AN: Hey everyone. I've been getting requests for a (dark) Pacifica Fanfic and I will honor your requests but it will have Dipifica in it. Pacifica will be the leading roll but keep in mind my favorite ship will happen Hahahahaha. Enjoy. RATED M 18 and older.
Warning chapter will contain: Dark tragic themes, language, violence, and suicidal actions. If ANY of this bothers you please don't read. If you do read be advised I don't condone what I'm about to write but I hope it's worth reading.
Pacifica's Nightmare
Chapter 1…awaken.
SLAP!
The slap came harder than Pacifica would have anticipated since this all began…
"How could you disrespect the family name like this!? I thought I raised you better than to be an ungrateful bitch under my roof!" Preston shouted as he slapped Pacifica again in her room while her mother was smoking a cigarette in the door way.
"D-Daddy! I-I don't want to. He's mean and hurts me! I don't want to marry a guy like that! I want Dipper!" Pacifica shouted but was now met with a punch across her face.
"DON'T YOU EVER SPEAK OF THAT DAMN PEASENT'S NAME IN MY HOUSE!" Preston shouted as his daughter was now spitting blood.
Never in Pacifica's 16 years of life had she felt a hit so hard and from her father no less. She been slapped before but this was the first time she was ever punched. It wasn't something she was a fan of as she felt one of her back teeth had fallen out from the blow. Pacifica's mother was no better when it came to the abuse but she didn't hit as hard as her father did.
"Because of that boy. Young Jeffery Alan is in the hospital and due to the lack of law enforcement in this town and of witnesses coming forward, that filthy Pines boy isn't behind bars!" Priscilla Northwest spat.
"I have no choice! From this day forward and until I see fit...you are not to leave this room. You will honor the Northwest name and forget about that boy or your life will be a living hell young lady!" Preston shouted.
"I'm already living in hell." Pacifica said under her breath but Preston still heard it and shoved his daughter onto the floor hard.
"Tutors and food will come daily until I say otherwise. Your cell phone has been disconnected from our family plan and there will be no outside contact. You will learn your place and hopefully by some fucking miracle, you will be a Northwest again." Preston said as he took his leave and his wife followed locking the door behind them.
Pacifica just got up crying her eyes out of what just happened. How she was tormented by her parents and their suiter that they planned on marrying her off to. She hated that she couldn't see Dipper after he saved her from what could have been the last day of her life…But most of all… She hated living this nightmare that never seemed to end…
Three days earlier…
Pacifica was walking the halls of Gravity Falls High School and knew in three days' time, the prom was about to start. Normally she wouldn't mind since she loved dances but her parents insisted she be with Jeffery Alan. Mainly because he's the second richest child of his family in Gravity Falls but also Pacifica's parents don't want her to be with anyone else.
"Well hello Pacifica my dear." Jeffery said as he walked up with her in the hallway to Pacifica's locker.
"What do you want Jeffery, I'm going to be late for class." Pacifica said in discomfort of his company.
"I just want you to know you look lovely in that tank top of yours even if it was so last year. I can't wait for prom and…afterwards." Jeffery said as he tried sliding his hand down Pacifica's back and almost touching her rear end. However, she quickly swatted him away.
"Jeffery! Quit it! I thought I told you I don't like you like that so keep your damn hands to yourself!" Pacifica shouted as other students were noticing but she didn't care.
"Oh stop Northwest. I'm only teasing you but I do hope you come to be more comfortable with me since we are to be betrothed." Jeffery said with a smug smile.
"I'm not marrying you and I don't care what our parents say. I'm not interested you and never will!" Pacifica spat until Jeffery put a hand on Pacifica's shoulder.
"It would be in your best interest to be interested in marrying me Pacifica! Once my family is married into the Northwest family, our profits and business ventures will benefit our futures together and…our children's future." Jeffery said as he snaked his hand from Pacifica's shoulder to her breast in lust and Pacifica slapped him and everyone around began to gossip.
Jeffery noticed the whispers and decided to straighten himself up before people start getting the wrong idea about him even if he was in the wrong. He then cleared his throat and spoke again to Pacifica but this time in a more serious tone as he stared at her dead in the eye…
"Careful Pacifica. You are on thin ice one more of those and I will show you who truly owns your life. You will be more open to me and my family or suffer the consequences…" Jeffery said as he took his leave.
