"Poppin' Eric's Cherry" One-Shot Contest
Title: Letting Go
Pen name: stephie8869
Status (Virgin or Almost-Virgin): virgin (be gentle it's my 1st time)
Primary Players: Sookie and Eric
Beta'd by: yo-digitty-yo-yo (there is an A/N dedicated to you)
Disclaimer: Charlaine Harris owns these characters I am only taking them out, becoming a bad influence for them, and getting them home past curfew
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A/N: Well in case anyone is wondering where this story takes place it is Book 1. It is an AU story with slightly OOC. Any translations in this story are at the bottom for your interpreting pleasure!
A/N2: This AN and story is dedicated to my beta of love yo-digitty-yo-yo. Shanny, you are the absolute fuctastical awesomesauce no questions asked. This lil' viginesque is dedicated to you. Not for being my beta but for being my friend. We have had copious amounts of talks and not one of them has ever left me feeling anything but elated. I am grateful to call you my friend and I love you oodles and noodles. *passes martini filled Viking sippy cup* Thank you for being my most fabulous evil twin. *breaks out ninja outfit for evil wifi undoers*
A/N3: I also wanted to dedicate this lil' nugget of love to my friend Lorinda. You have been there for me without ever being asked. Now that we have a 2 year friendship contract all the better. I just want to tell you thank you for everything but most especially being my friend. *gives out big hug* Don't ever forget how to laugh even in the face of everything that is going on… *passes whip and an extra attitude for the female parental figure* I love you chickidoodle never forget that biffers… ;p
I was standing in my grandmother's old kitchen reflecting back to a simpler time before vampires "came out of the coffin" so to speak; a time before I had met Bill Compton or the rest of the Louisiana retinue. But was it a simpler time? I never found peace or solitude in my own head due to other people's thoughts constantly drifting in until I realized the "void" was my solitude, my peace, and my moment of serenity. I could have found myself dating Bill Compton but never more. Bill was sweet and quiet but never forthcoming. Strange, right? Something was always off about him. It started to sink in the night I went to the Old Compton Estate and had my run-in with Malcolm, Diane, and Liam. Then I went to Fangtasia owned by none other than a 1000+ year old Viking named Eric Northman.
Eric is so full of life. Such an enigma. Powerful yet generous to those who are loyal. Scary yet humorous… Just like I said, a complete enigma.
On the night Eric summoned to have me try to help him find his missing money, to say I was nervous was a gross understatement. I wasn't scared of Eric the way most people were. When Longshadow lunged at me to kill me I didn't even meet his gaze. I searched the aqua marine orbs of the Viking as he staked Longshadow to save me. I was panting due to the adrenaline rush, but for the most part I was unreasonably calm.
"Everyone out!" I barely registered Eric order to Ginger, Pam, and Bill. I just couldn't pull myself away from his face. It was finally broken when I felt that radiating touch slide down my arm.
"He bit me." I oh so eloquently whispered. 'Two points for Sookie's brilliance' I thought sarcastically.
"Let me take you home, min älskade." Eric half stated, half asked. I just nodded my head.
"Eric?"
"Yes, Sookie."
"Thank you" I smiled at him with tears in my eyes. He just smiled back. The drive back to Bon Temps was quite an adventure due to the million pound lead foot of the vampire to my left. We joked, we talked, and I found that the Viking truly seemed to get my warped sense of humor. After pulling up Hummingbird Lane, Eric climbed out, opened my door like a gentleman and then walked with me up to the house.
"Won't you please come in?" I asked. He smiled the biggest smile and preened like he had just won the lottery. I had to laugh at his antics.
Eric followed behind me into the kitchen then suddenly stopped and asked me where the bathroom was. 'Odd' I thought 'it's not like he has human needs to take care of.' So I showed him the bathroom.
Eric just smirked and said "No, your bathroom."
"Eric, my 'you're-up-to-something' meter is flying off the charts here." But I showed him then excused myself to warm him a bottle of True Blood and also to think about the most heavenly bath imaginable once he leaves.
