Disclaimer : Vampire Knight and the characters here belong to Hino Matsuri.

WARNING: bad words, ooc yes but its Zero and kaname romance can be a little ooc, yaoi. zero's character,mpreg.

You are My Everything

Zero Kiryu is a hunter. He fell in love with Kaname Kuran a pureblood. Kaname loved Zero back with all of his heart. But did Zero really loved Kaname as much as he said or to him being a hunter was more important ?

chapter 1

Zero and Kaname love each other or so Kaname had thought.

Yuuki is Kaname's elder sister and lives with him. She doesn't like anybody. Aidou is an orphan vampire whose parents are dead. He also lives with Yuuki and Kaname. Aidou and Yuuki are good friends.

Zero was sleeping next to Kaname. He looked at his lover. Zero kissed him. Then a tear slipped past Zero's eyes.

Zero,"I am sorry Kuran, I just cant."

Zero put on his clothes and went outside.

Next day Yuuki woke up Kaname, she had expected to see both Zero and Kaname but found only her brother.

Yuuki,"Kaname wake up, its morning."

Kaname,"where is Zero ?"

Yuuki looked sullen all she cared for was Kaname, her brother and Aidou. She felt strange around the hunter these days, he always used to look sadly at Kaname or sometimes downright angry, eyes full of hatred.

Yuuki," I don't know."

Kaname," must be work at association."

Yuuki," I don't know Kaname but I have been meaning to ask you do you trust Zero."

Kaname looked at Yuuki innocently," of course Yuuki, Zero may be a hunter turned vampire, but he is a kind, gentle person.

Yuuki looked at Kaname sadly," fine come on, lets eat."

Kaname, Yuuki, Aidou ate their food. After a while Kaitou came bounding into their house.

Kaitou,"Kuran what is this ?"

Kaname looked at Kaitou who was one of Zero's close friends and a hunter as well.

Kaname raised his eyebrow,"Kaitou why are you shouting, what did I do?"

Kaitou,"what you don't know, I thought you loved Zero and so did Zero but why is Zero getting married."

Kaname eyes widened at the news. The windows of the room broke in tiny shards just like Kaname's own heart.

Kaname," what ?"

This cant be true, it just cant.

Kaname fainted on the table.

Yuuki shouted," Kaname , Aidou do something."

Aidou," Kaitou come with me."

Yuuki sprinkled water on her brother. That's it so she was right that bastard, lowlife, ass hole was getting married, what was Kaname to him, a play thing a toy.

Yuuki knew that it was always Zero who Kaname loved when their parents were alive Kaname had seen Zero's photo , Zero was older to Kaname by three years. Zero was 22 and Kaname 19. Yuuki and Aidou were 25.

When Kaname had seen Zero's image a photograph, he fell in love with the hunter when he was 12. The Kuran kids didn't go outside at all. But when Yuuki was 18 their parents were killed by Rido Kuran. Juri had sent Kaname and Yuuki along with Aidou to cross Kaien. The only time the children[Kuran kids] saw another person accept for their parents.

Kaname really loved Zero, when he saw his image in , he just thought what a strong, admirable person.

Zero's parents were killed by Shizuka Hiou and his twin betrayed him. Zero hated purebloods with a passion, he hated Yuuki and Kaname.

But within a year Zero started liking Kaname. He realised he was not a bad person,he was not responsible for all that happened to him, he was not the reason for his cursed fate, when his own fate was the same.

Yuuki," Kaname wake up please." Yuuki was about to cry, why her brother, what did he do to Zero, was it all an act ?

Kaname didn't wake. His eyes were still closed .

Aidou came down looking grave.

Yuuki was angry, very angry her eyes were shining red,"Aidou what happened, I swear I will kill all the hunters if my brother doesn't wake up. What has that son of bitch done to my brother."

The whole house was enveloped with fear, horror and most of all evil. There was a deathly aura emitting from the pureblood.

Kaito,"look calm down, I will be leaving Aidou will tell you everything."

Kaitou left and soon he breathed a sigh of relief. That was not good, it was like he was being choked by that brunette.

Kaitou," can I blame her, it is Zero's fault, all of it, I never knew he was such a loser."

Zero came to Cross Kaien's house.

Zero," I want to get married."

Cross and Yagari looked shocked. It was a common knowledge that Zero and Kaname were married for past six months.

Cross," Zero what do you mean by that."

Zero," I want to get married, did you really think I love a fucking pureblood of all things, please I am a hunter. I had my fun."

