Silent

Notice me

As I will notice you.

For me,

You give a casual hand.

For you

I will give my heart.

Though you,

Who is so oblivous

Must know

Somehow.

Japan: Chapter One- Fall For You

I don't exactly know why, but I really can't find anything that truly generates static. I don't remember being excited or part of something. I've always been the bystander. The quiet one. Though, I must say, something lit in me when I glimpsed upon the face of my own ally's brother.

"Japan? What is it?"

I froze. The scarlet gaze of the albino had landed upon me.

We have known each other through my ally, Germany, who is the younger, maybe even more composed, brother of him...

"Prussia-kun...it's none of your concern..."

I gulped. Something was forming inside me with every heartbeat of his...something I had never felt.

"I know, I know Japan. You simply are jealous of me, huh? Everyone is, don't feel bad," Prussia smirked a warm yet sinister smile.

"Yeah...I guess you are just that awesome, aren't you?" I gazed at Prussia for a moment before leaving. I didn't know what was boiling inside when I was with Prussia. I must say, however, it didn't exactly feel bad. Actually, it felt pleasant.

Reluctantly, I approached Prussia-kun the following day, noticing he wasn't his normal, verbose, upbeat self. Something inside me felt that sorrow.

Surprised, Prussia quickly tried to wipe his eyes. The single moment I had witnessed him in pain was an eternity of sadness.

"Japan...whoa...you sure must be a ninja or something!" Prussia tried to ease himself and look me in the eye.

I knelled down to Prussia-kun, who was sitting on the ground, unorganized and dreadful. I grabbed his hand, feeling extremely awkward, as I usually never do so, and leaned in close enough to just whisper in his ear, asking him what had occurred.

Prussia-kun drew a deep breath and then proceeded with his reply.

"I'm just upset...nothing really...I mean...I'm just hallucinating, I've been wearing myself thin!" Prussia laughed loudly.

"Austria...is that it...so you heard of him getting back with Hungary?" I tried to remain calm though what I had just uttered had set off a fire in me. I knew I had gotten a bit too personal.

"Japan..." Prussia's voice softened.

I narrowed my eyes, Prussia looking back with almost like a lost child, "You have an older brother. You have others. You have me."

Prussia sighed, "A companion...I guess that was what I really was searching for..."

"You have me, " I tried to stay as composed as possible while saying exactly what I didn't want to.

Hours had passed and Prussia, who apparently had been depressed over Hungary, was assuming his in control or top dog position at a bar. I never had approved of his drinking, yet I watched the idiot.

Only heartbeats passed as a thicker, more muscled man grabbed him by the collar.

I hadn't known why I followed Prussia into a bar, as I must reiterate, I DO NOT APPROVE OF DRINKING, though I had done something I would have regretted if it hadn't made both Prussia and myself discover something. At that moment, I lunged at the man who held Prussia, ready to save who had saved me in some way.