I Chapter one: UGH!
A/N: Hey everyone this is my first fanfiction and one of the only things I have posted on line. I hope to do a lot of chapters so if you don't like this comment and tell me what to do better and I will try really hard. Also, if you love Glee (and gays) then check out my friends' story. It is amazing and about Kurt and Fins relationship. Trust me you won't be sorry. .net/u/2563022/abrainiac .This takes place over the summer after they lost regional's but even though it slightly follows the story it is (a/u) So let's get this show on the road!
Disclaimer: I do not own Glee. I also don't own Rachel Berry (and I don't want to) but I do want to own her gay dads. I also do not own Vogue.(i kind of want to their pants are CUTE)
UGH! If I could copy myself 11 times we would have won that stupid competition. I guess that would have meant it would hurt 11 times more seeing Jesse. IT'S NOT FAIR! I don't deserve this. I mean I am the best in Glee club and I do great in school but then Jesse has to come storming in like some prince charming and sweep me off my feet then throw me off the highest tower where I shall ever fall trying to grasp his muscular arms.
It's just aggravating that before this year and glee club starting I had a great time. My dad's were the only parents I knew of and I wasn't always so sad. UGGHHHH! Now I am crying. Rachel Barry crying? This just isn't me. Everything in my life is slowly crumbling. My dad's have been distant after I was mean to Kurt and told him he had no chance with Fin. Honestly, not even I have a chance with Fin. After Quinn betrayed him I don't think he is in any mood to date.
The thing nobody else knows is that he said he loved me at the competition. For once I was nervous to be in a competition and when we lost I looked at his face and I knew that all my chances of love were over. I do love Fin and I do care for Kurt but nobody gets that. I know how hard it is in the real world to be gay. People attack my house and threaten both my parents' lives but they stay together because they have each other. Until Kurt finds a safe haven he will be thankful for me and maybe we can be friends. I push him hard because if he wants to get to Broadway where gays are accepted he will have to be ready and I am the only one that can help him do that.
I think we all need a guy like Fin. Someone to make us laugh and help us get through it all. Even Kurt would be great but he is too big of a competition and if we got close and I slipped too many tricks he could bumped me out of first place. I know it is stereotypical but I am tired of having the worst clothes and Kurt has the most fabulous fashion I have ever seen. Not even Craig (one of my dads who works at Vogue) has that kind of style. But I am just getting ahead of myself. For right now Fin will do.
*Ring, Ring* *Ring, Ring*. "Hello?" Fin said his voice unknowingly as ever. "Hey it's Rachel, Um I was wondering if you wanted to get a slushie that we drink instead of getting one throw in our face." I said with a little chuckle. I checked myself trying to keep the giggling AND NOT bazaar. I know I am OCD it is just something I was born with and I wish I could control it but it is like a tape worm eating me alive.
I've tried to stop primping myself ever time I come in contact with a mirror. I find so many things wrong with myself and all I want to do is fix them and that's why even though I am the best singer and student at William McKinley High School I am the worst person anyone will ever meet.
"Yea sounds...Refreshing" Fin joked bring me back to reality. "Okay see you then" I noted smiling then abruptly stopping when I remembered he couldn't see me. I quickly got ready knowing that it takes men (besides Kurt) half the time to groom themselves than girls. I hopped down the stairs flushed but smiling proudly. "Daddy?" I walked into the kitchen to see my other dad William. "Yes, Hunny?" he asked while some sauce or soup.
"Fin and I were going to get a slushie and hang out, is that okay?" I asked stuttering inside my head but I knew it wasn't noticeable to anyone else. "Sure, just be back before dinner, Craig has an announcement to make" He said it so serious I was speechless. "Umm O-o-o-o-Kay" That was a noticeable stutter. Gosh, I feel like Tina. Opps I didn't mean that Tina is great. Just UGHHHH!
I grabbed my white purse and walked out the door and into my brand new 2010 Volkswagen beetle. It was Gold of course just like a star. I unlocked the door and sat down shifting my butt until I was in a comfortable position and began driving. I drove past Artie who live in my neighborhood and said hi. When we were in elementary school we used to spend ever second together but once my hormones and OCD kicked in the friendship ended. He was the only one that knew me before I became a monster.
I felt bad for him since he couldn't drive he was forced to roll around on his wheelchair. I drove past feeling guilty and then pulled in to a strangers drive way and turned around. I rolled down my window and starred for a moment at his shocked face "You need I lift" I questioned nonchalantly. He nodded and wheeled around to the passenger seat. I opened the door and walked around and used every bit of arm muscle to get him in the seat. Then I folded his rusty little wheelchair and carefully put it in the back.
I got back in my seat and then asked "Where are you headed?" He looked up still shocked and replied "To Tina's house, she is leaving today for Asian Camp." I nodded and drove down a few streets before talking again. "Listen, I know we used to be friends and I miss it. This summer has made me realize that I am a horr-". he cut me off and told me "It's not your fault I get it. I really appreciate this and since Tina will be gone all summer I will need someone to hang out with" He smiled and I reciprocated.
After a going down and street and making a turn I pulled into Tina's driveway. "How did you know where her house was?" Oh I went to a sleepover at her house freshman year, I have great memory." I walked to the passenger side of the car unfolded the wheelchair and helped him into it. I made a mental note that it is easier to get him out of the car rather than in. I rolled him up to the door and rang the doorbell. "Bye, Thanks" He winked at me and smiled brighter. I nodded and went back to my car.
Carefully pulling out of the driveway I drove off only minutes away from Slushie Town. When I got there I didn't see Fins car. I did see one that looked like his moms but he would never leave his precious Mustang around. I locked my car door making certain no criminals could get in and walked into the place that would hopefully be me and Fins favorite date restraint. I looked around to see no sign of Fin then glanced towards the bathroom seeing a tall man that was Fin.
(A/N) So what did you think? Did I capture you and are you now wondering what happens on the date? This story is just writing itself just like the already written story by my friend Abrainiac. .net/u/2563022/abrainiac .Cheers guys and get ready for chapter two that has yet to be named. Comment and give me good feedback. Or bad I need all the help I can get. Also as a note all the chapters besides this one will be read over by abrainiac and she will make the little errors correct and help me out so the other chapters will be by me but better with the help of her. Do I sound like Rachel? I wanted to bring a different side of her, the mind nobody sees and Rachel apparently just wrote herself onto this page. So see you next chapter and have fun!