Me: My head hurts.
Mims: Why?
Me: I mixed Sudafed, adderall, and Dayquil together. It gives you a nice buzz and makes me really hyper, but damn the comedown is a bitch.
Cautai: That's what you get for taking drugs.
Me: Hey! You're not the one with the damn cold!
Cautai: Don't really care, write my story!
Me: … I hate you two so much right now. So this is technically another story that I'm writing, I'm up to –checks computer- oh god, I've got five chapter stories now. Yeah well, this one isn't really going to be worked on for a while after this chapter. I'll fully explain myself in the end note, so if you like this and want to read more make sure to read that. Oh! I made an AMV in my drugged out state. It took me 6 hours, but I think it's really good, so go to the youtube link on my profile and check it out. This one actually loaded right and I'm very proud of it. I did a shit load of editing and scene cutting, so I want to know what people think of it.
Disclaimer: I don't own this…period, end of story. Well, not the end of this story, but the end of the conversation …shutting up now.
Warning: It's another M from yours truly, like I really do anything else. Suggestive language, perverted Axel, Reno's mouth, maybe more in the next chapter, haven't decided yet.
Pairing:If you are one of my Akuroku fans then you're going to kill me for this chapter, it's Roxas x Reno, but later on it goes to Akuroku, eventually…maybe…I blame Cautai!
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God has to hate me, he just has to. If he didn't then I wouldn't be tortured like this, I wouldn't be hearing this right now. My angel wouldn't be in the other room with that man and I wouldn't be listening to him say those things. It just wouldn't be happening. No, it would be me in that room, me saying those things, and me getting those responses. You're probably wondering what the hell I'm talking about right now; you're probably going 'Axel, who's in the other room with what man? What are they saying? And more over Axel, why do you care?' To that I have to say, how the hell do you know my name?! No, I don't have to say that, after all you are reading something I'm writing. I think I need to explain myself a bit, but to do that I have to start at the beginning, if I don't you won't understand at all.
About six months ago I found myself without a roommate, not a good situation for a broke college student. What it came down to was that I couldn't afford my apartment on my own and my old roomy wouldn't move back in, something about me being a sex crazed lunatic. I only had wild sex with the neighbor in the kitchen once, ONCE! But Demyx just had to walk in on us and all I heard for two days straight was bitch, bitch, bitch. I don't really remember what he was bitching about; I kind of tuned him out. Besides, it's not like I never caught him and Zexion going at it. Sure, I probably shouldn't have asked to join, but that was a joke. Getting off topic, where was I again? Oh right, no roommate, broke, apartment, and what not. So as I was basically about to get kicked out for not making rent I put an add up at my college looking for a replacement roommate. I'll tell you, the freaks who applied. There was this one girl, I think her name was Yuffie, who showed up with this giant throwing star and called herself a ninja. There was this other one, some dude named Sephiroth, who met up with me with this huge sword on his back. I swear they all had weapons, every single applicant.
Just when I had been about to give up hope of ever finding a roomy he called. When he called me on the phone to see if I had found anyone I knew he was the one. I still don't know what kind of one he was to me, but he was it. He had the most beautiful voice I had ever heard, it was like sunshine…what? Sunshine has a noise, I swear it does. Getting off subject again. So I decided to meet up with this guy before I declared that he could move in, you know, to make sure he wouldn't kill me in my sleep or something. We met at a coffee shop and he was almost half an hour late. When I was just about to leave and resign myself to being homeless he walked in. At first I didn't know it was him, but I was ready to ask the blond, blue eyed, sex on legs, angel who came through the door to move in anyway. If you haven't already guessed he is GORGEOUS!!! When he walked over to me I had to stop myself from jumping him.
"Hey," he said and my resolve not to simply jump him wavered slightly, "Are you Axel?"
"Yeah," my voice sounded steady, I have no idea how to this day because my hormones had flared up along with…other things.
"I'm Roxas, I called about the apartment."
"Oh," smart response huh? "Oh, yeah, um, great."
"If it's already taken I can keep looking," his eyes, those perfect blue eyes, looked at me with the slightest hint of confusion.
"NO!" I practically yelled, immediately kicking myself for doing so, "I mean, no it's not taken yet. You just startled me, that's all."
"Okay," he looked slightly taken aback by my response, not that I could blame him.