Pacifica just got her things and hurried to class while wiping away a few tears that hopefully no one saw but someone did…
After school, Pacifica went home in her limo. She was getting bombarded with texts and calls from Jeffery but she was in no mood to even respond back. For two years Jeffery's family had tried to be partners with the Northwest family but were unsuccessful since neither of their family businesses could combine unless through relation and/or marriage. As soon as Pacifica turned sixteen, her mother told Pacifica that she would be married to the Alan's eldest son Jeffery.
Once Pacifica arrived home she immediately saw her mother with a threateningly unpleasant face. Her mother opened the door of the limo and yanked Pacifica by the arm out of the vehicle and up to her eye level…
"Do you care to explain some things to me?" Priscilla demanded.
"What did I do wrong?" Pacifica said in defiance until she was slapped across the face.
"Two damn things Pacifica! One! You got a fucking B minus on Math!? How can you be this stupid!? We treat you to the best tutors this state has to offer and you still fail at local testing? I can't believe I have such an idiot of a daughter that can't even do numbers right! How do expect to run the Northwest name and company if you can't even educate yourself in Math correctly?" Priscilla shouted.
"I don't care about that! I want nothing to do with our family name! Especially since you are trying to marry me to that perverted guy Jeffery!" Pacifica shouted back.
"Speaking of which…This brings me to the second thing I wanted to talk with you about." Priscilla said as she let go of her daughter and crossed her arms expecting a good answer from Pacifica…
"Why is it that I got notified from the Alan family that my daughter publicly slapped her fiancé?" Priscilla demanded.
"Maybe if he would have kept his perverted hands off my breasts then he wouldn't feel my hand against his face!" Pacifica said in anger.
"What are you talking about!? I was told you were being crude towards him saying sexual things about making babies in a public restroom! Once Jeffery refused and told you he was about to call off the marriage, you slapped him!" Priscilla said.
"That's not true!" Pacifica shouted in defense.
"Sound about right to me! I've been hearing the stories Pacifica about you not acting like a real woman towards Jeffery! However, I chosen not to believe in them because there was no way my daughter was a slut…until today." Priscilla said.
"I'M NOT A SLUT YOU BIT-" Pacifica shouted until she was surprised to feel another slap but this time it was harder since it was from her father that came up without her noticing.
"Pacifica Elise Northwest! You do not talk to your mother that way!" Preston shouted as his daughter was on the ground in tears rubbing her face.
"Get inside now and get changed! We are going to the Alan's mansion tonight for dinner and you will say your apologies to young Jeffery for offending him so. If I hear one word of backtalk about it you'll be sorry you were ever born!" Preston shouted as he pointed to the door and Pacifica reluctantly walked inside…
An hour later…
Pacifica and her parents were being driven in the family limousine to the Alan's family manor on the other side of the town. Pacifica was dreading every single second she had to endure heading towards their destination. The only thing she brought with her, along with the most uncomfortable dress she ever worn, was her personal locket. It was a part of her necklace that she wore and she always brought it with her if she needed the strength to deal with something that made her feel the most uncomfortable.
"Pacifica. I've been meaning to ask you for a while now…What's that locket? I assumed it was a gift from Jeffery but he never took credit for giving you it." Priscilla said.
"I…bought it online. I thought it looked nice with my dresses so I only wear it on special occasions." Pacifica said as she lied about the last part but was convincing enough for her mother as she went back to her make up.
Pacifica was glad her mother didn't pursue further on the subject because this locket had a picture of someone inside. The person in the heart shape cut-out photo was boy she's known for four years and has given her the courage to stand up to her parents every time they were trying to control her life. However, Pacifica's parents stepped up their abuse in turn to regain order with their daughter and trying to make her into the woman she was about to become.
With a quick check to see if her parents were not noticing her before she opened the locket, she turned the nob three times and opened the small locket. With a small smile she said the boy's name in her head as a blush was forming on her cheeks…"Dipper."
Soon, the Northwest family arrived at the Alan's residence and got out of the limo to walk up to the entrance. Pacifica took in a deep breath ready to get this over with as she was ready to tell another lie for when she was supposed to apologize tonight even if she wasn't at fault. Priscilla then grabbed Pacifica by the arm and whispered in her ear…
"Be on your best behavior tonight! I will not tolerate any attitude from you." Priscilla said and Pacifica just looked away in disgust of her mother.
