The immortals-
DARK FLAME- alternate ending,
Ever and Roman. She knows Romans past, dark violent abusive history- and starts to understand him, she's developed the crush on him the way it happened in the book. Haven and Roman never stayed together- Roman told Haven that he don't love her and never will. And Damon and the twins are on a trip because Damon believes Ever needs to find her own path- that being on her own without him. Ever is torn and broken with her new obsession with Roman. She also isn't worried about getting antidote from Roman after all Damen broke up with her. Haven is over Ever's trying to find out more about Roman.
Ever already told Haven about the Immortal situation and Damen agreed to keep up with supplying them both once a month. Haven is sobbing openly
"I'm sorry about Roman- I did warn you about him-" I try to lighten the atmosphere- Haven looks up at me with a pained expression "What the fug was that all about anyway! He doesn't even like cupcakes! I tried to talk to him about his past and he said that the cupcake must have gone to my head- because I was talking in volumes he didn't understand, and that I should lay off of the sugar from now on! Could you believe that?" she hissed, I brought her into a loving embrace, to console her. I thought explaining the whole immortal code of conduct was going to real hard for her to comprehend the sensitivity of it. But a broken heart over a jerk off like Roman- who by the way has me reeling over him. Something is wrong with me lately. I cant get him out of mind, or dreams. The dreams I had of him were x-rated. Thinking of the contour s of his form, gets me oddly heated. Why is this happening to me? I need a girls night- as odd as that sounds coming from my mouth. I think I'm going to get a makeover- I want Damen back, maybe that's what it is.
"lets have a girls night out-" I propose, her eyes went warm and she thought for a second- "Seriously? Are you ok? You actually want to go out?" I rolled my eyes "It's a bad idea isn't it- god I just miss Damen- I've been having these strange idea's lately since he broke up with me-" I started she considered me- " What kind of ideas?" she winced "A make over- a new me" I said. She got this weird look, and I regretted the idea right away. "You and me both- brilliant idea- I feel better already- don't you?" yes just fantastic.
So that's what we did. I bought a whole new wardrobe of clothes. And we both got ready at my house since Sabine is on a trip with Munoz- who knows what that's about - I've been too preoccupied to roam in their minds. "So what do you think?" she inquires "Wow Haven you look amazing!" she is amazingly gorgeous. She's wearing a black mini dress, and I'm wearing a red mini dress with no back, and a low cut, down to my belly button, dangerously mid thigh high short. My cleavage is dangerous as well. If Damen could see me now. My hair is straight down, with frost highlights, I would say I've done my self good. "Fug Ever you look fuggin amazing!" we giggled and jumped around. "Man if Damen could see you now!" I laughed sarcastically "Damen who?"
When we got to the club like five miles away from home Haven got us ballet parking. And told me to "Follow closely" I did, we skipped the line and went straight to the front of the line, " Haven- whose the hotness?" the bouncer said opening the entrance, not before stamping our hand first, "This is Ever" she purred before pulling me in side with her- we got our selves a table, I never felt so out of place my whole life- at the corner of my eye I saw a guy checking me out- Haven already found someone to dance with. I got an "Sex on the beach please" I've always wanted to try one of these- "Thanks - how much-" the bartender said "compliments of that gentlemen there " he pointed at a hot guy with an earring on one side- not as cute as Damen of course, but this guy is a good alternative. The song playing now is LIKE A G6,
