"This doesn't mean I don't still hate you."
"I know, and don't go thinking I don't still hate you."
"Perfect"
"Just like your body"
And with that he winked at me and left my office. I sighed as I picked up the overturned photo of my husband and I on our wedding day.
I'm not quite sure how I got here. I know it's wrong. I know it's senseless. I know it would hurt my husband and his wife. But…
I know it feels fantastic.
The first time Draco Malfoy and I slept together was in 7th year at Hogwarts. Wasn't a big deal, well okay it was a big enough deal to keep it secret seeing as we hated one another, but not such a big deal either of us were bothered by it.
A heated argument got out of hand and as the tension built up, well it's the same old story isn't it? Getting closer and closer in each others faces and suddenly you fucking on your common room floor. We pretty much spoke the same way that time as we had just moments ago come to think about it. The year went on without any talk of it. Sometimes a fight would lead to sex (I may be guilty of having picked a few when I was particularly frustrated as I am sure he did… there was never really a need to fight over soap after all!), correction, amazing sex.
It was enough.
In May of 7th year I began dating Dean Thomas. Sure he was my best friend's ex but I mean come on! If you've seen Dean you'd know what I'm talking about. The man is hot. The man is sexy. The man is crap in bed.
Okay so maybe not crap but well, you know the saying once you go black you don't go back? I'm sure with Dean it is true except, well once you go Malfoy… nothing satisfies you.
He's great though, Dean. I love him with all my heart. All my soul. Just not all my body.
We married at 23 and moved to France for work. By the time we returned to England 2 years later I was bored. So bored. I loved Dean and I loved our life and hell, I'd even come to be marginally satisfied by our sex life.
And then Draco Malfoy followed me into the bathroom at a Ministry dinner and fucked me like there was no tomorrow. I'm sorry but there is just no other way to put it! The man is an animal.
Occasionally I have seen him out with his wife Cho and I can't for the life of me see an ounce of chemistry between them. In fact, the bitch I was, I smirked the first time I saw them together. They were sitting so far apart and yet I knew that five minutes before her husband had been in me.
Which brings me back to now, 3 years into the affair. Who knew it would last this long? Who knew it would even exist?
We have our lives, our marriages, homes, holidays and friends. But we share our orgasms.
Draco Malfoy is an egotistical, self centered and at times down right cruel human being.
But he's also the best sex I've ever had and will continue to have. No love no like, just 100 pure lust.
He's right- my body is perfect, as is his.
It doesn't mean I don't still hate him.