver asked in a weak voice almost an whisper. Slade nodded his head and brought the cup up to Oliver's lips. Oliver let the hot liquid run down his throat. He hummed when the hot liquid hit the back of his throat it felt so good.

"He said that you have pneumonia." Slade spoke in a husky voice. Oliver loved to hear the man talk in that kind of voice.

"Pneumonia, I thought that is what I had. I had it once when I was a teenager." Oliver laid his head back and looked at the man and smile at him. Slade looked at him with a confused look on his face.

"What?" Slade asked the young man in front of him.

"I didn't think that you cared this must for me. I would have thought that you would have yell at me and I don't know, kill me because I was slowing you down." Oliver said in a low voice. Slade was taken back at this. Did this kid really think that he would do that to him. Slade looked away and thought for a moment. He was hard on the kid yeah, but he would never- wait he had told Oliver once or twice that he would kill him if he slowed him down.

Slade shut him eyes and opened them again slowly. Slade looked at Oliver and took a deep breath in and then out.

"I would never kill you. I just said that so that you would speed it up and to get you moving." Slade sighed and continued. " I told you that I was going to protect you and that is what I'm going to do. You mean a lot to me kid." Oliver looked at Slade with loving eyes.

Oliver know that Slade would do this. When Slade made a promise he kept it. Oliver was about to say something when he started to cough. His cough was deep and hard. Slade was starting to get worried when he kept coughing. Finally Oliver was able to take a deep breath, but when he did he grabbed at his chest again. Oliver was moaning in pain and Slade could not take it. He move to lay down with the young man. Slade know that there was nothing that he could do to help Oliver's cough. Slade took Oliver into his arms and pulled him closer to him. Oliver relaxed into Slade's arm and moved his head under the older man's chin.

Slade hugged Oliver up close so that Oliver could get warm. Oliver was still shivering but was starting to get warm. Slade looked outside to see that the sun was starting to go down. Slade and Oliver fell asleep in each others arms.

-Starling-

Oliver's sigh was not heared by his to new frineds; nor did they see a small tear run down from his left eye to his hair line.

-Lian Yu-

When Slade wake the next morning to find Oliver's arm wrapped around his waist and his head on his chest. Slade smiled and pulled the young man closer to him. Oliver moaned a little and opened his eyes slowly to look at the older man. Slade smiled down at the young man who he called "kid".

"Morning" was all Slade said to Oliver.

"Morning" Oliver said in a whisper.

Slade got up and fixed Oliver another cup of tea. Slade walked over with the tea and knelt down. Oliver tried his hardest to lift his head, but could not. Slade saw this and put his hand on the back of blondes head and lifted it up. Oliver hummed again when the hot liquid run down his throat.

After Oliver had drink all the tea. Slade laid the blondes head back down onto the so called pillow. Slade walked over and got the rabbit that was still good due to the cold weather. He cleaned it and put it on the fire to cook.

"How are you feeling today?" Slade asked the blonde not looking at him.

"I'm feeling fiiinnn-" Slade looked up at Oliver as he dragged out the last word. Slade ran over to the young man and knelt down next to him. Oliver was out cold, but his skin was like fire.

"His fever" is all that Slade said. Oliver's fever was getting higher, and if Slade didn't do something quick then he was going to lose Oliver. He didn't want his Oliver to die from a fever.

-Starling-

Oliver's body started to jerk on the metal table that he was on. Diggle and Felicity ran over to him. "He's have a seizure."Diggle yelled out. Felicity ran over to the other side of the table and looked at Oliver and then at Diggle. Diggle told Felicity to get what they need to stop Oliver's seizure. Then Oliver's heart stopped.

After they had brough Oliver back from death. They tried to calm themself down. (again sorry)

-Lian Yu-

Slade didn't know what do to. He had to try something to get Oliver's fever to break. 'What could get someone to sweat naturally' Slade thought to himself. Slade knew one way but he could not do that, could he?

