Inevitability
She and Kurt had become friends since the day he came to her for help, but for some reason she wasn't expecting him to ask about it. He'd asked a few times about why she'd thought of her own funeral and she hadn't even thought of lying until now. She knows she should have expected it and wants to tell the truth, but he'd never understand. How could she explain that it was all because HIM.
How she wasn't really over Him. A single moment came to mind. A voice, his voice filled with love, "A dream is something that fills all the darkness inside, the one thing that if it comes true all the hurt inside will go away." she knows that Kurt would scoff and say, "So," in a dismissing tone much like she originally had. She still fanaticizes about those little moments with him, all the things she could have done to save their relationship.
She would leave Kurt wondering about her sanity for a few moments before finally opening up and spilling the truth. That the person who told her that, HE had listened to her unconditionally had heard all of her dreams and aspirations just to shake his head at her. Then and only then would she tell him about Don't Cry For Me Argentina. She would explain how it wasn't Finn she imagined throwing himself onto the grave, and finally about how even if she never made it out of Ohio she didn't want to let him down. She would explain that whether it be on Broadway of just a small town in Ohio she would be known for that song.
So, when Kurt finally asked, "When you dream about your funeral, why is it Don't Cry For Me Argentina?" She spent a moment trying to decide what to tell him before a small smile graced her lips. She looked over at him before answering, "It's not a dream." he opened his mouth to say something before she cut him off. "It's not a dream" she repeated,
"Its inevitability."