Kaitou," oi Zero are you alright, what about Kaname."

Zero," what , he can rot for all I care, he is a male guys, I need a female, please. I am getting married to my girlfriend Sayori. We did go out after all for a month, yes thats right."

The other three looked at him like seeing a piece of shit, but he was a Kiryu hunter, one of them, even if he was a vampire.

Aidou told this to Yuuki.

Yuuki," I will kill him, I knew it brother was a fool."

Aidou," what should we tell Kaname."

Yuuki," when is the wedding, I will destroy that hunter and that bitch Sayori."

Kaname had still not awakened, he was lying in his and Zero's room.

Yuuki,"forget it I will not dirty my hands, my Kaname why does he has to go through so much since the time he was born, first our parents were killed even if he is not my real brother I still love him as if he was mine own . Do you know Aidou since when has he been alone. He was alone always, what right did Zero have to do that to him, I will never forgive him. I hope he lives a cursed life. "

Aidou," Yuuki what good will it do, even if you kill Zero, Kaname will follow him."

Yuuki," I want to know the real reason that bastard did this, Aidou take Seiren and go track him."

Yuuki left Kaname after kissing his forehead.

Kaname was still in shock. He was reliving a pleasant memory of his and Zero.

Kaname and Zero were sitting in a park under large trees of gingko.

Kaname,"Zero are you sure, you always hated us"

Zero,"you are different Kaname, I love you."

Zero kissed Kaname. His hands tangling in his mate's hair. Zero licked Kaname's lips, then dived his tongue in to taste the delicious mouth of him. Zero deepened the kiss again, Kaname fell on the bench with Zero still kissing him.

Kaname opened his eyes .

Kaname's memories came to him,"Zero is getting married."

Kaname," ZERO ZERO, WHY, WHY ZEROOOO."

Kaname fell on the bed again. Aidou and Yuuki came rushing in. they drew back. Kaname was crying, his eyes were red, swollen, he was crying so much.

Yuuki and Aidou tried to quiet him down.

Kaname," Zero Zero why why Yuki, where was I wrong, I never betrayed him, he was my first and last, I gave him everything, I I what does he need, will he be happy if I I die, I can do that. He is my everything Yuuki I cant just cant live without him."

Yuuki looked horrified.

Yuuki," what are you saying are you mad. How could you kill yourself, our parents saved us from uncle so you die for a disgusting hunter."

Kaname was still crying, he didn't know that Zero's marriage was after a month.

Kaname," why me always its me, Yuuki."

Yuuki and Aidou were helpless. What could they do.

Kaname had gotten tired after hours of crying he slept.

Seiren and Aidou couldn't track Zero at all. Kaname kept to his room, crying endlessly, at night they could hear him screaming Zero's name. Everyday for a week this continued. Kaname screamed and screamed, his room things were shattered, his window glasses broken. He was getting extremely weak.

One day Yuuki and Aidou barged in and saw Kaname had bitten himself, his room was in a mess, his sheets were bloodied. It was obvious he needed Zero's blood, he was terribly sad. He had a hunter poison there left by Zero, it was acid which ruined the purebloods, caused them pain beyond comprehension. Kaname had sprayed it to his hands and feet.

Yuuki looked so sad,"why Kaname what have you done."

Kaname smiled sadly," will Zero come back if I hurt myself, he will come right Yuuki. Thats why he did this to hurt me."

Yuuki saw him give a back flip he fell from the bed.

Aidou grabbed him," get a grip Kaname you and Yuuki are pureblood vampires Kurans how could you be so weak."

Kaname," why am I not a living being cant I feel the same sadness as everyone, being pureblood means I cant be happy, IS IT TOO MUCH TO ASK FOR AIDOU."

Aidou and Yuuki drew back. They didnt think he would lash out like that, it showed Zero had left him hollow.

Yuuki and Aidou," Kaname no you must live with us and show it to Zero that even if he wants female lover or hates vampires, we are what we are. One doesnt need someone by his side to be happy. "

"Kaname please take from me or your sister, you have lost a lot of energy."

Kaname," no no no, only Zero after Juri and Haruka my parents I only took Zero's it will always be Zero, I will die, huh I don't care any ways, no one would care I love my parents I will go them. Zero will be happy. He lied to me He hates me, Why uhh ahh "

Kaname vomited . it was true vampires didn't get sick. But if a vampire's true mate left or died either the vampire died, or became mad, or became angst ridden.

Yuuki," Zero if you show your face to me ever I will kill you."

Aidou," how could you Zero god will never forgive you."