Slade looked down at Oliver. He had to do it to save the young man. Slade laid down beside of Oliver and placed his right hand on the blondes chest. He moved his hand down slowly and under Oliver's pants. He moved his hand under Oliver's boxers and softly touched the blondes soft cock and begein to stoke it. Oliver moaned at Slade's touch and moved closer to him.

"S-Slade" Oliver moaned out. Slade smiled to himself and continued to stoke the now hardening cock. Oliver opened his eyes and looked at Slade.

"Sorry kid but this is the only way to get you to break a sweat." Oliver grunted when Slade began to quicken his pase. Oliver wrapped his right arm around Slade's and started to stoke it.

"Oh Fuck that feels so good ah." Slade could feel himself starting to get hard when Oliver had said this. Oliver unbuttoned his pants and pulled them down a little to give Slade more room to work. Slade stopped stoking Oliver and sat up a little to pull them down a little more. Hs also pulled Oliver's boxers along with the pants. Oliver whimpered at the lost of heat around his cock. Oliver then looked at the older man and smiled a lust full smile. Slade laid back down and grabbed Oliver's cock once again and began to stoke it a litte bit faster.

Oliver grabbed at the makeshift bed with his left hand and moan when he felt Slade's touch once again. Oliver was completly hard now.

"Oh Fuck Slade, don't stop ahh." Oliver moaned rolling his head to the left give Slade a full view of his neck. Slade leaned down and kissed Oliver's neck. Oliver moaned when he did this. Slade could taste the sweat on Oliver's skin and his lips.'Good it's working' Slade thought to himself.

Slade could tell that Oliver was close. Slade moved around a little on the makeshift bed. He was now just as hard as Oliver was, and his cargo pants were getting very tight. Oliver moved his right arm down from Slade's and to Slade's painful erection. Slade moan as Oliver rubbed him through his cargo pants. Slade licked and stucked Oliver's neck. Oliver was moaning loudly now and was jerking his hips up to met Slade's thrusts. Slade was also thrusting his hips into Oliver's hand.

"Oh Fuck I'm going to cum." Oliver almost yelled out.

"Cum for me kid." Slade grunted in Oliver's ear. This sent Oliver over the edge and came in Slade's hand and on it.

"SLADE" Oliver called out as he came. Slade thrusted into Oliver's hand and came hard. Slade grunted out his orgasm into Oliver's ear. Slade let go of Oliver's cock and kind of laid back. While Oliver was panting hard beside him. Slade knew at this point that Oliver's fever had definitely broken.

"Oh god that was good." Oliver said looking over at Slade. Slade chucked and sat up and pulled Oliver's pants and boxers back up. After Slade had buttoned and zipped them and Oliver's now soft cock was back in its place. He looked down at the young man. Oliver was looking at him with a cheshire cat kind of smile. Slade narrowed his eyes at the blonde which mean Oliver's smile widen more, if possible.

"What are you smiling at kid." Slade asked the smiling blonde.

"I know you liked me." Slade looked at him and smiled.

"Yea I kind of do." Slade kissed Oliver on the forehead and moved to get up when Oliver's hand stopped him.

"Where are you going? Did I over step?" Oliver asked with sleep in his voice.

"No you didn't." Slade said with a smirk. "I need to change my cloths because of you and your moaning." Slade leaned down and kissed Oliver on the forehead again. He walked over to his clothes and got out some that was somewhat clean.

Oliver watched the man as he changed clothes. Oliver could feel his eyelids starting to get heavy and shut them. Slade looked back at the blonde and smiled when he saw Oliver was asleep. Slade walked back over and got into bed with Oliver. He pulled the young man closer to him. They both slept for a while before Slade had to go and check the animal traps that he had set the night before.

-Starling-

Oliver smiled in his sleep and whispered Slade's name. Felicity and Diggle didn't hear him say the older man's name. Oliver laid there for a while before he heard two voices. He opened his eyes and sighed it was a dream/memory. He sat up and Diggle and Felicity smiled at him. He only wished that Slade was there as well.

-Somewhere in Starling-

A man was walked down the street trying to find the one he loved.