A few minutes later Eric came strolling in, sans shoes I noticed, and proceeded to pick me up Rhett and Scarlett style. Laughing like a loon I said, "Eric Northman! What are you doing? Put me down!" He just smiled until he opened MY bathroom door. Immediately the steam and the heavenly smell of sweet pea and wild orchid enveloped me.
"Why are you doing all of this?" I motioned around the room with awe in my voice.
"My sweet Sookie, I have seen you do whatever you can for people. But, also, you push people away for a chance at a peace of mind. You're all alone. I just want to take care of you. Let me in, please."
The traitorous bastard tears from hell decided that they were going to try to make an appearance. I definitely did not trust my voice at the moment. I just nodded, resigned to the gorgeous vampire in front of me who at the moment is my knight.
He sat me on my feet and slowly began to unzip the sundress I was wearing. I felt the blush rise to my skin and I was slightly shaking due to the nervousness I was now feeling.
"Eric… um… I… I've never… um…"
"Shh, Sookie. Just let me take care of you. Okay?" I just nodded my head not even meeting his unfathomable gaze.
After Eric slowly slid my dress to pool around my feet he started running his fingers up my legs, causing goose bumps to spring up in their wake. Everywhere his fingers touched was followed by an almost burning sensation, which is the only way I can think to describe it.
When he stood back up to his considerable height he said, "Look at me, min älskare." Staring into those soul-searing eyes did absolutely nothing for said nerves.
"You act ashamed of the gift that you possess Sookie. Because that is exactly what you hold. It is a true gift to whomever you find in your heart shall receive it. You are unquestionably beautiful Dear One. Not just here" stroking my face "but here" he said gliding his fingers above my heart. How can you not smile at a statement like that?
I was currently having an inner debate about his statement that ranged from 'you are absolutely right it is a gift' to not so subtle things like 'please pillage my village'. During my inner monologue, quicker than I could comprehend, he had my bra and panties off. In addition to striping me naked he swiftly picked me up and placed me into the steamy, bubbly goodness.
As soon as my aching body hit the steamy water I felt like the weight of the evening had finally began to dissipate. I don't know how long I sat there with my eyes closed, breathing in the aroma, until I was brought out of my inner sanctuary by a whisper like touch on my forehead. Opening my eyes I saw Eric leaning back from placing a chaste kiss on my forehead. He started washing the remaining bits of Longshadow out of my hair. The way his long fingers stroked my scalp was one of the most sensual feelings I have ever experienced; I didn't even hear the small moans of appreciation escaping my mouth. I felt Eric's hand slide down and pick up my arm. I watched as his fangs elongated before he pricked his finger. He gently started coaxing his blood along the bite marks on my arm. Before Eric could stop me I timidly reached up to him and ran my finger over the length of one of his fangs. He sat with his eyes closed and I saw a small shudder pass through his exquisite frame. I don't know what came over me but before I could stop myself I leaned over and kissed the fang that I had just touched. Before I registered what was happening Eric was laying my robe across the counter and told me that he would be waiting for me in the bedroom. I felt the tears stinging my eyes thinking that I had done something wrong. Quickly I got out, dried myself off, and slipped my robe on. I slowly walked toward my bedroom where I saw the man of every girls dreams sitting on the edge of my bed.
"I'm sorry Eric. I didn't…" but before I was able to utter another syllable the man of said dreams was kissing me like I have never been kissed before or could possibly ever be kissed again. He had one hand cupping my face and the other wrapped in my wet locks. I ran my tongue around one of his fangs and that most definitely got a reaction out of him. I felt his hardness start to push firmly against my stomach.
"Let me help you relax, min älskare. Will you let me?" Eric asked as he slowly ran a finger across my jaw line. Again not trusting my voice I just nodded. 'What is with this man and me losing the ability to form words?'
