I DO NOT OWN TWILIGHT

Bella POV

I can't live like this anymore. I'm done not being able to live because of a sick, sparkly bastard abandoning me and having me to believe he will come back when I know for a fact that he didn't and still doesn't give a shit about me.

Charlie is gone, stressing over me and working so hard took a toll on him. His heart couldn't take it anymore. I somewhat blame his death on myself. I was so focused on Edward leaving me that I wasn't realizing what my zombie-like state was doing to my father. He deserved a better daughter, but I'm not going to dwell on that. It's been a year since he died, and I've been in this house moping. No more of that.

I am 19 years old and I need to act like it.

"It's time to make a changed Bella," I said to myself. And that changed was going to happen today.

I grabbed my car keys and purse and head out the door, then proceeded to hop in my truck that was really on its last leg and paused for a moment. It's time to make a change right? A new car it is.

At the car dealership, I bought the newest silver jeep. Perfect. The salesman handed me my keys and I practically skipped to my new car. I looked in my rear view and saw a smile, the first one I've had in about two years. Time to make more change.

I drove to the mall and in the spur of the moment, I decided to get my hair cut and colored. In the end, I wounded up with wavy, a little shorter than mid back, brown hair with blonde and mahogany highlights. I looked hot. I also went shopping for new clothes, more revealing and girly. It took me two hours to purchase an entire new wardrobe. No more baggy clothes that were meant to be hidden in. I have a nice body and I need to show it.

After my shopping trip there was one more change I needed to make.

Sam POV

I was finishing up my patrol around La Push when I scented someone, someone I haven't seen or heard from in a long time. Is that...Bella?

I phased back into my human form, slipped on my shorts and t-shirt and followed the strawberry and vanilla scent. It lead me to a large house, one of the nicer, updated ones in La Push. In front, I saw Bella or should I said the new and improved Bella. She looked great, she changed her hair and she stood with a little more confidence. I'm happy for her. She was in front of a short Quiliete man with a paper and briefcase in his hand.

I walked up a little further and heard their conversation,

"Pleasure doing business with you Ms. Swan, you will love this ancient historic home." The man said, shaking her hand.

"Bella?" I cautiously asked from behind her. She jumped and turned around. Seeing me her eyes widened, "Oh! Sam you scared me. Long time no see! How are you?" Even her voice sounded livelier, not the shy and timid voice she used to speak with. I liked hearing her like this. I've always seen Bella as a younger sister. Since finding her in the woods when Edward left her, I've been there to make sure she was alright, and when Charlie died, Some of the pack and I came almost everyday until one day, she just stopped letting us come in. She excluded herself from the rest of the world and it broke my heart. But now, she looked better and I was so happy to see her like this.

"I'm great, not to be rude but what are you doing here?" She giggled and pointed to the large house, "I just bought this house. I'm moving here!" She said cheerfully. I was beyond happy. It would be great having Bella this close, the old fund Bella we all knew and loved before she dated that leech. "Bells that's great!"

Bella POV

It was great to see Sam again. I was so excited about moving to La Push and getting out of that house in Forks. There were just too many depressing memories there and Charlie will always be in my heart and he will be missed, but it's time to move on, I've cried long enough. Charlie would be proud.

"Sam could you and the pack maybe come help me move, I'll be all packed by tomorrow morning and I'll rent a moving truck."

"No need, we have trucks already and we would be glad to help."

"Oh thank you so much Sam," I said, whilst wrapping him in a tight hug. He had no idea how grateful I was.

"No problem Bella, now let's seen the inside of the pack's new hangout," he said winking at me. I giggled and beamed as I opened the door to my new home. I've always considered the pack as family and I've missed them so much these past couple of years, especially one specific wolf. I know I shouldn't have shut them out of my life like that, but I just couldn't face reality. Edward had left and the Charlie...I just couldn't.

Im just glad that I have the chance to rekindle the relationships that I missed.

We walked through the threshold. As soon as we entered, we were in the large living room. The walls were white with bamboo floors. There was a large 3-sectioned window right next to the door. The house was open concept and was very bright and welcoming. I think I will love a happy life in my new home.

