Hey everyone :)

This is my first ever fan fiction I hope you all like please review if you like it, love it or just plain hate it

And my Bella will be a bad-ass woman who is now 20 years old like me and swears like a sailor

I don't own twilight though I wish I did then there would be no Edward whatsoever anyway Read and Review please thank you

Anyway ENJOY!

'Thoughts'

"Talking"

Bella's point of view (POV)

It happened only 2 weeks after my 18th birthday; the most heart breaking, horrible experience anyone could of live through. No-one could ever predict this would happen not even Alice and she could even see the fucking future.

I didn't even knew my human life would end this this. Anyway I'm getting too far ahead of myself lets start at the beginning. My name is Isabella Marie Swan but i like to be called Bella and it's my 20th birthday so its happy fucking birthday to me and I guess I should tell you the day my life became a fucking living hell. I was born in Forks, yeah i know who called a town by a dumb name, my parents Charlie Swan and Renee. For the first 6 years after i was born. We were a happy family but Renee got tried of the small town and the weather because lets be honest who wants to live in a town where it wets and fucking cold all the time so we moved. I moved back to Forks just after my 17 birthday and stayed there for about 2 years but in those 2 years i didn't know what a big mistake it was.

It was where i meet the Cullen's (believe me if you could hear the venom the moment i said this you would shit yourself) at first i didn't know who there are or what they were. i just knew there were inhumanly beautiful and too good to be true. Well you probably already know the story so i wont bore you with the details so lets skip after Edward left me in the woods where i was found by Sam the Alpha wolf.

6 months went by after i was abandoned by Edward, i went into a deep depression where i wouldn't eat, drink, sleep or even take a shower unless i was forced to by my Dad. My dad and I never really showed our emotions very well to each-other but i know my dad was really scared at the way i was being. But at the time i thought i lost my soul mate, I didn't know my real one was out there just waiting for me.

I have no idea who that is but i will find out if it's the last thing i ever do as a human or as a vampire.

Cliff-hanger!

So tell me what you think of my fan fiction and thank you everyone who read it and I don't know the pairing yet but there is a vote and here is the pairings

I will try to make it longer next time if I have enough reviews to carry on

And I'm also sorry that most of the words don't go together correctly i swear it does in my head but i do have English problems so keep that in mind when you read it

By the way i was born in England but i struggle with English how funny is that!

Should i make Bella into a vampire when she finds her mate or as a human? what do you think?

Honest reviews and any bullying towards me i will block you thank you

Personally i like Marcus x Bella but that is just me.

Jasper x Bella

Caius x Bella

Marcus x Bella

Aro x Bella

Carlisle x Bella

Peter x Bella