A/N : Woah? Is that…
Oh I thought she died…
No, I'm alive. I haven't posted in forever I know. This is a short abuse one shot.
Anyway, I am not JK Rowling.
I wish I was, that would be super cool. :D Lolz, anyway. Thanks to anyone reading this, I know it's bad but it was a writing warm up for my essay for Social Studies. I have to write a letter to my soldier. If my letter is any good I'll post it but change a little bit. Thanks guys, I love you so much. Your support for me is amazing, and about the reading the deathly hallows. That isn't cancelled. I promise. I'm just super busy. I know, annoying excuses. I hate myself for not posting. I'll try to… It's just difficult.
Dear Diary,
I think that if it were all just gone it would be easier. As an angel I mean? Or even if there is no life after death, just the nothingness would be appreciated compared to what I'm going through. Daddy was drunk again last time I was home. He pushed me into the wall and I'm getting bigger so I just went straight through. He threatened to kill me, and God I wish he would. It would be so much better if I were dead.
Mary wanted to visit this Summer, I asked if I could go to her house, but she said no. She doesn't believe that I can't have people over. But I can't…..
Little girl
Covers her face
Shrinks down so small
Cause she feels invisible that way
And she's hiding
The truth with her lies
She's living scared
That he'll make her die
She's eleven now
Don't know what it takes
To please him enough
To take the pain away
And she's hiding
The truth with her lies
She's living scared
That he'll make her die
Teenage girl
With a bruise on her face
She decides
Why not run away
And she's hiding
The truth with her lies
She's living scared
That he'll make her die
I walk
Down the stairs
Bag slung on my back
And my daddy sees
And comes closer to me
Suddenly
I'm being embraced
By the warm arms of an angel
Cause I'm long gone
And I'm going home
I'm going home… I'm about to jump off the astronomy tower. I need to be free. I need my wings to fly.
Love,
Lily Marie Evans
James read over the diary entry, and ran towards the tower.
He saw a girl there, alone, tears streaming down her face, and she walked slowly back and forth looking over the edge, getting in a position to jump, and then walking away again.
"Don't do it," He said quietly.
"Why would you care?" She asked softly eying the book in his hand.
"Because," He said gently walking towards her. "You're an amazing girl. I can invite you to live at my house. My parents wouldn't mind."
She gave him a strange look.
"In a spare bedroom of course." He said quickly.
She smiled, and surprisingly hugged him.
"Thank you," she whispered in his ear.
"Any time," He said softly.
Dear Diary,
It's been a long day, so I didn't kill myself. As I said I would, but I did, surprisingly enough make a very unexpected friend.
James Potter.
He was so sweet to me, he found out about the abuse, and he invited me to live with him (spare bedroom of course)
And, well, I was so touched.
Lily Marie Evans
As she slipped into sleep, she thought, 'I'm glad that I'm not alone."