Pacifica couldn't believe that her parents believed a boy they only met for two years over their own daughter but on the other hand she kinda did believed it because her parents only saw Pacifica as a figure head. Neither of Pacifica's parents truly loved or trusted her since she was able to stand. She never even remembered the last time they even expressed any signs showing they cared about her like a true parent would. However, none of that mattered now as they all entered the mansion doors…
"Preston my friend, welcome." William Alan, head of the Alan family said.
"Will. So nice to see you again." Preston greeted as she shook William's hand.
"Please come in. Dinner is almost ready, tonight we are having lobster tail." William said.
"That sounds lovely, doesn't it Pacifica dear?" Priscilla said as she pinched the back of Pacifica's arm hard for a response out of her.
"Y-yes it does. Thank you for having us." Pacifica forced to say. However, William Alan just looked at Pacifica in disgust but lead the Northwest family in anyway.
The Alan family's dining hall was almost as big as the Northwest's but it didn't matter to Pacifica because she just wanted to get this over with. However, before she had a chance to apologize for something she didn't do, Pacifica was ordered to wait in the dining hall until the adults were done talking about business in the living room.
"This is ridiculous. I wish this was over with…" Pacifica said to herself thinking no one was around…
"Oh but the night is still so young Pacifica." Jeffery said as he came out of the shadows.
"Great just what I need…" Pacifica thought as she was already dreading this evening.
"Jeffery." Pacifica spat as he made his way in front of her then her face was met with a violent slap from Jeffery.
"That's for earlier today. I hope you can understand." Jeffery said with a smug look on his face but Pacifica just glared at him with serious eyes.
"Well I don't. As far as our supposed engagement, I'm going to make sure we never get married. Even if I was forced to attend the marriage, I will still tell the priest no when he asks if I'll be your damn wife!" Pacifica shouted again but was met with another slap. This time though, it knocked off her locket and it hit the floor.
"What's this?" Jeffery said as he picked up the locket.
"DON'T YOU DARE LOOK AT THAT!" Pacifica shouted but was met with a resisting push from Jeffery when she tried to get it back.
"This…This is that Pines boy!" Jeffery angrily said as he turned his focus back at Pacifica who finally snatched it back and clutched it in her hands.
"How dare you cheat on me with that lowlife piece of shit!? I should tell my parents and…" Jeffery shouted until he stopped and after a moment of thought…then he smiled.
"W-What?" Pacifica demanded then she heard him begin to laugh.
"This is actually what I need to make you marry me. If you agree to be my wife and forget about that Pines boy…I'll make sure neither of our parents catch wind of that little trinket." Jeffery threatened.
"W-What makes you think I care?" Pacifica said.
"Well… If you don't agree to my terms… Your family won't be partnered with mine." Jeffery said.
"So? Like I care about your stupid family being partnered with mine." Pacifica said.
"Oh but it gets worse. I can already predict that your life will be a living hell and your parents will not only make sure you don't see the light of day anymore…but neither will your little boy-toy Dipper." Jeffery threatened further.
"L-Leave Dipper out of this!" Pacifica demanded.
"Do as I say and he won't have to suffer from your mistake of not marrying me. Refuse…and the nightmare will only get worse for you." Jeffery said as he took his leave.
Pacifica just stood there with tears in her eyes as she looked at Dipper's photo. She then clutched it and held it to her chest in desperation…
"Dipper…What should I do?" Pacifica whispered as tears poured out even more…
Two hours later…
After Pacifica gave her false apology to the Alan family and they all had their dinner for the evening, the Northwest family finally headed home. Pacifica didn't care about her mother's lectures of being a proper woman in the future as she blocked her out. All Pacifica care about was going to bed and forgetting that this night ever happened.
Once the Northwest family got home, Pacifica made her way to her room and locked her door. Still in her dress, she collapsed on her bed not caring if it got ruined. Tears reforming, Pacifica took out her locket once more. As she looked at his smiling face in the small photo she began to breathe heavily. She wished it wasn't like this. She wished her abusive parents and Jeffery would just disappear and all Pacifica would have to worry about was how she was going to tell Dipper her feelings but that will never happen…
"Why did I have to fall in love with you Dipper?" Pacifica asked as she cried herself to sleep in knowing she would have to try to forget about Dipper Pines…but that was easier said than done.
