A/N: Ok sooooooooooo here's the story I can't guarantee I will keep updating it regularly or if I'll update it at all, because yes I'm one of those horrible authors that NEVER updates, but I still would appreciate u reading and reviewing, I'll give you a virtual cookie if u do!
Disclaimer: Me talking to invisible friend George, "George do I own twilight?" "NO" "George do I own the characters in this story?" "NO" "George am I Stephanie Meyer?" "NO" "George are u smart" "YES" "George am I smart?" "NO" "DIE GEORGE DIE!" (I don't think George will be appearing in my disclaimers anymore.)
BPOV
I'd cried my eyes out and I'd wallowed in misery, I wondered why they left me so alone and I wished I could just disappear, but that is no kind of life to live. I refuse to be nothing but an empty shell staring at shooting stars praying for them to come back, praying for him to come. So somehow I have pulled myself out of my misery and formulated a plan, albeit a plan that is likely to fail, but still it's a plan and I am going to make it work.
He left me, they left me, as much as it hurts I have to admit it they're gone, they didn't care I was just a way to occupy their time, but I have to know why, and I have to at least say goodbye to my second family even if they didn't care enough to stick around and say it in the first place. So for the past month I've been planning a way to find them, I've packed, saved money, and forced myself through the pain to remember someplace I might find them at. Now all I had to do was leave, and find some way to explain this to Charlie. I decided it was best if I wrote a note and left while he wasn't home because I know without a doubt he would try and stop me and I couldn't stand the look of pain he'd have in his eyes at being left, again.
Today I leave, today I begin my search for understanding, and hopefully I will find what I'm looking for so I can move on, however painfully so, with my life. As I walked out the door, my last suitcase in tow, I gave one last sorrowful look around the house and in my room remembering the happy memories once held here when he still cared. Finally I walked out to my truck as prepared as I could be for the long journey I had ahead of me as I drove to Denali Alaska.
A/N: So it was short but I think it gave the basic idea of the story so please leave a review and tell me what you think, and remember if u do review I'll give you a virtual cookie, any kind you want.