Eric slowly untied the sash of my robe and slid it off of me. "Lie down on your stomach for me." He huskily breathed in my ear. I complied even though I could feel the nervousness making my knees shake slightly. As I lay down I could feel his eyes taking in every inch of my body and wanting to devour it hungrily. Eric slowly started rubbing circles down my back applying just the slightest hint of pressure. 'I wonder if he is going to give me a Swedish massage.' My inner musing suggested. I could slowly feel the tension leaving my body and I was quickly turning into a delightful puddle of goo for this powerful Viking.
He glided down to my hands and started rubbing each one until I could feel every bit of stress exit my fingertips. When he went back towards my back I couldn't help but smile at the deliberate way he treated my body with reverence and with the slightest of touches. When I felt his hands slide down and start to rub my backside I couldn't help but to tense up slightly. No one has ever touched me like this and I wasn't expecting the moan that escaped my mouth. Eric chuckled, "Just relax Sookie." And I did. I relaxed right into the hands of the sex god at my back.
When I felt him kiss my back I had a moment with my inner happy dance. Then as soon as I felt his cool tongue trace up my spine where his lips had been I felt my body temperature raise about 12 degrees and couldn't stop the racing of my pulse. I rolled over and capture those luscious lips with my own. I don't know when I developed a sex kitten persona but that is what I felt like at that moment. As soon as I rolled I pushed up off the bed slightly and straddled Eric who was sitting on his knees next to me. "Du är verkligen en gudinna. De som är skyldig mig trohet skall falla på knä innan du." Eric stated in a language I really need to learn. 'I wonder if he will teach me that crazy language he speaks.' I was brought out of those thoughts as I felt one hand grab my hip and the other tangle in my mostly dry hair. He tugged slightly and brought my head back exposing my neck. He kissed me on my pulse point with the slightest hint of things to come. Suddenly he stopped and was standing in front of me.
"Sookie, I have to know that you are sure. I have to know that you are choosing to give me your gift willingly. I don't expect this as any type of payment for taking care of you. I need you to know that. I have wanted you since I met you. You are stubborn, hardheaded, brave, beautiful, and have one of the purest souls I have ever met. I just want you to be sure." Eric stated while looking me in the eye. I just leaned forward, still on my knees and placed a kiss on chest above where his heart lies dormant.
"Eric I choose you. You are scary, manipulative, powerful, but above all you are a caring man. You didn't have to do anything that you did tonight or any other night for me. But you chose to do those things for me. I have seen how you look at me and I have felt your touch. Please Eric. Make love to me. I choose you. Will you let me give you my most sacred gift?"
The Viking didn't say anything as he leaned down and started kissing me passionately but softly. He gently laid me backwards on the bed then stood back to take in the view and so that I could since every inch of him as he slowly divest himself of his clothing. I slowly grazed my eyes over every square inch of him. And there were a lot of inches on the 6'5" man. As I got to the V of his hips I watched him slide his pants down exposing what could only be referred to as a gracious plenty. I am sure my eyes bugged out of my head and I know I audibly gulpped. 'How in the fuck is that supposed to fit in there??? I know I said I chose him but that thing is going to come out of the back of my throat. Holy Shit!!'
"Relax Lover. Let me take care of you." Eric crooned. Eric started by kissing my eyes, nose, mouth, and slowly started working his way down. Before he reached the valley of my breasts he took one in each hand and slowly massaged until I felt my nipples pebble under his touch. I could feel my breathing shallow slightly just at his hands and then he took one in that luscious mouth. I felt his fangs graze slightly but never break the skin. Switching which breast was in his mouth was sweetly torturous. Descending down my stomach he kissed and then would follow each pass of kisses with his cool tongue that was sending a fire straight toward my pelvic region. The lower he got the wider my legs went of their own accord. With the first swipe of his tongue across my burning slit I felt the floodgates opening. The moan that escaped sounded primal and surreal. I wondered briefly what that noise was until I realized it was me as soon as he circled my swollen clit with his tongue. I felt the pressure in my stomach starting to coil as he inserted one long digit in me. My hips started rolling towards that award winning tongue and were inadvertently driving his finger deeper into me. I guess my ministrations were enough to urge him on more as I felt another finger being inserted into me. When I didn't think the coil could get any tighter it grew to the point I thought I was going to spontaneously combust. Just as I started tingling from head to toe Eric turned his head to my inner thigh and bit. The unexpected small amount of pain mixed with the enormous amounts of pleasure was more than enough to push me over the precipice. I watched as white fireworks flashed before my eyes Eric bit his hand and started to rub it around his achingly erect member. He must have sensed my confusion.