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The next day Pacifica got up for school… Her father was at work trying to run his company in the upstate while her mother was on the phone having Pacifica's prom dress being ordered from overseas. Pacifica wished Jeffery wasn't her prom date. It's bad enough she might have to marry him and she didn't even want that neither. However, Pacifica's parents controlled everything including who she was seeing. If Pacifica had it her way she would have asked Dipper out to the prom regardless of the school gossip that followed.
When Pacifica got to school she saw Dipper at the entrance of the school talking with some of his friends and laughing. His smile warmed Pacifica's heart and made it beat with each breath he made. There was no doubt in her mind that Pacifica admired Dipper since the times she was saved by him twice. Once with her house being haunted and a second time when Bill tried to tear the town along with the world apart.
As Pacifica walked towards the entrance to get inside but also to be near Dipper, she was startled by Jeffery roughly grabbing Pacifica's hand.
"Good morning Pacifica my dear." Jeffery said expecting a response back.
"Morning." Pacifica spat under her breath. Thankfully it was enough for Jeffery as he forcefully escorted her towards the school.
Once Pacifica and Jeffery walked by Dipper, she caught a glance from Dipper as their two eyes met. Even if was split second she wished she could stare at them forever and forget about everything else in her life…
"Good morning Pacifica." Dipper greeted with a heartfelt smile.
"Go-"Pacifica started to say but was jerked away by Jeffery not allowing her to say anything to Dipper Pines of all people.
"Remember Pacifica…" Jeffery whispered with aggravation in his voice.
Once the school bell rung, everyone went to class. Thankfully, Pacifica didn't have any classes with Jeffery except the gym class but that wasn't until another two hours from now.
Pacifica's first class was Math the one she hated except for the one factor of Dipper being in it. However, he was two rows behind her and neither could talk with one another even if she wanted to…
Dipper's pov…
"Why did that Jeffery guy jerk Pacifica away like that? I get they both are a thing but there was no harm in saying good morning to a fellow classmate. Especially one whom I've known for years." Dipper thought as he was looking at Pacifica from two rows back.
"Dipper? What's the matter?" Mabel asked next to him in a whisper so neither of the twins could get in trouble in class.
"N-Nothing." Dipper lied as he was actually concerned about Pacifica and what she was going through with Jeffery. He knows it's none of his business but something was telling him something was wrong and he needed to get to the bottom of it.
After class, Dipper saw Pacifica was down the hall at her locker getting her books for her History class. He was about to talk with her until someone pushed him inside the men's restroom. After retaining his focus, Dipper noticed it was Jeffery that pushed him in the restroom.
"Get out." Jeffery said calmly to all the other male students in the restroom and they all did what he said out of fear.
"What do you want Jeffery!?" Dipper demanded.
"You to stay away from Pacifica." Jeffery said.
"What are you talking about?" Dipper said.
"I'm talking about earlier this morning when you were saying good morning to her. I know you two have a thing for each other but that stops right now!" Jeffery said as he jabbed Dipper hard in the gut.
"Y-You bastard! I knew something was wrong about you!" Dipper struggled to say as he grabbed his gut in pain because the air was knocked out of him.
"Understand this boy! (Jeffery grabbing Dipper by the chin to his eye level) You do not speak to Pacifica, you do not look at Pacifica, you do not even fucking think about Pacifica! If I find out you do anything that involves my fiancée, I'll make sure not only you suffer…but she will too and it would be all your FAULT!" Jeffery said as he roughly pushed Dipper's head and it hit against the restroom wall.
Dipper fell unconscious as his unresponsive body laid on the ground. Jeffery took his leave but before he left, he locked the restroom door so no one could get in once he closed it behind him. Dipper's head was slightly bleeding from the blow and from being unconscious it was a bad combination. It wasn't until 5 hours later until the janitor opened the door with his key and discover Dipper on the ground. Dipper was then rushed to the hospital and gossip about his injuries began to spread throughout the whole school since he was last seen with Jeffery…
Pacifica's pov…
Pacifica didn't see Dipper for the rest of the day until she heard the news about him being taken out of the school's restroom by paramedics. She didn't have to hear the gossip to know it was Jeffery. Every fiber in her being hated him before but now this has taken her animosity towards Jeffery in a whole new level.