Aidou got a wet towel and wiped Kaname's face and mouth, later they took him to bathroom to clean his mouth. He slept after that.

After a week, something happened.

Kaname was not at home.

Yuuki," Aidou come we need to find him."

Yuuki followed her brother's scent, it lead to a cliff in a forest. But there was something wrong blood a lot of blood of her brother was spilt.

Yuuki,"no no no nooooo."

Kaname was banging his head with a boulder. Blood was oozing out .

Yuuki and Aidou pulled Kaname away from the boulder which was smeared with his blood.

Yuuki took Kaname's face in her hands it was covered with his own blood from forehead," what are you doing you, why Kaname."

Kaname," hah we cant die easily can we, ha ha ."

Yuuki," how much more will you hurt yourself aren't your burnt hands and feet enough."

Kaname had fainted. Aidou and Yuuki carried him back.

Next week

For the past whole week Kaname was in bed with bandages, he didn't drink blood, he was getting thinner and thinner. It was not the reason that he didnt drink blood, they are purebloods it didnt matter if they didnt drink for two weeks. The reason was he was losing his will to live.

Kaname woke up. Yuuki and Aidou saw Kaname sitting. He looked lifeless, his eyes were opened but he wasnt' seeing anything, just blankly staring at the wall.

Yuuki," Kaname please I beg you come back."

It was like he had sunk into cataconia. Kaname could neither hear nor say anything. He only responded to Zero's name.

Kaname," yeah Zero should come back, was I one night stand to him , WHAT DID HE THOUGHT WHILE HE FUCKED ME FOR ALL THE TIME WWE." Kaname vomited.

Aidou," Yuuki I think he needs to see Shiki, he is a doctor he will be able to tell, this is not normal, his breathing, his panting, there is something wrong."

Yuuki looked at Kaname clutching his stomach and still vomiting on floor. No No No that is not possible how .

Yuuki," Aidou is Kaname pregnant."

Aidou turned to stone, after a while he answered her recovering from shock.

Aidou," Yuki have you lost it. How can he be pregnant."

Yuki," no its possible, some pureblood males can be pregnant. It would explain his pain, yes Shiki lives alone right call him he is our cousin after all."

Shiki came to the house.

Shiki," hi where is Zero, I haven't seen him since wedding."

Aidou," he is not here."

Yuuki," why tell him, he made my brother pregnant then ran away with some bitch to get married.

Shiki,"Yuuki are you alright Kaname cant be pregnant."

Yuuki," you know it too Shiki don't lie male vampires some can be pregnant. "

Shiki," well yes but for hundreds of years there has been no such person."

Aidou," could it be that Zero was a vampire/hunter both and could make Kaname a pureblood pregnant."

Yuuki," most likely, if this is true we must tell Kaname, at least he will not kill himself and we need to find that Zero Kiryu too as much as I hate him the bastard needs to know its his kid too."

Shiki checked Kaname who was sleeping. He checked his pulse, his stomach .

Shiki," you are right he is pregnant, Yuuki, wow we will be uncles and aunts."

Yuuki and Aidou after weeks of turmoil smiled.

After an hour Kaname woke up. He was happy he had seen Zero and him making love for first time at least Kaname's, Zero well they didn't know.

Zero thrusted in Kaname who was on his back.

Zero," nngh Kaname so tight."

Kaname," ah Zero no please."

Zero kissed Kaname trying to distract him and hit his husband's sweet spot . He finally came in Kaname filling him to brim.

Zero," I love you Kaname, always."

Kaname," me too, Zero."

Kaname saw Shiki," Shiki ah why are you here."

Shiki was older to both Kurans,"Hey kid congrats."

Kaname," what, for what ."

Yuki hugged Kaname," you are pregnant Kaname with your and Zero's child ."

Kaname listened to his sister. He could feel tears starting to come out.

Kaname," please why are you all hurting me, what Zero did isn't that enough."

Shiki," no Kaname I am a doctor, you are pregnant, go see your stomach, feel it in you. Zero and your child is in you."

Kaname knew of course he had found out the day he went to bang his head. What would he do now, he cant give birth, the child will be as sad as him if he ever finds out what his father did. Even if Kaname never told him.

Yuuki looked at Kaname," you knew right you are so stupid, you tried a suicide on purpose ."

Kaname,"I don't want my child to suffer." Kaname cried with his face in his hands.

Shiki saw Kaname's feet," my god Kaname your feet what did you, your arms too."

Yuki," he applied hunter poison there."