(A/N not gonna bore you guys with a description of Bella's home. A picture of it will be a link I will put on my profile, and her car)

*End of house tour*

We stood outside of the beautiful home. I started talking Sam all of the things I could do to make the home feel more home-like. I started talking about planting flower beds and further and I know I was ranting but if felt so good to be myself again. Change is a good thing.

Sam POV

Hearing Bella ramble on and on about her new house was refreshing. This was the old Bella, but with an edge that I liked. She has changed into the strong goddess I always knew she was.

I chuckled, "Bella, as much as I would love to hear about your plans for this house, you need to get home and start packing."

Her eyes widened, "Oh! Yes I don't have much time, thanks for reminding me. Listen, come to my house around 8 tomorrow morning with a truck, I'm not sure how much I can fit in my jeep."

"New car?" I said, eyeing the car keys in her hand and the silver jeep across the street.

Bella blushed. No matter how much she changed, she could never lose her signature blush.

"Yeah. I gotta go, thanks for everything Sam, I mean that from the bottom of my heart. I'll text you. " I waved to her as she walked across the street to her new car, "Any time Bella, see ya later." With that, I proceeded to walk to my home, just a block away. I couldn't wait to see my imprint, Emily.

Paul POV (finallyyyyyy)

"Oh fuck Pauly! You feel so good inside me, fuck me harder, oh my...FUCK!"

"Don't call me that!"

I swear I have to check these girls' IQ before I have them come over. So far, it seems like 98% of the girls I meet at bars are all stupid. Tonight, I was hooking up with this blonde bombshell. She was young, probably 17 or 18, I wouldn't know, I don't ask because I can care less. She had blonde hair that was obviously dyed and tan skin. She also had a great rack and nice long legs.

I slammed into her roughly and grunted. She wasn't the worst pussy I've ever had, definitely not the best.

After we came, I flipped her on her hands and knees and proceeded to slam into her roughly. Fuck that felt good. She was dripping wet and her juices coated her thighs and my dick. Watching her juices drip onto my sheets encouraged me even further. I grabbed her waist and slammed her body onto mine roughly. She moaned. I reached my hand down to rub her clit as I fucked her from behind. She was going wild. I loved it. This, sex, made me forget, forget that I was a parent less loser with no direct path in life and to top it off, I'm a freak of nature that is bound to this wasteland forever.

After I was done, I noticed the girl whose name I forgot was obviously tapped out. Usually the girls I sleep with leave right after but she's one of the exceptions.

In the morning, I woke up before her and check my phone, 5 AM and 1 message from Sam. It read, "Paul, we need your help moving Bella's things to her new home. She back." I smiled. The last time I saw the beautiful Bella was before I phased. She use to always hang out with us and I may have even fallen for her. But that was long ago, before she ran with leeches,before she shut everyone out...before I phased.

I decided to make breakfast since I was hungry and I decided to not be a dick and make the girl on my bed some too. I made pancakes and bacon with a side of beer of course. Not that beer or any alchoholic substance did anything, I just loved the little sting it gave when it went down my throat.

She woke up and said in her high pitched, really annoying voice, "Good morning Pauly! You made breakfast? Smells so yummy," I rolled my eyes

"Yeah come get some." She plopped on a bar stool and helped herself. "So Pauly, what's on the agenda for today?" I almost choked on my bacon, did she really think that this was something long term? Has she ever heard of a one night stand?

"Sorry to break it to you honey, but we aren't a thing. Haven't you heard of a one night stand?" She turned dark red, seeming embarrassed that she was hoping for something more with me. I kind of felt bad, but then again I didn't, I just wanted her out.

Once she left I let out a huge sigh of relief. I looked at the clock, 7 AM, I have an hour until I have to be at Bella's. I decided that it wouldn't hurt to be early so I grabbed my car keys and left out. Time to see Bella, I have no idea what I'm in for.

A/N: soooo, do you guys like? Review!