Disclaimer: I do not own the Total Drama Series; however, I do own the character Christian.

A/N: After reading the nice reviews over and over again on "Wedding Dress", and the votes on the poll I've put up a couple of months ago, I've decided to make a sequel to "Wedding Dress". I've kept rewriting the first chapter so many times, but, I finally wrote it and I hope you enjoy it. Remember, this is set one and a half years after Gwen and Christian married and Trent is still in love with Gwen.

I had a bit of trouble thinking of a title for this story. But, thanks to Tiffany (a.k.a. MusicalWeirdo), she has given me a brilliant title for the story. That is how the title "Forbidden" is made. I give you so much credit Tiffany; you're awesome :)

Anyway, get ready to read Forbidden and tell me if I should continue or not.

Chapter 1: Memories Equal Happiness and Pain

I will always love you Gwen, no matter what.

My mind kept repeating what I said at her wedding; over and over each day. It's still true to this very day. I still love Gwen. Even though, she is married to my best friend, Christian Walker. Most of the time, I'm all alone in my spacious apartment. All I did for the last year and a half was write my own songs, play my guitar that I had since I was five-years-old, performing with the band and kept thinking about Gwen while I lay on my comfy red couch. Everything in my mind kept thinking about her. She was the one for me. But, Christian came and asked her to marry him six and half years ago. I still remember that day, because, I was going to talk to her about it on that very day. I decided to get off from the couch and went to a cupboard that was in my bedroom.

My bedroom was neat; however, the floor was cluttered with many red paper hearts that were torn in half. I went to my wooden cupboard and found a box filled with many photo albums. I grabbed the box and went back to the living room. I placed the box onto a table that was next to my couch. I sat on my couch and grabbed a black, leather photo album from the box. As I opened it, it was mainly pictures of me and my family. Whoops, wrong album. I placed that photo album onto the table and grabbed out a black with red hearts on the cover photo album. I lay back on my couch and opened the photo album. Inside that photo album was pictures of me with my friends, especially Gwen. On one of the photos, it was just us two sitting on the edge of the water fountain where we used to hang out. In that photo, I kissed Gwen on her very soft cheek. I still remember that memory as if it was yesterday.

*FLASHBACK TO SEVEN YEARS AGO*

It was a sunny day in the middle of May. Gwen and I were hanging by the fountain while we were waiting for LeShawna, DJ, Duncan, Courtney, Bridgette and Geoff. I bought my camera along with me because it would be great if I can take pictures with everyone again. "Gwen, do you want to take a few pictures before everyone else arrive?" I asked.

"Trent, you know I don't take photos", Gwen hesitantly reminded.

"But, you're very beautiful Gwen Lovelace", I complimented while I grabbed my camera out of my pocket. Gwen had a tinge of light pink on her pale cheeks; she is so cute when she blushes.

"Fine, but only one picture", conceded Gwen. I turned on my digital camera and pointed it towards us. I pressed the button, but the flash didn't go on. Instead, the lights were flashing on and off slowly to indicate it was on timer; for 10 seconds. "Whoops, it's on timer", I hinted.

"Its fine, I guess", she replied with a tiny smile. The light on my camera started to flash very quickly to indicate that the photo was about to be taken. I quickly pursed my lips together and kissed Gwen on her velvet smooth right cheek. The flash went off. I moved my head away from her cheek and I had my sheepish smile that I usually have when I'm nervous. Gwen was still blushing from that little kiss. I looked at my camera and pressed the preview button. It was a really cute photo, especially when Gwen blushed. "Trent, what was that for?" asked Gwen.

"Um, well", I nervously began. "It's because I…"

"Yes?" asked Gwen.

"I…" I couldn't finish my sentence as I heard a loud chatter a few metres away. Gwen and I turned our heads around to see that Duncan, Courtney, DJ, LeShawna, Bridgette and Geoff have finally arrived. Gwen went up and walked towards them. She hugged Courtney, Bridgette and LeShawna. I sat and looked at the picture of us before I went to the rest of the group.

*END OF FLASHBACK*

A tear started to trickle down my left cheek. I regret not saying "I love you" to Gwen on that very day. If I did, I would have a chance to go out with her again. But after that day, Christian made his way into Gwen's life. I looked through the photo album and I saw a picture of us three eating ice cream on a lovely summer's day. Gwen had vanilla, I had chocolate while Christian had choc chip. It was the day before Christian asked Gwen to be his girlfriend. I'm still trying to figure out why she would go out with him. Sure he was a bit taller than me, more tanned and well built. He had short raven hair with a long fringe that almost covered his right eye. He had mesmerising light brown eyes, a small nose and thin lips. When he smiles, you see his perfectly straight glimmering white teeth. So, he has a great sense of fashion. In that photo, he wore a black singlet that showed off his abs, denim shorts and black sneakers. Sure, he is good at drawing like Gwen, loves animals, the environment, horror movies and he plays the piano. Ok, he is more talented than me. A few more tears started to roll down my cheeks. Just thinking about those makes me want to rip up all the photos of us. But, I can't. It's because, each photo I have with you is a memory that I shall keep forever.

Come to think of it, I haven't seen Gwen for over a month now. I guess she is busy with her job as the manager of a gothic café that was a few kilometres away from my apartment. Christian on the other hand, well, I haven't talk to him for a while. He mainly worked at an office that helps out with the environment; he gets a lot of money because of that. In fact, I still don't know how we became best friends. Maybe I should visit Gwen today. Oh wait today marks exactly one and a half years since they got married. They always celebrate every six months.

I guess I should go back to writing a song for the band; we're performing in a few weeks time. I grabbed out a piece of paper and started to write a few words down. While I wrote on that piece of paper, all I can think about is if I should stop loving Gwen. It's not going to happen. It's because, I Trent Garcia, is still absolutely in love with Gwendolyn Lovelace.

What do you guys think? Should I continue with the story or should I stop? Oh, Courtney and Gwen hugging in Trent's flashback, let's just say that I ignored the Duncan/Courtney/Gwen incident and everyone is friends with each other. This is due to the fact I didn't think Duncan and Gwen will be a couple when I wrote Wedding Dress back in July.

I would like to thank the people who reviewed and have put "Wedding Dress" as their favourite fanfic:
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I thank you all for liking this story. You are all awesome. I still thank those you have read that story and I hoped you enjoyed it.

Oh, the chapter of "You're Not Ready to Grow Up!" is nearly complete and will be publish in a few hours. Also, if you went on my profile, I'm making another Gwen and Trent story called "Should I Really Call You my Best Friend?" It's a story about Gwen and Trent becoming best friends when they were five. However, after an accident, one of them moves away for many years. When that person came back and lived in that house again, everything changed. Will their friendship stay in tack, or will they become more than that? Ok, so it's not a good summary, but that story is coming in a few hours as well.

Anyway, I hope you enjoyed reading chapter 1 of "Forbidden".

I don't mind if you flame; but please review :)

Love, Madim

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