blood and love
SUMMARY: Freddy has a crush that seems to be killing him. cutting, confrontations. well, it sucks but I tried. F/S C/S
A/N: I was looking for some Freddy/Spencer fics and there was 3. but only 1 was about Freddy and Spencer and even then it was barely even a thing. good reading though. so tell me what u think. flames are welcome.
DISCLAIMER: I do not own icarly or any of it's characters.
1. blood and worries
A slight sting.
That's all he felt as he watched the sink swallow the red
liquid streaming from his wrists.
Freddy Bensen had been cutting ever since he realized he had a crush on Spencer Shay. Carly had always been on his mind, in his dreams, it was Carly that starred as his flame. But now, he was seeing flaws in the gorgeous brown haired girl: like how she pays more attention to Sam than to others, or how she does this really gay thing with her head whenever she's mad, something that he had always found cute.
Spencer was a guy! He shouldn't be on my mind! When Freddy had first started noticing Spencer more, he thought it was just the lighting in Carly's apartment, then he realized it wasn't the lighting because Spencer seemed to have his own light.
Freddy slid the razor across his wrist again, deeper this time, making his blood run faster, the sting turning into a slight burn. Painful but worth it. He needed to punish himself, Spencer is older, much more (though acted much less) mature than himself. There was no way that Spencer would ever give him the time of day.
He was wearing long sleeve shirts more than he usually did. It made him upset because noone even noticed, not even when when Sam beat on him, and he flinched while she grabbed his wrist, they just thought he was scared.
His mother was knocking on the bathroom door now, he washed his wrists and pulls his shirt sleeves down.
Recently now, he had been staying home, only leaving his place for school and icarly, but hardly leaving his room. His mother now finally has what she wants, Freddy staying home with her, friendless, but now all she seems to be is worried.
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