Walk Away

by BethSHeartbeat

The best way to express herself was through letter. He'd told her not to look back but until she'd said all she needed to she couldn't move forward. *I own nothing*

Don't you ever say I just walked away,

I will always want you

Dear Gerry,

It wasn't an easy decision to leave UCOS, it wasn't a decision that I took lightly either. I never just walked away, it took me ages to decide and even you told me that I should go. France was a brilliant opportunity and although I loved UCOS I think we all knew that it couldn't last forever. Never think I just left, it couldn't have been any harder for me to walk away but had I left it any longer we both know what I never would have gone.

I know you felt something towards me and trust me I returned those feelings. Sometimes I regret that nothing happened between us but I take comfort in the fact that had we met in any other circumstances then we'd probably be together. I always wanted you and I don't think I'll ever get over you, I'll always love you. If I had any option then this wouldn't be the case just now but then if I'd had the option then UCOS would never have been and you certainly wouldn't have been on my team.

I know you told me not to look back but I think all of this needed to said before I could do that and move forward. Now that I've said all I needed to, I need to tell you not to look back to that time either, just don't forget me or any of the memories.

All my love

Sandra Pullman x