Shiki,"KANAME are you mad. Why hurt yourself, will it bring Zero back."

Shiki," I am a doctor Kaname a child is the greatest happiness of a parent live for that child. Me, Yuuki, Aidou are here for you, I will find Zero promise."

Kaname," really." His face lighted up Yuki and Aidou looked away in disgust.

When Kaname slept Yuuki came to Shiki," and how bro will you find that wretch, its been almost a fucking month."

Aidou," we thought we would simply go to the wedding and ask him."

Shiki," okay we will."

The wedding day.

Zero was still not happy. This is what he wanted right to carry legacy of being a hunter, hurt a pureblood like he had thought. It was all a revenge for what Shizuka did. Zero had made fun of Kaname by being with him. He wanted to make him sad, hurt, destroy a pureblood.

But somewhere Zero didn't want to admit he had fallen in love with Kaname for real. He didn't want to admit it. That night that's why he cried he didn't want to leave but he had to keep his hunter dignity on top.

In reality Zero knew he did lowest of the low work. he had hurt that person who was never meant to hurt. Whenever Zero brutally took Kaname and thrusted in him without preparing him just murmuring sweet words of I love you, I care for you, you are the only one, he still smiled at him.

Zero," I cant go back now if I do it will prove a pureblood won, anyway's its not like I love Sayori we are just friends, well yeah I did pleasure her a lot many times,but we never had sex together and never will. I was drunk and my mind was filled with Kaname. You are my life Kaname, but I cant admit it, I just cant. What a pathetic excuse i was drunk. even when i wasn't drunk i pleasured her. "

Zero remembered his lover his true lover he didn't want to admit. Kaname's naked form, when Zero kissed his soft luscious lips. Zero himself hugging Kaname.

Zero was about to cry," dammit." But who should he blame except for his own self, his own selfish arrogant, vengeaful self. He had taken revenge on someone who was least connected to what happened to Zero.

Zero went to the aisle. Some hunters and Sayori was there. Sayori knew this was just an act. Tomorrow in France they would divorce as well so both could go their separate ways.

But when Zero was about to walk. The place was covered in ice .The few people who were there shivered and started panicking and tried to run.

A voice of a female came,"move and it will be your death. "

Yuuki was standing with Aidou. Shiki was at home seeing Kaname who was happy now that he had a reason to live.

Yuuki went towards Zero.

Cross Kaien, Kaitou, Yagari were there as well.

Yagari," what's the meaning of this miss, you know you ."

Cross," Yagari let her do what she wants."

Yuuki went to Zero and slapped him across his cheeks.

The crowd gasped. They now started backing away. Soon only the two vampires and four hunters and Sayori was left.

Yuuki," you lowlife, bastard. How dare you leave him after all this time then hide yourself like a coward so we couldn't track you."

Zero just looked down. What could he say that he was a coward, his plan failed miserably because he fell in love with that kind person for real. When the facade turned real.

Aidou," do you know what all he went through because you left them."

Zero looked up, them , he didn't leave them he didn't care for Yuuki or Aidou.

Zero smirked," I am a hunter and yes I lied and left him I treated him like a trash you pure."

Before he could finish Zero was slashed across his cheek.

Yuuki," I will kill you, if you insult him. I will dig your grave right now. I don't care if you are the father. You had no right to hurt my brother there other purebloods as well go and hurt them, bastard."

Kaitou and Aidou pulled Yuuki away from hunter. Her anger had broken down all the glasses. The place was a mess. The priest had ran away long time back. Sayori was gone too.

Zero was bleeding profusely,"father whose father."

Yuuki," your and Kaname's child you dumb dick. You you left him pregnant with your kid Zero, he has tried killing himself hundred of times, he has become a living hell, give my brother back, my mother saved us so we could live, but if this what we had to see it would have been better if me and Kaname died with our parents."

Yuuki had crumpled. She slid down and started crying. Cross Kaien patted Yuuki. Zero was left alone standing there.

Zero. what what father, Kaname is pregnant, I I what have I done. Zero clutched his hair, how a man cant get pregnant, but but there were stories of pureblood vampire males being pregnant.

Yuuki,"I came to tell you if you return now then fine we'll forgive you otherwise don't show your face to me, or next time you'll be in hell when you open your eyes."

Zero was laughing," what he is pregnant serves him right, excellent now my child will always be with him, he will always remember my betrayal and be sad, full of anguish. My purpose is is fulfilled."

