Where do I start?

I want to find you, but I have no clue where I can go.

Are you among the living? Or the dead?

Can you see me?

Can you hear me?

I hope you can..

So that you know how much I love you

I need you so badly

Will I ever see you again?

What did I ever do to deserve this?

I've lost everything…

My aeons

My friends.

You…

All I have left is rikku

She is the only one that has stuck by my side

She has helped me through so much

I have to find you.

Is shuyin can find lenne

Then I can find you too.

Just thinking of finding you brings a smile to my face

When we meet again,

I never want to lost you..

Ever

I will stay by your side

For as long as you wish me to be there

If you ever want me to go.

I will.

I might hate it..

But if it makes you happy…

I will do it

But I hope that's not what you want.

I never new love could bring this much pain ..

But at the same time..

This much happiness

In my heart.

I hold you close to me

Ill be waiting here

For you

So if you come

I will be here

I promise