Summary: Anna Diamond is James Diamond's little sister. And she's sent to live with BTR in L.A. for an attitude change. But her behavior doesn't stop. Can the Big Time Rush boys help her before things spin too out of control?

Disclaimer: I don't own Big Time Rush.

Chapter 1

Anna's POV

Cold blade, cold skin, surprisingly warm blood. The pain was both refreshing and agonizing. I wiped my arm and pulled down my sleeve. I did this every day when I could. Cutting was no longer a foreign concept to me, but a familiar comfort.

Who am I? Anna Marie Diamond. I'm fifteen. My brother is James Diamond, Big Time Rush's pretty boy band member. He makes up the band with his three best friends Carlos, Logan and Kendall. They're not bad, for a boy band I guess. Then again, they just passed their first year.

I heard my phone ringing from my bedroom. Probably James trying to check up on me. I rolled my eyes. They all think I'm crazy. They're too nice to admit it, but I know they think I'm crazy. Why else would they not want to take me to L.A.? They took their chance to get away from me. I know it.

I'm not crazy nor am I emo. I'm not. There's just been some bad memories I had that changed my life. No one can change what happened no matter how hard they tried.

I heard my phone ring again and I sighed. I walked out of the bathroom and went over to the nightstand. I read the caller ID. James. I sighed and let it go to voicemail.

Hey Little Sister. How's Minnesota? Staying out of trouble? Hope so. We just got out of a intense rehearsal with Gustavo. But then again, when isn't it intense? I'm really worried about you Annie. You're distancing yourself away from the people who just want to help. I wish you could come to L.A. on your vacation. I love you and I miss you. Talk to you later.

Psht. Yeah right. I deleted that message and saw I had a few others. All from Logan, Kendall, Carlos and more from James. Wow. I clicked a recent one from Logan and checked it.

Hey. What rock are you hiding under? You're not answering any calls and we're all getting really concerned. I know you're thinking this is all an act but it's not. We all love you Anna and we care about you. Please call me back soon if you can, Doodlebug. It'll be okay. I promise.

I rolled my eyes at his baby name for me. I heard Mom yelling my name. I put my phone away and soon she came in.

"Lights out Anna," she said. "You have school tomorrow."

I rolled my eyes. "Whatever."

"Anna."

"Okay, okay, I'm going. Sheesh."

"Don't give me attitude. Goodnight."

"Goodnight."

James's POV

I sat on the couch, looking down at my phone. Carlos and Logan were arguing over something stupid again and Kendall was watching a Minnesota Wild game. I hadn't expect Anna to call back but I still wanted a sign that she knew we were there for her. That I was there for her. I had a feeling I knew why she was hurting but I didn't want to say anything. Her cutting was an act of grief and misery. Everything else was just an extra.

"James? James?" Kendall's voice cut me out of my thoughts.

"What?" I looked over at him.

"You OK? You look a little lost?"

"Yeah. I'm fine."

"Thinking about Anna?"

I nodded. He sat down next to me and placed a hand on my shoulder.

"She'll be OK dude."

"How do you know? My little sister's hurting about something and I don't know enough to help her."

"Her vacation's coming up soon. You'll be able to see her. Your mom and my mom have been talking."

I looked over at him. "They have?"

Kendall nodded with a smile. "It'll be OK. Don't worry."

Anna's POV

The next day I got up, took a shower and put on black shorts and a black tank top. I slipped on my flats and walked downstairs. My Mom was at the counter making breakfast. She turned around, saw my outfit and rolled her eyes. By now she was used to this.

"Anna, you look too depressed. Go change."

"No. I want to wear this."

She sighed. "Fine. You're only torturing yourself."

I rolled my eyes and sat down at the counter. She put a plate of pancakes in front of me and I took it in piece by piece. I heard the bus roll up outside. I grabbed my bag and Mom kissed my cheek.

"Have a good day sweetheart. Love you."

I rolled my eyes. I went out to the bus and got on. I sat by myself in the middle, my head leaning against the window. My phone buzzed in my pocket. I took it out and saw a text from Carlos. I groaned and opened it.

Miss you Angel Cake. Have fun at school.

I sighed and put my phone away. Was it okay to miss them even though I'm pissed

Author's Note: Sorry this is so short. But it gives you a little intro. Hopefully the next chapter will be better.