He beckoned me- to the dance floor- "Hey mami- dance with me" he purred, I gulped "Ok" I said as the song changed to Justin Timberlake- sexy back. And suddenly I felt the grove and started to shake it- "Aye mami you making me hot" he whispered. I was having a great time until I spotted someone with the uncanny resemblance to my supposed soul mate dancing with someone else other than me. I huffed and decided to keep on dancing, I wanted to get noticed and so I did, I made all eyes on me, the way I started to dance. I needed a change in song however- 'she wants it- Justin Timberlake' the girl he was kissing up on was the first one to notice, as soon as he caught my fancy his eyes went wide- the guy I was dancing with was groping me feverishly - I decided to kiss him. He was sincerely a good kisser. Haven gawked incredulously- as I didn't even look Damen's way . I felt his glare on me- suddenly I felt someone tap me on the shoulder but ignored it- blocking him out completely , I turned to him and see a pained look upon his face- "Come on we need to talk" he insisted, but I recoiled "I'm sorry but I'm a bit preoccupied as you could guess" I blow that guy a kiss. "No your coming with me now" he hissed pulling me out the door- "What are you doing here?" he hissed, "I didn't mean to bump into you - so don't flatter your self -" I laughed, "But you know what- now I think its time for me to go now- considering I have a hot date to come home with me" I say walking away. Suddenly I feel his arm pull me back, "Ever wait- ( he crashed his lips into mine using our shield so he wouldn't die.)" I recoiled "Damen no! you broke up with me- remember! You broke my heart" but man does he know how to kiss me, I would so do him now if I could- no thanks to Roman!. "Just one dance-" he implored holding my hands - of course I couldn't say no- "What about your date?" he shrugged her off "What about her" he cocked a brow at me, and we danced the rest of the night . Haven shot me a 'what the FUG are you doing?' I shrugged with a wry smile. I have danced about five songs already- and that nice guy I found out was Phillip- he was nodding at me, and I finally said "Well you said one dance Damen - and that we did five! The kiss on my part was stolen and didn't belong to you anymore" I said, I walked away- and went to the guy and sat on his lap- Damen scowled and stared intensely at me the rest of the night.
Haven went home with a hot guy and I was alone. Damen was in my passenger seat when the ballet guy brought my car to me,
"Hey beautiful" he breathed as the guy gave an apologetic shrug, I nodded "its fine" no tip for you now!
"Damen shouldn't you be plowing that girl without complication right about now?" he frowned, "That's not why I broke it off with you Ever- the obstacles got too complex due to your chemistry with dreadlock boy-" I rolled my eyes "I only wanted you Damen- you know that. However I wont deny there was something between us but you should understand it was nothing more then attraction. Just like what Phillip and I had tonight" I must've struck a nerve because he got out of the car and walked off. I wanted him to at lease try harder, then I realized where he was going and shuddered. His car was next and the beautiful blonde plastic version of me was sitting in the passenger seat. A tear came down. He shrugged and got in his car and drove off, I did the same. I drove for hours- even when I was close to home. I drove circles around a certain house. Not Damen's. Roman's house.
The spell I cast, was for Roman to be bound to me- not the other way around. Dammit! Life always has a way of telling me FU- instead of him seeking me out, here I am seeking him out. Countless times I dreamed of him, and I- God! What am I doing? I tell myself as I reach his door step. Before I can even knock he opens the door, "Ever- come in, I've been expecting you- I knew you'd come to your senses" his British conduct made me shiver in side. The very sight of him gave me a relief of some sort- God! What is happening to me?
