I am so confused.
I hate you
Or at least that's what I tell myself
I don't know why
Maybe hoping it will hurt less
But it doesn't
It hurts all the same
An unbearable stabbing over every part of my body
And thousands of pins poking at my heart
How can I make this hurting stop?
How can I fix my heart
When the one I need to fix it
Is the one who broke it in the first place?
I have tried tape, glue, paper-mâché
Everything I can think of
Only you can fix it
But my pride won't allow me to ask you to
So I will walk around with a broken heart and a fake smile
If you don't know how bad I am hurting
Hopefully I can forget it too.