"Damn Jeffery for what he's done to Dipper! Dipper didn't even do anything wrong!... I know it's probably because Jeffery felt jealous after seeing my locket of Dipper but this is taking it too far!" Pacifica thought to herself in her final class of the day which was Social Studies.
Thinking about Jeffery hurting Dipper like this made Pacifica snap her pencil on accident which made everyone look her way but no one dared asked Pacifica what was the matter because she looked like she was ready to murder someone right about now.
After school Pacifica couldn't find Jeffery anywhere. However, Pacifica did see Mabel sitting on a bench waiting in a deep depression for her great uncle Stanley to pick her up. Mabel wished she could have gone to the hospital with her twin brother but it was too late when she found out about Dipper. The school tried to notify Stanley from the number he left the school but no one answered. So Mabel had no choice but wait for him and let him know about Dipper so they could head to the hospital.
Pacifica didn't even realized that she was hurting more people other than herself or Dipper in all this mess. It's because she had to bring that stupid locket to the dinner at the Alan's residence last night and Jeffery finding out about it. Now Mabel is hurt too and it made Pacifica feel awful inside as she saw Mabel crying her eyes out from afar.
"What a pathetic sight, isn't?" Jeffery said next to Pacifica as she now noticed him beside her.
"…You bastard. How could you do this?" Pacifica said softly but her anger was boundless.
"The more important question is how I could not have? He deserved to be put in his place. Those who challenge my authority will be punished. The weak should know there place and-" Jeffery said until he was slapped with all Pacifica's strength.
"YOU BITCH!" Jeffery said as he was about to backhand Pacifica. However, everyone including teachers and staff members saw him. So Jeffery restrained himself and walked away in anger but wasn't going to let this go.
"P-Pacifica?" Mabel said softly behind Pacifica and she turned to face her.
"Mabel…I-I'm so sorry…about all of this." Pacifica said as she walked away with her own tears.
Pacifica got in her limo and told the driver to go. She didn't want to drag Mabel into her nightmare any further and that went double for Dipper as well. She was about to end it all before it got any worse and she only thought of one way out of it all…
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Once Pacifica got home, she didn't even wait for the driver to open the door of the limo as she got out herself and ran inside. Both her mother and her father tried to stop her to scold her about slapping Jeffery again in public but she didn't care as she pushed through to her bedroom doors and locked them behind her. She then pushed her heavy dresser in the door so no one could come in…
Pacifica then turned her attention to her locket…she lifted it up…and slammed it on the ground. It broke apart and Pacifica used the broken half to slice open her vain on her wrist. Blood was pouring out as she was ready to die to save Dipper and his family from her nightmare. She was done with her parents ridicule and abuse, she was done with Jeffery's torment and violent behavior…but most of all…Pacifica was done putting Dipper, her love, in harm's way.
As coldness over-came her body, she saw the photo of Dipper from her locket. Pacifica's blood was on the face of the photo and Pacifica cried. She wished she could have at least told him how she felt…but the time for regrets had past…
The last thing Pacifica saw before she blacked out from loss of blood was her door being busted open and her dresser pushed over. She assumed it was her parents but at least she would have the satisfaction of letting them know that her blood was on their hands and Jeffery's as well…
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At the Gravity Falls Hospital…
Dipper awaken from being unconscious and his head was throbbing. He was in the medical room with an I.V. machine attached to him and bandages wrapped around his head. He saw outside of the room his Grunkle Stan arguing something to the doctor but when he turned the other way he saw Mabel asleep on his bedside.
"I'm sorry to make you worry Mabel." Dipper said softly as he lightly petted his sleeping sister's head.
Suddenly, there was a stretcher going past Stan outside of Dipper's room in a hurry. Dipper then noticed in that split second who was on that stretcher…Pacifica.
TO BE CONTINUED…
AN: What you guys think? I hope it wasn't over the top but if it was too much for you all, I won't continue it. Please let me know in the reviews and thank you for reading…BYE.