Prologue.

One stupid night, that's all it took, one really stupid night where she let her friends dictate what would happen and she got shit faced and laid. Imagine her surprise when she woke up wrapped in a set of tanned strong arms, what made it worse was when those arms woke up she was promptly kicked out of the bed and the room barely giving her enough time to get dressed.

That was over three months ago and now, well now she had to face it all over again, as that night had left her pregnant and from what she could remember a man named Jax Teller, the VP of the Sons of Anarchy was the father.

Chapter One Get lost.

Delilah Marriott stood outside the T-M Garage, nerves eating away at her stomach, with a deep breath she walked inside.

"How can I help you baby girl", she jumped and turned to see an older woman in front of her, the woman stood about 5 foot 3,120lbs, she had a scar on her chest, right beside a tattoo of a crow.

"Yes, I'm looking for Jax Teller" she said softly.

Gemma Teller took in the young woman, she stood about 5'1, 100lbs, long ebony hair and the greenest eyes she had ever seen, Gemma liked this girl, with a smile she nodded.

"Sure sweetheart, go inside the office, I'll get him for ya" Gemma told her Delilah smiled

"Thank you" Delilah said.

Jax Teller sat at the bar talking to Tig Trager when his mother stopped beside him

"There is a young woman in the office looking for you" she said, he smirked at Tig.

"Gotta go tell the lady I'm off the market" he said with a laugh as he stood.

When he reached the office door he was met by the emerald eyes that had been haunting his dreams, swallowing he glared.

"What are you doing here, I thought I told you to get lost" he growled, he didn't even give her time to say anything he just grabbed her arm and pushed her out of the garage, she stumbled and only caught herself in time before she actually went tumbling to the ground.

"Now fuck off" he snarled before turning and stalking back into the clubhouse, he missed Delilah placing a hand on her stomach before turning and leaving the lot, but the security camera had caught the whole thing.

Delilah had somehow known what the outcome would be and had already packed a bag, she was going to go live with her brother in Tracy, about 40 minutes away from Charming, she shouldn't but she felt guilty about not actually getting to tell Jax about the baby, that she wrote him a letter.

Dear Jax,

I know you wanted me gone, and I am but I think you need to know that the night we spent together three months ago left me pregnant, I couldn't live with myself if I didn't tell you, I thought that you deserved to know.

I'm leaving like you wanted and I promise that the only time I will contact you is to talk about the baby, I will send you more information in case you want to see the baby.

Delilah Marriot.

She had known he had gotten married a few days earlier and the woman he married was Wendy Chase, was a woman known in Charming for being a bitch so she sent the letter to his mother's house before placing her bags into her run down Toyota and headed out of Charming.

Two days later was when the letter touched the floor at the Morrow home, Gemma being used to Jax's mail coming to the house she would just drop it off at his and Wendy's house, Wendy she thought with a scowl, the junkie whore had gotten her claws into Jax, she dropped the letter at the house not knowing that Wendy was actually there and the bitch opened the letter, reading through it she glared at it before shoving it into a drawer, she would just have to make sure that any other letters would just have to be misplaced like this one, determined she set out to hide it all from her husband.

Months went by with Delilah writing to Jax telling him how the baby was and Wendy hiding the letters from him, Wendy added it up and realised that the baby was due any day and she still hadn't gotten pregnant, no matter how hard she tried it just wasn't working and she and Jax have been fighting a lot lately.

Delilah clutched her stomach as another contraction him, she squeezed her eyes shut and groaned.

"Your 9 centimetres, you can't push yet sweetheart" Alana Meyer her midwife told her, Delilah chocked out a sob; she had declined drugs when she found out the baby had a heart defect, not wanting to harm.

Ten minutes later Delilah was 10 centimetres she gripped her brothers hand tightly as she pushed, the pain rippling through her, tears clouding her vision, he brother whispering into her hair, she sighed as the contraction melted away.

3 hours later Delilah was holding a beautiful baby boy, he had beautiful blonde wisps of curls on his head, and like all new-borns he had blue eyes but you could see the green specks telling her that he was going to have her eyes, she had her brother to take a picture of her and the baby and while the baby was sleeping she wrote Jax.

Dear Jax,

My brother tells me I'm crazy for writing to you and maybe I am, but you haven't told me to stop so,

Well today on the 31st of August 2008 our son Abel Thomas Teller was born at 5.30pm weighing 6lb 5oz, I'm sorry to say he was born with a heart defect which means he will need special care.

I sent a photo in this letter of our beautiful boy.

Delilah Marriott.

Wendy hissed in distaste as she read the letter before pulling out the photo, she glared at the tiny eyes that stared up at her, resisting the urge to rip the photo, she dropped it with the 12 others, with a sigh she went into the kitchen to shoot up.

Things were tense for Delilah, he brother and his partner had got engaged and she was constantly having to deny them adopting Abel, Justin her brothers partner didn't think that Delilah was in any way able to provide for a baby and thought it unfair that she could have a baby when he couldn't, while Dominic her brother was always trying to play peace keeper between the two, he too wanted a kid but he would never try and take his sisters from her.

Around the time Abel was six months old Dominic and Justin married and things got worse, it got so bad that Delilah knew it was time to move out, she worked and Abel went to day-care for those hours as she didn't trust Justin, what made things worse was Dominic started to blame her for Justin's unhappiness, she knew she really needed to get away from them.

Things were getting worse between Jax and Wendy, Wendy still hadn't conceived no matter how hard she tried, well no matter how many times they had sex, so she turned to drugs and 6 months after Abel was born Wendy OD'd on the kitchen floor, she survived but it was the end of the relationship which led to Gemma cleaning the house.