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A/N: Here's another HarryGinny fic. A missing moment from Deathly Hallows. Written to the song "I'd Hate To Be You When People Find Out What This Song is About" by Mayday Parade. I tweaked it a bit though…so it fit…ENJOY!
Erin
And we both go down together
We'd stay there forever
Just try to get up
And I'm sorry
This wasn't easy
When I asked you, believe me
And never let go
Harry sat really still, just thinking. He could hear the soft breathing of two other people in the tent. As usual his thoughts drifted involuntarily to Ginny. He remembered her sad, broken face after she had kissed him in her bedroom. He remembered how gorgeous she had looked at the wedding and that sly little wink she had given him, catching his eye. How much he wished that wink had been more. A kiss, maybe. But now he was here. Somewhere out in the world, looking to finish off who seemed to be unbeatable, Voldemort. I may never see her again. He thought with a sad little leap in his heart. And just thinking of getting together with her again. The danger it would put them in. The only thing he could do was pretend not to love her anymore. He had to convince her. HE was too dangerous.
Well I'm thinking of the worst things
That I could say to you
But a promise doesn't mean a thing anymore
And this never will be right with me
And now you're trying to desperately
But I'm tongue tied and terrified of what I'll say
But how could he? Lie to her like that? When she was all her ever thought about, all he ever wanted? What kept him going on in the worst conditions? When he loved her?
And then we both go down together
We may stay there forever
I'll just try to get up
And I'm sorry
This wasn't easy
When I asked you, believe me
You never let go
But I let go
Harry heard Ron roll over and mumble in his sleep. And what about Ron? If he and Ginny got back together would he just think that he was going to hurt her again? Would he let him get even far enough to have the chance? Harry sighed loudly. There was nothing he could do here.
I could only sing you sad songs
And you could sing along
And you could see the melody
That's been calling out your wrongs
And this never will be right with me
And now you're trying to desperately
But I'm tongue tied and terrified of what I'll say
But I never told you everything
I'm losing hope and fading dreams
And every single memory along the way
He wanted to tell her everything, to tell her what he was doing, where he'd be. He had to see her. There was nothing else he could do. As silently as he could he stood up and walked quietly to the front of the tent. Opening the flaps and meeting the cold, crisp air, he promised himself he would talk to her, just see her. To make sure she was okay. To tell her what she meant to him.
And then we both go down together
We may stay there forever
I'll just try to get up
And I'm sorry
This wasn't easy
When I asked you, believe me
You never let go
But I let go
Thinking as hard as he could of The Burrow, Harry succored to the tight feeling of disapparation. With a pop, he appeared outside the door of Ginny's room. Stepping quietly into the dark room, his breath caught at the sight of her small sleeping form. He crossed the room to stand next to her. Her hand rested delicately across her chest, right over her heart. He freckled eyelids covered her brown eyes softly, and her face looked relaxed. The only thing about her that wasn't completely serene was the tear tracks the traced her pale cheeks. Harry reached down and stroked across her cheek lightly, then traced her lips with his finger, softly, so he wouldn't wake her. Then, leaning in closely to her ear, he whispered a few words softly,
"I love you Ginny."
For a moment he was sure she had woken up, but she only sighed in her dreams and whispered something back.
"I love you too Harry."
And then we both go down together
We may stay there forever
I'll just try to get up
And I'm sorry
This wasn't easy
When I asked you, believe me
You never let go
I never let go
A/N: Hoped you liked it! Review please! I love knowing what you think!
Erin
