Uh huh...sooo, I know I haven't been updating...anything, but listen, theres been alot going on in my house...soo yeah....I didn't have time =/...srry

Ashley's POV

I woke up to this annoying beeping sound....I knew that sound, it was my dumbass alarm clock. I swear I wanted to kill that thing. Just throw it on the ground, get a baseball bat, and smash it into little pieces. Sorry, I'm not exactly what you'd call a morning person. Anyways, I finally mustered the strength to get my ass outta bed and turn that thing off. I went into the bathroom, took a shower, did my hair, and brushed my teeth. Next, I had to get changed. Eh, I have no one to impress I guess I'll just wear some tight jeans and a T-shirt...yeah, that'll do.

So, I finally got ready for school and I got into my car, popped in the CD of "Eyes Set to Kill" and drove off toward King High. Yay....not.

"Ashley, hey Ashley, over here!"...I knew that voice, it was the voice of my best friend, Spencer Carlin.

I smiled to myself and turned around to see the blonde running in my direction. She tripped over her feet a few times before she actually reached where I was standing.

"Hey Ash, ready for Mr. Halls test?" She asked

"Uhm...no." I stated

"Oh, well you better get ready, cause it's in..lets see," She paused for a second to think. "Oh yeah, 25 minutes."

"Damnit." I mumbled

"Oh don't worry Ash, your gonna do fine. You've always been good at science." She smiled

I always loved that about her. She would always try to make me feel better, no matter what I was sad about. It didn't matter, she tried her best.

We talked for a little while and decided to go sit in the quad on "our" table. Yeah, we've made a table officially ours.

Just like every morning, Spencer sat inbetween my legs and just talked to me. We always got a couple of weird stares. I mean yeah, I was openly out to the whole school, but people should know that Spence is straight. It's getting to me that people think we can't be just friends. Madison, AKA queen bitch, came up to Spencer and I and said

"Watch out Spencer, we wouldn't want this..lesbian rubbing off on you. Cause you know what that means, we can't have a lesbian on the squad. I mean, we get CHANGED in front of eachother...we wouldn't want anyone watching now would we."

"Madison, why don't you just go fuck yourself, cause god knows no one else wants to, and just leave us alone." I snapped

"Well, I'm just saying, just cause you two are best friends doesn't mean you should be getting all cozy in the quad."

I looked at Spencer and to my suprise..she was actually blushing...huh

"We aren't getting all "cozy" as you put it...we're just talking." I said

"Well, we'll just see about that." She said as she walked off, quickly followed by her posse.

I looked down at Spence and she was looking right back up at me. Our eyes locked for about 5 seconds then she started to talk.

"I, I uhm...I should get going, you know, we have that test and science is first period, wouldn't wanna be late...." She stuttered

"Spence...are you ok?"

"Yeah, yeah, I'm fine, I have to go, see ya in first kay." And with that, she was gone.

1st Period.

I walked into first period and sat in my usual seat next to Spencer.

"Hey." I said, but she didn't say anything back...did I do something wrong? I started thinking back to this morning and what I said to see if I could of hurt her feelings or something. I couldn't think of anything that could of made her pissed at me so I decided just to ignore it. She'd come around, she always does.

Mr. Halls passed out the test and let us begin. The test was actually pretty easy so I finished somewhat quickly. I looked over at Spencer and I saw that she was done too. So, me being me, decided to pass her a note.

Hey, did I do anything wrong?

I passed the note to her and she took it and read it.

She passed it back and I read,

No Ash, you didn't do anything wrong, I've just been thinking about something..don't worry bout it okay?

I wrote back Ok, if you say so. and passed it back to her.

First period passed and now it was mine and Spencer's free period. We normally just went out to the quad and sat the for the hour we had off.

Spencer still hadn't said a word to me and I was getting fed up with it so I stopped walking and grabbed her hand to pull her back.

She gasped slightly and stopped walking.

I looked at her funny wondering why she just sorta gasped, but I let it go.

"Spencer..why have you been acting so wierd ever since Madison came along this morning?

"I haven't been, what are you talking about Ash."

"You just got up and left this morning, you didn't say anything to me in science, and now you didn't say anything to me when we were walking out here, normally you can't keep you mouth shut...no offence." I said

"None taken...I've just been thinking about some stuff lately okay? Thats all."

"Spencer, you can tell me...whats wrong?" I asked a little worried

"Nothing, it's just......nothing."

At that time she looked down and we both realized that we were still holding hands. We pulled away quickly and Spencer blushed.

....She was so cute when she blushed.

WOAH...wait, did I just think that...no no no no noooo, I can't think that, she's my best friend...thats it, nothing more.

Just then Aiden walked over and just started talking...typical.

"Hey Aid." Spencer and I said

"Hey...what you two lovebirds up to?" He asked, we knew he was teasing but it especially annoyed me right now.

"We aren't together Aiden ok?? We're JUST FRIENDS!" I snapped at him.

"Woah woah woahhh, calm down Ash, I was just messin with you guys..sorry." Aiden put his hands up in defense.

"Yeah...whatever...sorry, I'm just sorta sick of it." I said..well, more like mumbled.

After that Aiden left and it was just me and Spence. We went back over to our table and sat down right next to eachother. We were so close I could actually feel the heat coming off of her. I turned so I was looking at her and saw that she had a piece of hair hanging in her face. I didn't think much of it when I reached my hand up and gently brushed it off of her face and behind her ear.

Damn..she has soft skin...woah, damnit! There I go again, I need to stop thinking this shit...ugh.

She was writing something on a piece of paper. As soon as I touched her face she stopped writing and just sat there..completly still.

She looked at me and smiled....good sign, maybe she wasn't to freaked out by it. I mean, I didn't mean anything by it, that was friendly...I think...yeah, it was, it was nothing more...ugh.

Just then the bell rang, and I immediatally got up, said goodbye to Spencer and walked off. I was a little confused about what had just happened, I don't know, it felt different when I touched her this time then what it's felt like the last 2 years that I've known her. Eh, I'll figure this out.

Ok so there ya go...I'll get some more on here I promise, I know i'm a shitty writer, but still, feedback woulddd be nice xD haha