Phobia

by Who really Knows

Gaara once lived his life in terrors of uncertainty, but never imagined they would lead him to horrors unspeakable in the once place he would seek help. What will happen when he finds out he wasn't everything he thought he was, what if he finds out he's so much more? Warning: Abusive and suicidal themes. Gaara/Naruto?pairing, Test Chapters! want more review

1. Chapter 1

A dark fic ;) enjoy, man it's been so long since I've written for Gaara, I almost forgot him O-O

Warnings: Suicide themes, and depression

Three chapter preview, reviews help me decide its life expectancy XD MWAHAHAHAHA…..sorry, I've been staying away from evil stories for too long, its making my evil side take over.

Chapter one:

I died! HA, ok ok, im sorry here ya go:

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Chapter one: Stop

Does anyone know?

Do they know what it's like to drown in a sea of ebony, to wake up and wonder just what we are all living for anyway? Ants in the universe, is that all we really are? Existing just to exist, or is there much more to life than that.

A pain in my side throbbed, but I ignored it as I let the cool hospital tile lick my wounds. How long had I been on its surface? An hour, maybe minutes. How long have I been here? Since I first attempted the eternal plunge, since the last time I saw my sisters face, since the moment of realizations years ago. But time doesn't matter, time is insignificant. I picked myself up off the ground and stretched as much as my body would allow, old injures sour about new ones to keep them company.

I don't know, I guess there is more to life. Friends, prosperity, that little thing called happiness. Humans need the sunlight; they need to bath in it, glorify in its rays and scrub away knowing flaws.

There was just one problem with that for me. I can't feel the warmth, I can't feel the burn or the bruise, I can't feel. It's all gone now, stolen away by every little thing. I can't even pretend to know what it's like, because it's just not existent within me.

I guess at the end of the day there is only one question rolling around in my head.

Does anyone know what it's like to be so numb?

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If I do continue, I will probably go back and edit these chapters just a tad, you know with plot development and all that jazz. But if I do, I will post EDITED in the summary thing.The reason why Phobia doesn't to start with, as far as plot goes, is to show his insanity and how out of tune and spacey he is compared with the rest of reality. So if you keep reading and think the first few chapters are weird, don't worry because as the story progresses it gets better. You will even notice chapters steadily increasing.