There's something you should know about me. Im not normal. I want to be normal but I cant. Ever since the summer of 2008 and after that camp. Im anything but normal. This is a diary. My diary on the summer my life changed.
2 days before camp
Mum was sending me away to camp. Probably just wanted to get rid of me so she could meet up with all her boyfriends that she seemed to have every other night. Iv never met my dad. My mum's told me about him…mostly when she's drunk it all just comes out. How kind and caring he was and blah blah blah. I'm over him now but not mum she still cry herself to sleep at night and moans about ho she has to look after me. I wish I had someone. Someone to go to when im hurt or feeling sad or even just someone to annoy. Like a little brother or sister. Camp Walden for girls oh how exiting. Not. I cant believe she's doing this to me. ME at camp? No ones going to want to be friend with me. Its going to be 9th grade all over again. Sitting alone at break times watching other groups of girls giggling about me or some boy they fancy. Its just not fair.
1 day before camp
"Bags packed? Are you ready for the thrill of a life time?"
HA! Did you hear that? Thrill of a lifetime? Honestly I really think mums loosed a few bolts over the years. And yes my bloody bags are packed. What do you think iv been doing in here for the past few hours? Well im off to camp tomorrow…whoopee. Im in some house called the wallabies. I hope the other "wallabies" girls are nice.
"got to leave the house at the crack of dawn"
excuse me? Dawn? Nu huh im getting up whenever the hell I want to get up and im going to get up hmmm lets see…after the bus has left the driveway to take me to camp. Mum says twill be good for me to get some fresh air. Fresh air? The only air im gonna get at camp is filled with animals breath and other thins YUK. At least here at home im getting some air "fresh" air straight out the AC's. better get to bed before mum has a fit.
On the bus 1
Yay im on the bus heading for hell. Aint it exiting? Its not fair all the other girls came with there friends. I don't have any of those so I couldn't come with them. I recognise a few girls form my school. Look theres Slutty Suzie and all her crew oh and over there is bone breaking betty. How wonderful. Not. This is NOT going to be a pleasant summer. Why do I have to be here? Why cant I just stay at home or go somewhere exiting like rome? Or just SOMEWHERE. Oh *sigh* what a bore. Well got like 2 hours to go till I hit the centre of the earth and melt from lameness so might as well have a nap.