Yuuki tried to kill him, Zero's face was wounded by Yuuki, but Aidou stopped her before she got more aggressive. He made her look to Zero who was crying, even if he was laughing he was crying his tears were falling on ground.

Yuki and Aidou understood something, in Zero's game he himself lost .

Yuuki,"with him Zero I, Aidou and Shiki will remain forever, but remember this Zero he might be sad forever, live like a dead person but he will have your and his kid with him which will keep him alive till the child is grown enough, even if he dies later in his loneliness because of you, but you have nothing Zero."

Yuki again looked at Zero," I wonder why you are crying Zero,you should be happy you made my brother a living hell, you showed a pureblood that he is weak, but i wonder. "who was the real creature of night zero.

Zero heard this and it hit him, when he looked up he saw Yuki and Aidou had vanished.

Zero slumped down what all did Kaname went through , he needs him, he wants him, he needs his Kaname. Child or not he needs his husband back. He loves Kaname Kuran.

It killed him to say those spiteful words about him right now, his whole being was against such cruel words, those words of pureblood woman and aidou were piercing his heart like needles.

Cross," Zero why you , is that true you did all that to take revenge."

Zero," yes, yes, I wanted him to suffer but I I I fell in love with Kaname , what should I do, what ."

Zero banged his head on the floor.

Kaitou," Zero are you still that bitter, you are angry because your family was taken from you but what was his fault. He didn't deserve it Zero no matter what your reasons were. You are the disgusting playboy here, you slept with Sayori."

Zero," no no please i didnt ."

Yagari," its still not late kid go to him. You love him right go, he and his sister are as hurt as you Zero. Their own uncle killed their parents in front of their eyes. Cross and the kids were hidden but they saw everything."

Kaitou," its not the question Zero whose life is more miserable, you are doing wrong Zero now go before you regret."

Zero looked at them, the three were smiling.

Kaien," don't become what you never are Zero."

Zero rushed to his beloved Kaname's house.

At Kuran mansion Shiki was told the whole story.

Kaname listened behind a door and slumped down.

Yuki heard him and opened the door. He was crying.

Yuuki," no no Kaname's shush, maybe he did love you."

Kaname," why me , it was all a game, a facade, revenge , what was my fault?"

"It was not your fault,". A voice said.

Zero was standing on the door. Aidou and Shiki got up. Zero felt a pang in his chest. Kaname was so thin, so hurt, he was looking as if he had been impaled.

Kaname saw Zero, he got up he went to Zero as if he was in a trance and pulled his collar. Even now when Kaname knew the truth, he couldn't hate Zero he couldn't believe that all was just a lie. Each kiss, each touch, each word, each caress was just a lie. He saw his husband's face, it had gash marks, Kaname touched them, he wanted to lick them, make the pain go away.

Kaname,"why Zero , is it true Zero, I I ."

Kaname fell in Zero's arms. He had again fallen asleep. It was too much stress for him in his condition. Zero saw Kaname's hands and was in agony. They were bruised and angry red burns were there on his naked feet and hands.

Then that means what blondie and Yuki said was truth, Zero wanted to die. He had no right to hurt him, he should be the one hurt, the gash marks were nothing. He was feeling dirty, disgusting, filthy, he doesnt deserve this pure, kind, loving pureblood. Yuki was right, he was a lowlife.

Yuuki," why are you here?"

zero," I am sorry, please forgive me for what I did to him."

Yuuki," forgive you for how many things Zero, for him beating his head, for killing himself WITH HUNTER POISON."

Zero," I I yes , it was all a plan, but I fell in love with him for real, this is the last time he will get hurt, please believe me, I didn't want to admit that I a hunter had fallen for Kaname a pureblood. I love him I really do, it killed me to say bad things about him. I was absolutely torn apart when I left him, please ."

Zero looked at them.

Shiki," don't leave him Zero , he was never a weak person, he is very strong do you know when my father awakened him he killed him two times. He is very ruthless Zero but you made him so soft, don't betray him again, he will die. There is a limit to how much sadness a person can take."

Aidou," He is correct zero. He really loves you. You cant even comprehend."

Yuuki," he has been alone far too long Zero, you don't know since when he was alive, I was really happy he fell in love with you zero don't hurt him again."

Zero smiled at them. He kissed Kaname in his arms." I wont I will never betray kaname again."

Yuuki," now go."

Zero held Kaname like a bride in his arms, just like the time they were married . Zero kissed Kaname.

author's note

its a two shot so next chap will be last.

Title refers to both zero and Kaname's feelings for each other.

Kaname's past is from my another fiction life of the pureblood prince.