Let me Die

by Zephyr C

Behold the orignal Mewtwo. Cast out before work on the New Island two was worked upon, he existed in constant torture. Here alone is his thoughts as he is forced once more on the life support to peserve his ailing life. AU of my Muse

Everyday I look to a mirror
Some water in a dish
A closed window
I never see the present
Just a past
Of somebody who should have died years ago
Not forced to live wretched
To exist where I should not
The reflection is myself true
Hasn't changed since the day I first glanced at it
Immortality with a bitter twist
The reflection is just my shadow
It is not me
I know I have grown
No matter what that idiot did to me
But I can't see it
Just like the scars are invisble but the emotion swirling behind them is so clear
Only to me
To my true eyes
Not the fake touch of agelessness
I just, want to fade
Go away
Be free
But that's another thing I can't get
Constantly cramed onto life support whenever my heart fails a beat
A breath is failed to be taken
Because of one's man's stupidity
I have suffered enternally
I'm still Chikarma
Even if only on the inside
Where the scars doth lay beside
Away from everyone
Everything
That pool of false impressions
The persona I propose to shelter behind
I just want to flick that switch
Let myself drift to sleep
Never awaken
And end like I should have years ago

If there's a Lord out there
Someone to hear my prayers
Let...
Let me die
Like I should have
And Take me away
Far far Away
From the pain
Suffering
From me

I beg of you

Please

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