"It will help ease the pain of pushing through your maidenhood." He stated. He started kissing his way back up my body until we were face to face. Eric intertwined our fingers and positioned himself between my legs. "Tack Freyja för att väcka denna söta gudinna för mig."
With that statement made Eric slowly started to slide into me inch by excruciating inch. Sensing my pain he stopped moving and started kissing me talking to me in that dead language that funny enough eased my discomfort and took me into a level of joy knowing that he was saying such beautiful things to me. Even though he could have been quoting off his to do list for all that I knew. Once relaxed enough he started in again. Pulling out slightly and pushing a little further until I felt him reach my barrier; I squeezed my eyes shut as tight as they would go hoping to get this over with and get on with the good stuff. "Look at me, Lover. Don't take your eyes off of me." I opened my eyes to see those oceanic pools, reflecting what I am not sure but I have never seen Eric look that way at anyone. I couldn't stop myself from drowning in them. I reached up and kissed him and as he kissed me with a passion that only 1000 years can get you, he pushed through and I was finally becoming a woman. As he started thrusting just slightly faster into me my inner sex kitten decided that this was the exact time to come out and play. I dug my nails into that perfect ass and started meeting Eric thrust for thrust. He was leaning back slightly to look at me and I leaned forward and took one of those perky nipples of his right into my mouth and bit just slightly. Eric hissed and his movements started picking up. He grabbed my hands and pinned them over my head. His thrusting became longer and deeper as we moaned in unison. My legs wrapped around his waist instinctively and I couldn't help but feel the coil quickly tightening in me again.
"That's it Sookie. Cum for me. Let go." Eric said and angled my hips just right to hit a spot in me that I thought only legends were formed. "No one will ever have you like this. No one will ever make you feel like this again. This is best. This is right." And like that I let go. I felt the first ripple course through my body with me yelling out Eric's name. Eric leaned down and captured one of my quivering breasts in his mouth and bit retriggering my first release and sent me over again. With my second release and the blood he was slowly pulling from my breast I felt Eric stiffen and shoot his cold seed in me.
When it was over I was a quivering post coital mess. I ran my fingers through the sweaty tangles clinging to my damp skin. No one prepares you for sex hair. As I snuggled into Eric I wondered what was going to happen next. I didn't even realize that I was crying until I felt Eric capture one of those little traitorous bastards on his thumb.
"I didn't hurt you did I Sookie?" Eric sat up. I could see the concern flash across his porcelain face.
"No you didn't hurt me at all. That was perfect. You made it perfect. I never thought that I would have had that. Thank you." I said with a smile. Eric leaned over and kissed me. Stroking the hair out of my face he places a chaste kiss on my forehead.
"Sookie, I was wondering if you were free tomorrow evening and would like to accompany me." Eric asked in a low voice.
"Of course." I said eagerly with a smile. Wondering what tomorrow would bring I drifted off to sleep in the arms of my protector, my lover, my Viking vampire.
Translations:
min älskade – my love
Du är verkligen en gudinna. De som är skyldig mig trohet skall falla på knä innan du – You are truly a goddess. Those that owe me fealty will kneel down before you.
Tack Freyja för att väcka denna söta gudinna för mig – Thank you Freyja for bringing this sweet goddess to me
Again thank you all for reading this lil' virginesque moment. I am going to continue after this contest is completed.
Please oh Please make up for the soreness of poppin my cherry and please review… That's it just press the little green button of love. A little to the left, that's it almost there…
Stephie