THIS IS HOW I DISAPPEAR

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Ichigo's POV

he wants me. He claws at my soul. He devours me. And I cannot stop him.

Maybe I'll die today.

I will not break. I will not die. I will not do all those things that will give him satisfaction. He's killing me slowly, so slowly. I wonder if I'm letting him. I'm breaking, breaking. But I will not lose.

It's revolving pointlessly.

I try to will myself. Do not listen to him. Do not let him cut you. Do not let him break you. Do not lose to him. Why am I breaking? I try to tell myself. You are king. You won that last battle. You can win this one.

Isn't this a different kind of fight?

He's tearing me up. He tells me he loves me. He is a monster. He cannot love. He is lying, lying, always lying. Why do I believe his words? Why do I want to believe his words? Why do they seep inside, build up my hopes and then smash them?

Such a sweet poison.

I will not break. I will not lose. I will not lose. I am king. I'm losing. His lies. I believe every word. I do not want to listen. I will not listen. I cannot listen. Or else I will break. I see a little crack already. I crack a little bit more. I can almost feel his hands on me. I hate him.

It seems so fragile.

I'm dying because of this. I'm sure he's not real. He's something I made up. He's a nightmare that will not end. But he is not real. I want to die. I don't want to listen to him anymore. I will not lose to him. I will die before I lose to him. I cannot lose.

I am king.

It's a twisted form of justice.

He's killing me. He wants me. He devours me. I hate him. He lies. And lies and lies and lies. Why do I believe him? I cannot. I will not. I'm dying. I do not want to. But he is not real. He does not love me. He is a monster.

I will die to save myself.

It ends so sadly.

It is because of him. I'm falling. I'm dying. He wants to save me now. How useless. It's his fault. His fault for lying to me. His words are such poison. I'm dying now. It doesn't hurt... I'm dying now. But I won.

I was a king. I died a king.

This is how I disappear.

OWARI

hee hee hee. I was expecting to get this one done tonight. Please review-desu! Hee hee...watching rozen maiden...