"Um, why don't you sit down and we can get to know each other, see if we're a good match," I motioned to the chair across the table from me.
"Sure."
Alright, so to cut a very long and probably boring conversation short here's what happened from there on, the abridged version if you will. I learned that he loved ice cream, was a photography major, was allergic to mint, hated the color pink, and (most importantly) is gay. I told him about myself…I think. Don't look at me like that, I was a little too busy staring into those perfect eyes and celebrating the fact that I had a shot at nailing him into the kitchen counter to actually remember what I said. He moved in the next day and I then learned something very interesting, he had a boyfriend. Some asshole named Reno. The foul mouthed jerk helped my blond angel move in. I had to fight the urge not to simply strangle the guy the instant I saw him following Roxas into my apartment. Yeah, I know, I'm possessive, but damn it, Roxas is MINE! Or at least he will be as soon as I get rid of Reno.
Oh! Did I mention that Reno is a redhead like myself? Turns out Roxas has a thing for redheads. The guy even has facial tattoos like me, but mine are awesome and his are just ridiculous looking. I have these great triangles under my eyes while he just has these weird slash things. The bastard thinks they look good too, idiot. What was I talking about again? Right, Roxas was moving in. So after my blond had finished unpacking with that bastard following him around everywhere we all went out for dinner. Now like I said before, I'm a broke college student, so I can't exactly afford a nice meal. When I suggested just getting some fast food Reno had to go and say he'd take us all out somewhere nice. Apparently he's the bodyguard to some executive and makes a shitload of money. That also means that he's probably a good fighter, so I couldn't exactly take him. I'm not a bad fighter myself, but I'm not an idiot, I can't be if I want to get my engineering degree.
Reno took us to a fancy restaurant, and I do mean fancy. It was the kind of place that my parents used to take me on my birthday when I was younger, but would never go otherwise. The jerk wad then ordered for my angel and told me to get whatever I wanted. Now usually when someone else is paying for my meal I search the menu for the cheapest thing out of curtsey, but when Reno ordered Roxas a thirty dollar steak I nearly lost my mind. How could that ass just throw money away like that? I mean it's just food, not like it sticks around to be appreciated later on. And the fact that he was spending that on Roxas, well that just irked me. So I got the same damn thing, just to make him pay. Dinner was interesting, to say the least. It consisted mostly of me glaring at Reno, Reno smirking at me while touching Roxas, and Roxas being completely oblivious to either of us and talking about school.
When we finally headed back to my apartment, I mean Roxas and my apartment, Reno pulled me aside. "Don't touch him," he hissed.
"I have no idea what you mean," I said defensively.
"You do to know what I mean," something in those blue eyes said it all, I was probably going to die, "If you ever so much as lay a finger on him I will personally rip out your intestines through your mouth."
"Well isn't that a lovely image," I'm never one to back down from a challenge, and I'll be damned if that wasn't a challenge, "But I still have no idea what you mean."
"Don't fuck with me."
"I'd rather fuck with him," signed my death warrant right there, pretty sure of it.
"Really?" Reno turned back to Roxas, "Hey Roxy?"
"Hm?" Roxas looked over at us, completely unaware of any threats that had passed between him and I.
Reno just walked over to him and brought their lips together. His eyes stayed fixed on me, his challenge obvious, while Roxas' slid shut. Now a normal person would have gotten the message when Reno did that, I'm not normal. This was a direct challenge to me and I was going to take it. That's when I vowed that no matter what, Roxas was going to be mine.
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Me: And there we have the first chapter of To Be.
Cautai: Tell them about the whole update thing!
Me: Right. So, like I said in the beginning note this is the fifth chapter story I currently have, and that's more than I can handle at the moment. I had to get the first chapter down was all, if I didn't I probably would have lost it for all eternity and that would have made me sad. Basically this is going to be the replacement for Therapy once it's done. I figured I needed a dark story, a random story, a smut story, and a fluff story, so this will be my fluff story when I actually have time to write it. You can feel free to alert this, but don't expect anything to be updated for a few weeks, or at least until a week after the last chapter of Therapy. Because of the rather heavy writing load I've taken on I'm not going to do review replies in the beginning of each chapter like with my other stories. I'm going to respond to all reviews, but you'll just receive a review reply rather than getting it in the note.