Chapter 1: Confession

I sat at the end of the bed looking dazed at the diary that lied on top of my desk. Sighing, I lay down on my bed.

Hugging my pillow, I curl up into a ball formation. "Stupid Ichijou..., Aren't you aware of how I feel?"

Memories of him with Onodera pop into my head. The way he looked at her, the way he treated her differently, The way he spoke to her-it was sweet...Compared to mine, were just acting out as fake lovers, nothing special.

Wet droplets of liquid fall u to my cheeks. What is this? Am I crying?

No..No, I'm not crying, hehehe. My eye's are just sweaty...

"Wahhh! Stupid Ichijou!" I pouted.

"I'm going to sleep!"

Positioning my self on the upper part of the bed, I curl up once again, Tears falling as I thought of the newest member to the selecion-Marika. I may not have a chance after all...

Walking towards our classroom, I bump into the person I don't want to see;Raku Ichijou.

Hiding the blush that was making it's way to my face, I quickly avoided him, walking as fast as I could to reach our classroom.

"Kiri-Darling!" He blurted out as he noticed our other classmates walking.

I kept still in that moment, but then thought that was really stupid. Determined, I walked faster towards our classroom.

"Damn this..." I mumbled as I entered the room, all eyes fixated on me.

"Eh, Kirisaki-san. Where's Ichijou-kun? Don't you usually enter the classroom together?"

I gave them a nervous smile that almost looked like a constipated fake smile. "Umm, I decided to go to school very early today so me and da-darling didn't come here together..."

They nodded and shrugged it off, continuing with their own topics.

I sat down and buried my face to the desk.

"Ohayo da-darling~"

Damn it, stop doing that Ichijou, You're gonna make my heart burst..., As If I'd say that. "O-oh! Good morning da-daa-darling..."

I went back on burying face to the desk, trying to avoid him as much as possible.

"Good morning, Ichijou-kun!"

"A-ah, Good morning too o-Onodera san!"

I felt my ear grow big, like those that happen in the cartoons when the character is eaves-dropping.

This guy, what are you stuttering for!? I hate this.

The teacher entered the room and the class began and ended without me saying anything to Raku.

I was fixing my things so that I can go home early and avoid him. But again, things didn't go as I had planned.

"Chitoge, why are you avoiding me?" Raku questioned as I fixed my items.

I pretended that I wasn't hearing him and proceeded on leaving when he grabbed my wrist so I can face him.

"What's wrong with you!? You know the fact that I'm your boyfri-

I cut him off."Stop saying that! We aren't 'really' in a relationship, So stop making me expect..."

"What are you talking about Chitoge!?" He answered back furiously.

I was so sick of it, so sick.

Clenching my fist, I controlled the urge to beat the crap out of him and instead say something that I would regret on saying.

"Raku don't you get it? I'm in love with you damn it!" I screamed at him, my face reddish from the humiliating confession.

"Chitoge..., I-"

I walked away not letting him finish.

Well that was a great confession. Great Chitoge, you ruined everything. Argh! Damn this! Damn it all!

To Be Continued...