Contradiction
I chased and coerced. I gave knowledge and secrets; but still she ran to him.
What does he have that I don't?
More than two lifetimes of death? A cold spot in her bed? Love?
I can give her love if she wants it.
But she won't. She wants him, ghost or not.
Suze will change her mind. She'll see that Jesse is nothing but a mistake.
I can give her warmth and desires. Make her want me to herself.
There's no choice; because I don't take rejection. And Jesse will suffer for it.
Or so I tell myself.