A/N: This is based off of my favorite song EVER!!!

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Too alarming now to talk about
Take your pictures down and shake it out
Truth or consequence, say it aloud
Use that evidence, race it around

An earthquake took you from me. I loved you, but I covered it up. You saved me instead of himself.

All I want to know is why. Why did you save me instead of yourself?

I know you can't hear me right know, but you have got to hear what I have to say…

There goes my hero
Watch him as he goes
There goes my hero
He's ordinary

You are my hero, my guardian angel, my one true and divine love. You were only 18, young, intelligent, very hygienic. And very, VERY handsome. I should not have kept all my feelings inside, I should have let them out and tell you how I felt.

Even as I watched you, holding the stone over your head to let me pass, I could not tell you. I looked into your soon to be lifeless eyes and could not tell you how I felt.

Dont the best of them bleed it out
While the rest of them peter out
Truth or consequence, say it aloud
Use that evidence, race it around

I was the last person you saw.

That stings like noting else. It rips at my heart everyday and I die a little every time I walk by that picture of you me and our best friends and family. It was a gathering that day, we met in Carly's apartment, and your whole family arrived and so did Carly's. But I was alone. Until you came out to the fire escape to see me.

You kissed me.

But I still couldn't tell you how I felt.

You in the picture, smiling, full of life your blue eyes meeting the bangs of your raven- black hair.

When you were thinking there is nothing for you here, I didn't tell you. I wanted to scream "There is! I love you!" but I didn't.

Maybe if I did you would have jumped though the door and be saved with me.

There goes my hero
Watch him as he goes
There goes my hero
He's ordinary

Days before the earthquake, I felt like a complete ass.

I told you off for not letting me barrow your notes for a pop quiz.

I went and said I was sorry, I didn't tell you then.

I HATE MYSELF FOR NOT TELLIG YOU!!!!

Now you're gone and I will never be able to tell you the words I wanted to get off of me for the past 5 years!

"I love you, Freddie Benson."

I would please ask the reader that when you find this, I am probable already dead and gone to be with the one I love the most.

I admit, I love you more than anything else and even though I covered it up with insults and telling you "you are not important", I thought you would be smart enough to see that I love you.

But you weren't.

Freddie Benson, you were not smart enough to find out that I loved you.

Until I am with the Holy Spirit, I will never see my love ever again.

That makes me fell like I am being hit by a semi at 70 mph. Everyday

I love you Freddie Benson, I wish I told you, or that you had found out sooner.

-Samantha Puckett

There goes my hero
Watch him as he goes
There goes my hero
He's ordinary