Why does it seem that everyone I love has to die?
Why is my life desteded to misery?
Is it becuse of my sins? Because I kill before I think?
Or is it something else?
Is it because my life was cursed by my mother before I was born?
Because I am Shingami?
Solo - died because I was not fast enouth.
Sister Helen and Father Maxwell - died beause I was not fast enough.
Heero Yuy - will die if I'm not fast enough.
Must hurry.
Must find him.
Must save him.
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He won't last much longer. I can feel his heart beat fading.
SHINGAMI! Why can't I save him?
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Dear Lord,
Please watch over him. Please send me help.
Aman'
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I've found him! He...He..'s breathing!

Heaven thank you.