I stepped inside. He takes my hand and I follow suit to his room, and as soon as I work up the edge to deny his advances, the door is locked, and my heart is pounding against my chest wanting more than I was prepared for. My thoughts so condescending and betraying my skin tingles as he caressed my cheek. His skin against mind sending shivers to my core becoming more intimate than intended. A gasped escaped my mouth, I open my eyes when I find my sanity side and recoil, "I didn't come for this" he looked offended and scowled "I know what you came for sweetheart- and I cant understand why you would even assume I would give it to you without a worthy price-" his tone laced with disdain and contempt, "What a waste- ( he shook his head) just thinking about it now- I could smell it" he circled me like a predator does it's prey. "I could give you some thing else close to what you want-" I proposed . My voice caught in my throat, usually the closeness of Roman never felt so intense, sexually intense. He cackles up with laughter, "You cant be serious- you know what I want Ever-" I cut him off- "Yes I do- and what if I told you that I can let you see her-(he advanced on me, pinning me up against the wall)" I never felt so vulnerable to him, at lease never so - God he smells so sensual and delectable. "It's not possible- thanks to you!" he hissed then released me, and I wanted him to touch me again! Christ I'm losing it!, "But I can- watch" I closed my eyes and imagined her fire engine red hair milky tones skin, emerald green eyes and petite frame. He gasped "Drina?" he cried, so I opened my eyes and he was in front of me musing and obsessing with my knew borrowed form, "Its me Ever- remember" I hissed, he frowned "How is this possible?" he dropped the fake dialect, for once. "It's hard to explain, you would know if you weren't so evil-" he ignored my comment completely. He reminded me of the little boy I seen in his childhood- his violent tragic past. Which reminded me "Roman there's a lot you could do with your powers-" he smiled "Can I touch you to see if it's real?" he asked "Yes- hold up! don't be a pervert Roman, I mean it- I know more about you than you know about yourself- and I know where your chakra is as well so don't-" he silenced me placing his index finger over my lips- then he caressed my cheek, and turned away, going through his things abruptly then handing me the antidote and waving me off, looking away. I didn't understand, "Go- you have your precious antidote-" he muttered, it seemed that he was crying, I felt so bad. All he needed was to see her face and he would break down? I did this to him, I took everything he loved and cherished in this world. I owed him more than this. I expected him to require more at lease, "Roman I didn't mean to take Drina from you- I didn't even know about you! I wish I could go back(he cut me off)" "I said go Ever- I just want everything to end already- now that I seen her one last time- I could be at peace with my self" his tone broke my heart. Just then I went to his side and decided to give something more than I intended to- his touch felt so right. And he has been through enough lost. Call me crazy. "Ever what are you doing?" he wiped his face, I transformed into her again, so he can pretend he's making love to Drina. He gasped and discarded his silk pants, then helped me with my dress.
He crashed his lips into mine and brought up his face one more time "Ever you don't have to do this- I gave you what you wanted" he purred, "What if I told you- I've been dreaming of this moment with you for a week now" I admitted "But I thought you hated me- if this is a trick( he recoiled with alarm)" I pulled him back down. "No tricks I swear" I said, I crashed my lips into his, and then removed my underwear. He gasped "Drina-" he purred as I kept her form- he kissed down my body feverishly, and made me gasp out in ecstasy, "Roman!" I moaned, he kissed his way back up and prompted himself between my legs, and grasped onto my breast, then sucked on both, he gazed into my eyes "Oh Drina I missed you" then crashed his lips into mine feverishly. I thought I was prepared for the sharp piercing pain, "Roman" I cringed and deepened the kiss. And thrust slowly, "Shit" he groaned and kissed and sucked my neck, as I moaned, He thrust again and this time was inside me all the way- the pain turned into pleasure just as soon as I felt him in side me thoroughly- his thrusts went harder and harder- and faster- I was gasping as he intensified the thrusts, I felt something building in the pit of my stomach, and felt him convulse at the same time I think we climaxed together- "oh Drina!" and when it was over he collapsed on top of me, and rolled over to the side and grabbed a hold on me so I couldn't move, I transformed into myself again and he made me look at him "Stay with me please Ever" his toned laced with loneliness. I wanted to stay with him. I actually think I may be in love with him. But he's in love with Drina, and now I envy Drina for having Romans heart. I couldn't stay, I shouldn't stay- the more I fall in love with him! I recoiled "I got to go- I gave you your dream date with Drina and now I must go" I said making my way to the door with my messy attire disheveled hair and all. He grabbed me from behind and I could feel his arousal through the thin material of my dress, I suppose if I have to become Drina to have him then so be it- he gasped "Ever no! I want it to be you- and only you from now on" my heart fluttered. " I don't understand-" I said he entered me "I don't either- but I think I'm over her. Maybe it was the fact that she was the only woman I couldn't have- and well now that I had her I realize it wasn't love at all, just an obsession" oh ok. He crashed his lips into mine and I was reeling on a way I could break this off- because I love Damen as well. And as I am here in Roman's bed I wonder what I'm to do about this mess I have once again created-